Come to my Window
I can't take it. I am empty. I am broken. More broken than anyone could know, should know. No. No one should ever be this broken.
I would dial the numbers just to listen to your breath.
I don't want to listen to your breath, you don't breath. You let ME breath, and now I have no breath left. I am suffocating.
I would stand inside my hell, and hold the hand of death.
I am not able to even feel pain, I am beyond it. I feel like my soul has been ripped from my body.
You don't know how far I'd go to ease this precious ache.
If only he had not sucked the venom out of my hand. I could be just like them. I need to be just like them.
You don't know how much I'd give, or how much I can take.
I was strong. I was content. I was unconditionally in love.
Just to reach you, Just to reach you, oh to reach you.
I can't find my way. I have lost you. What did I do?
Come to my window. Crawl inside, wait by the light of the moon. Come to my window. I'll be home soon.
I am laying here unable to remember how to walk. I can not get up. I can't concentrate on anything but his face in my memory.
Keeping my eyes open I can not afford to sleep.
Are you coming back? How can I sleep without knowing you are not there. You keep me safe.
Giving away promises I know I can not keep.
I can not do anything to disappoint him. Nothing reckless or stupid. How can I not?
Nothing fills the blackness that has seeped into my chest
It is dark now, and no moonlight filtering through the trees. It is a black as my heart feels. It is dead.
I need you in my blood, I have forsaken all the rest.
I am nothing without you. Please come back to me. I can not be here without you.
Just to reach you, Just to reach you, oh to reach you.
Oh it is so painful. I am so lost. So very lost.
Come to my window. Crawl inside, wait by the light of the moon. Come to my window. I'll be home soon.
I hear my name. I know it is not him. I can't answer. I can not…
I don't care what they think.
I don't want to go on with out him.
I don't care what they say
I want to just fade away.
What do they know about this love anyway?
No one has ever felt this love.
Never.
Never before, never again.
Come to my window. Crawl inside, wait by the light of the moon. Come to my window. I'll be home soon.
They found me. I am going home. I will wait for him in my room. He will come. He will come. Watch me sleep, and make me feel safe. He keeps away the nightmares. I love him. I need him…Come to Window.