Still Daddy's Little Girl

Bella POV

"Bella, where the hell have you been?" she screamed at me as I walked through the door.

"Really? Is that a serious question?" I put my bag down inside the door as I turned to get my last look at him. He looked completely and utterly gorgeous inside his car. I rolled my eyes I knew he could hear even though he was all the way out there. He gave me his crooked smile that I loved. I couldn't wait until I got to see him again when he was holding me as I slept, and while I thought of that I was away from my own personal hell for two seconds. Then I was rudely interrupted.

"Don't speak to me that way young lady. Where do you think you can get away speaking to me like that?"

I ignored her and headed up to my room where I would wait until my dad got home and we would 'discuss this like mature adults'. Whatever.

"Don't walk away from me when I am speaking to you."

But I did I ignored her. I was too mature for the whole stomp the feet slam the door bit, so I just walked to my room and shut the door and sat on my bed. I started to think of exactly when my life got so screwed up. I was in the middle of my senior year which was great because the year was pretty easy since most of my future was planned or so Charlie thought. To him I was going to Dartmouth which bugged the crap out of him. Edward had chosen that school before his family 'returned from L.A.' He was still so mad about what had happened over the summer. Edward and his family left in my best interest only too keep me safe. We couldn't handle living apart and after a misunderstanding I ran away to Italy to save him. After that he was back for good. This did not work for Charlie. If it were up to him there would never had been forgiveness. I wouldn't have taken him back. But, my life wasn't up to Charlie which is where this all was begging to fall apart. When Harry died my dad started to become close with Sue. He did it as more of a comfort I think, to comfort her after her husband's death, to comfort himself at the thought of losing me soon to college. He had only just recently gotten me back and it broke my heart to know how hard losing me would be on him. Lately it hadn't been easy to sympathize with him though not with her around, and in his mind not while Edward was still around. We loved each other he was my daddy and I was his little girl. We loved each other so much that we couldn't ask the other to give up the ones we loved for our benefit. Who am I kidding we constantly asked each other that. Never seriously though, we knew neither of us could handle that. He might be able to, but no not me never. I could never handle living without Edward that's what forever meant. And that is exactly what me and Edward had forever…..or will have someday. Someday when I was away 'studying at Dartmouth' which Charlie only believed because Carlisle pulled strings for me with his new donation to the medical center there. Really well Charlie didn't need to worry about what was really going on. She'd have him occupied. I just wish they'd admit they loved each other sometimes. They don't, never have. "Bells, I'm just a comfort to her, Harry is dead what else is she suppose to do, but surround herself with others who loved him." That was always his excuse for their closeness, but if that was truly all then why wasn't she always with Billy and the other tribe elders who loved him? Why did it have to be Charlie? I know why because they were in love. They couldn't admit it though I granted then that. They would never disrespect Harry like that because it was too soon for them to forget him. And of course I had to take the heat because I 'don't make it easy for her'. What could I do? They didn't admit there love but it was evident I mean she moved in, not just her but Seth and Leah did too, in a house mind you that was barely big enough for me and Charlie. Well Seth and Leah aren't here much because of the whole werewolf thing but the principle is still there. She also acted like my mother which really bothered me. She wasn't, she wasn't even my stepmother and when she acted like that it threw off me and Charlie's family dynamic. He became parental usually I was taking care of him so I wasn't used to feeling submissive under his fatherly manner so that really bothered me. This is how out of whack my life had become in the past year. At least the Cullens were back to stay I had my best friend Alice, my reason for existence Edward, my other parents Esme and Carlisle who loved me as there own, and I could never forget my other 'siblings' who I loved Emmett, Jasper, and yes Rosalie. They were mine and I was theirs forever weather they liked it or not.

I was only pulled out of this day dream of my past by the sound of Charlie's cruiser pulling into the driveway. I looked out my window to see him. My daddy that's who he was in these few seconds before all hell broke out again. He was just my daddy and I was just his special little girl Bella. There was no Sue no Edward (wince) it was just me and him as it had been when I first moved here. Before I met Edward, before Harry's heart attack. We love each other we haven't hurt or scared each other we're dad and daughter. But this isn't reality. Reality is what will be awaiting when he comes in that door. But no matter what I will always be his little girl I will always love him. In a century when I'm still a teenager and he is long dead……I will always love him.

Just a start of a plot in my head/kinda my life to an extent as if i were Bella.....I hope you like it Thatnk you