Without You..
° ° Dedicated to my first and only actual love.. ° °
-Prologue-
"His Name Is Not To Be Said In The Tongue's Outward Expression; ..But To Be Said In The Hearts' Silent Inward Confession."
Faye let herself slowly slide down the cold wall and onto the floor. She sat there bemused of herself; staring ahead as if nothing had happened. But something did happen. To obvious. To noticable. Just not to Faye.
She brought her right hand to her face, and it also brought along her old; rustic gun. "Stupid things..", she mumbled. She then quickly dropped the gun as if the touch would melt or poison her porcelain skin. Faye self-consciously wiped away the tears that were clouding her vision.
"Where did those come from?" she spoke to no one in particular. Then one something popped into her mind. She shut her eyes tightly. Spike. No matter how hard she tried the tears still found a way to escape. "Why?..Why?", she mumbled over and over again.
Faye brought her knees to her chest and hugged them tightly close to her. She began to cry harder. Stop this nonsense, she begged to herself. I rid of those worthless emotions long ago, she thought. Yet she tears still flowed. And yet she still felt lonely as ever.
Many seconds passed; then minutes, then finally hours and Faye was still lost in oblivion. "So this is how it's going to be huh?", Faye finally spoke. I'm going to feel like this forever.. until, she thought.
Suddenly her eyes grew wide. "Do.. I.. love?", She shook her head furiously. No.. Never. She had made a promise long ago, and she didn't intend to break it just yet. "No, I'll see that green-black mop of hair and pressure him to get it permed. Or complain about the shower..Or..or..", she spoke out loud. She tucked her head in her knees and cried.
Jet caught a glimpse of the torn Faye. He shook his head. "Knew this was all wrong from the start", he muttered. He then left to do some solitary thinking of this own.
° ° Halo, the author here. The Prologue is short yes, but the chapters won't be..hopefully. *cough,cough* Anyways. You know the last episode? Well.. this occurs right after Faye and Spike yell at each other on the bebop. Then he leaves to get himself and Julia killed. Remember? o0;; ..Well this is the minute after Spike leaves. Okie? Oh and.. in the next chapter, The way Spike and Faye FIRST meet will NOT, be based on the show. It will be by my own standards and writing ways ^^;; kays? So please review.. please.
° ° DarkMistressAngel.
° ° Dedicated to my first and only actual love.. ° °
-Prologue-
"His Name Is Not To Be Said In The Tongue's Outward Expression; ..But To Be Said In The Hearts' Silent Inward Confession."
Faye let herself slowly slide down the cold wall and onto the floor. She sat there bemused of herself; staring ahead as if nothing had happened. But something did happen. To obvious. To noticable. Just not to Faye.
She brought her right hand to her face, and it also brought along her old; rustic gun. "Stupid things..", she mumbled. She then quickly dropped the gun as if the touch would melt or poison her porcelain skin. Faye self-consciously wiped away the tears that were clouding her vision.
"Where did those come from?" she spoke to no one in particular. Then one something popped into her mind. She shut her eyes tightly. Spike. No matter how hard she tried the tears still found a way to escape. "Why?..Why?", she mumbled over and over again.
Faye brought her knees to her chest and hugged them tightly close to her. She began to cry harder. Stop this nonsense, she begged to herself. I rid of those worthless emotions long ago, she thought. Yet she tears still flowed. And yet she still felt lonely as ever.
Many seconds passed; then minutes, then finally hours and Faye was still lost in oblivion. "So this is how it's going to be huh?", Faye finally spoke. I'm going to feel like this forever.. until, she thought.
Suddenly her eyes grew wide. "Do.. I.. love?", She shook her head furiously. No.. Never. She had made a promise long ago, and she didn't intend to break it just yet. "No, I'll see that green-black mop of hair and pressure him to get it permed. Or complain about the shower..Or..or..", she spoke out loud. She tucked her head in her knees and cried.
Jet caught a glimpse of the torn Faye. He shook his head. "Knew this was all wrong from the start", he muttered. He then left to do some solitary thinking of this own.
° ° Halo, the author here. The Prologue is short yes, but the chapters won't be..hopefully. *cough,cough* Anyways. You know the last episode? Well.. this occurs right after Faye and Spike yell at each other on the bebop. Then he leaves to get himself and Julia killed. Remember? o0;; ..Well this is the minute after Spike leaves. Okie? Oh and.. in the next chapter, The way Spike and Faye FIRST meet will NOT, be based on the show. It will be by my own standards and writing ways ^^;; kays? So please review.. please.
° ° DarkMistressAngel.