I was in so much PPPAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNN,
the burn continued to scorch everyone of my cells with a fire that consumed a thousand agonizes. But I would not scream, I would not for Edwards sake. Oh Edward if I must die a thousand times to keep the tortured screams of my dying soul, from the torment of your perfect yielding ears, I would do so.
I could hear the sound of his floorless soprano voice cooing downstairs. singing sweet tunes to Renesmee …
Renesmee?
Why was hew not with me, waiting out the flames by my side. I would be at his.
Why was he not counting the seconds for me to awake, to be with him forever, Why was he not singing sweet tunes to me? was I not his true love?
I could feel the burn sustain but the pain in the once beating rock at my chest still contained so much pain, 'Edward' it ached.
"she should awake soon," Alice voice hit piercing like a shattering glass. I heard the others murmuring close by "she will be glorious" they harped.
But were was Edward ?
"Edward" I called when my lips could move…
I gasped my voice… it was beautiful. Edward should be hear he should hear me.
"Bella?" a chorus of angels sounded.
"Edward" I called again.
I could hear him downstairs why was he not coming to see me. "EDWARD!"
"SHHH calm down Bella " Esme soothed .
"get up Bella " Alice added "look at your self in this mirror you are so perfect".
No I shook my head I would lay here till Edward came. He would love to see my first experience as a vampire, I could not deny him that.
"I'll go get Edward" a faint voice carried down stairs .
Edward walked in and it was like I was seeing him for the first time, where my human eyes so dull that they blinded me from his real beauty. I was a cliché, a blind man seeing the light , a glance at heaven. enduring the PPPPPPPPPPPAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNN had been worth it.
"Edward?"
"hello Bella "he replied "I have some one here who would love to met you."
Then I heard it a wet thump of a heart against soft flesh, he carried her in his god given arms…and she had no right.
She had her head pushed into his Adonis sculptured chest , her tiny hands pressed to his breath taking face, my face.
"Bella," Edward whispered softly as if not to disturb the infant size lump between us, "say hello to our baby, Renesmee ".
This was Renesmee ? our baby I held my hands out for her but she clang to Edward burrowing her face into him.
"She's so old?" I questioned.
"she's perfect," Edward answered
"don't worry Bella we are researching her condition, the accelerated cell growth is already slowing down , …." Carlisle went on.
But I wasn't listening, "she looks nothing like you," Edward looked confused but he must have known she was nothing like I had imagined. Instead of my little boy that had Edwards perfect face and Jacobs smile, I was looking at a girl with my eyes, with my skin she had my smile.
I was breathing heavy, Jasper was doing his best to calm me but it wasn't enough he nodded to the door and Edward left with her.