Ah, another Naruto fic. This one just came to me about two minutes ago. ((shrugs)) For lack of other things to do, (and because I can't think of anything good to write to update one of my fics already...) I will write some pointless drabble. Reviews will be cuddled, flames will be ignored.
Disclaimer:: I own nothing but the plot.
Don't Look At Me That Way
(Sasuke's P.O.V.)
You're looking at me again.
God, I wish you wouldn't look at me so.
We're on opposite ends of the room, but out of the corner of my eye I can see you staring at me. You're attempting to be surreptitious about it, but I can feel your eyes boring holes into my back.
Look away, Naruto. Find something other to fix your attention towards. For I am sitting here with my new 'boy friend'. You've been staring at me a lot lately…and I think I know why……
You're in love with me.
You love me almost as much as I love you.
Yes, my little fox, I love you. And I'm quite sure you know that I do. You've noticed the way my face reddens when I am around you, and how I have to try so desperately not to stare at you.
It is such an effort to not grab your wrists and pull you to me, kissing you so hard I bruise your lips. I want to run my hands up and down your slightly toned tan chest, and muss your perfect blonde hair. I want to see you moaning and panting below me, above me, next to me, everywhere. I want us to make love for hours and hours on end, until we are both wasted and motionless.
I want to tickle you, and feel powerful as I watch you laugh and giggle, helpless to my ministrations.
I want to fight by your side, help you when your in danger, heal your wounds, both physical and emotional. I want to be the one you come running too when the world is so heartless, that you feel so small and weak that you can barely stand it. Because I'd wipe away all of your tears, Naruto, because I want nothing more then to see you're happy, laughing smile.
Gods, I love you so much!
We should be together. Deep down, we both want it, badly. But things are not that simple……For months, no, years, I have tormented you. I've called you every cruel and hurtful name in the book, and then some. I've been horrible to you for as long as we've known each other, but the truth is that I was just trying to hide how I really felt. I tried to hide that I love you, because I know I shouldn't. Deep inside you, you are a fox. A killer. A bastard. But I love you all the same, even when no one else does.
In truth, I am the bastard here, not you, my darling little Naruto.
You have done nothing to wrong me, or anyone in this whole fuckin village. All you ever wanted was to be accepted, and loved. And I am ashamed because I didn't realize that sooner.
And because of that, I can't even bring my self to apologize to you. My pride won't let me. I'm quite the fool, aren't I? I am in love with you, but my damn pride won't let me apologize, even though a simple 'I'm sorry' could bring us together.
I am so stupid.
Stupid, because this is bothering me so much. Haunting me. And that is why I'm sitting here now, a drunk half-assed ninja on my arm. I'm trying to forget about you.
But It's not working.
I'm still in love with you, Naruto, and I fear I always will be. So please, I beg of you, don't look at me that way, because every time you do a part of my cold, damaged heart breaks.
