AN: This is probably OOC so read at your own risk.
Dear Amy,
I'm sorry. I don't know what I did but I'm sorry for it whatever it was. You've probably noticed this already but it's very hard for me to understand things like this. Howard thinks it's because I won't have sex with you. Is that what you want? Because if that's it I'll do it. I will. I will. It makes me uncomfortable to think about but I will if you want to.
Penny says you're mad at me because I wasn't focusing enough on you. I'm sorry for that. But there's no way for me to fix it. That's just how I am. I am different from other people, not just in my intellect but in how I process things. It's hard for me to understand people and what they say and how they act. And sometimes I feel like a square peg trying to fit through a round hole or like an alien even. Sometimes I feel so different I think I can't possibly have been born on the same planet as these people. It can be very painful sometimes and I hope you know that I don't do it on purpose. Because every time people get mad at me I don't understand why or what I did and I try and it's very hard but I do try but I'm not very good. But I've tried therapy and medication long before I met you and it wouldn't help. So I know I can't fix it and I'm sorry about that but if that's the problem you're probably right to stop this charade you probably need to find someone else who can give you the attention and the affection you deserve.
I'm sorry I'm sorry for hurting you and making you sad and I wish you wouldn't be sad because I love you I love you like I've never loved a person before but I can't give you what you want and I know I'll never be able to and I truly hope you will find someone who can fulfill you better than I can. I'll love you for always Amy and I hope you know that because you are intelligent and beautiful and special and wonderful despite what you think and what anyone ever tells you and I'm sorry for making you so sad I'm sorry for not being able to be normal.
Best regards,
Sheldon
He looks down at the letter he's just written, and crumples it up, throwing it in the wastebasket. It's not easy for him and nothing human is ever easy for him but Sheldon will just have to realize that some things can't be put into words no matter how hard anyone tries.