How can I carry on without you here?
Living without you has always been my greatest fear.
Ever since I saved your soul from hell,
It was only a matter of time before I fell
-Completely.
We've been through much together, you and I.
I've seen the way you laugh, the way you cry.
Even though you think there was a time that I abandoned you,
I was always there, watching over you.
You don't think you deserve to be saved.
Though you know you're scared, you still pretend to be brave.
"I'm poison" and "It's all my fault", are your thoughts about yourself.
But to me those things are so far off, from the soul I know so well.
Dean, I always do everything you ask,
I always come when called.
I don't understand these feelings I have,
Now that my wings are gone.
I'll find some way to redeem myself,
I'll work until it's right.
Please, don't give up on me.
You told me once, we were family.
I need you like you said you needed me.
This isn't your responsibility.
The angels fell, this one is all on me.
I'm trying to work things out, and get back to my home.
But these feeling that I keep inside,
No matter how hard I try,
Are slowly messing with my mind
Now I know what it's like to cry.
I don't understand why I couldn't stay.
There's an aching in my heart when you're away.
I'm trying to make you proud, and do this on my own.
Dean, I hope that now you can see, just how much you mean to me.
This isn't how I wanted things to be.
I wish it could be Kevin, Sam, you, and me.
It's getting colder now and all I see, is a pool of red surrounding me.
Followed by that familiar green.
You can't save everyone, my friend.
Don't blame yourself for the things that you can't mend.
I believe it is what you'd call a human tragedy.
But maybe there is still time, to tell me what is on your mind,
I'll fall asleep with our hands entwined,
And you'll let me know that your heart is mine…
-Completely.