Runaway Love ;D

Yes I deleted my other stories, Im sorry! I got bored with them.

Jonas Brothers will appear LATER in the story ;

Disclaimer: yadayadayada I dont own anything except my own character


A horrible mistake, I made a horrible mistake. I just got into high school, in the middle of my sophmore year. I stared at my reflection in the mirror. Staring back at me was not a girl I knew, it was a complete stranger. It made me want to kill the stranger. A spare pair of scissors lay above the sink. I grabbed it, holding it to my skin. With a quick swift move, blood gushed out of my arm. I felt no pain but my stomach did. My lunch came hurling out of me through my mouth.

After taking a shower, I came to one conclusion, there was only one thing i could do. I knew that Jared would want to protect me, but he wouldn't leave Emma. He wouldn't leave California for me. Im just Briella, his best friend that never mattered to him. I wasn't perfect. Emma was. I texted two of my best friends, Cierra & Angela, the message was clear : pack up, we're leaving california.

Both Cierra & Angela were my best friends, Cierra used to cut, she hated her life, Angela was the same. We needed each other to survive. I never left them for more than a week. They wanted to leave too, way before all this happened. They just never wanted to leave me. Now was the perfect time.

My parents were out, they didn't care. They used to, now I was just a filthly piece of shit. They paid the phone bills, they'd track my phone down. I tossed it aside, I have a whole school day to steal a phone. Instead of my binder and pens, I stuffed my backpack with clothes and money. I only had about 500 bucks. But I knew that Angela had more than 1000 and Cierra had maybe around the same as me. The whole day flew by, I pretended to dress in my volleyball clothes. I did put them on, I asked my friend if I could see her phone, swiping it and inserting a brand new sim card. I went out to go grab my water bottle, I was really grabbing my backpack and running down the street and onto the bus.

"You guys got everything?", they nodded, we were all tired of our lives, time for a new beginning. I had asked my parents for lunch money when in reality I didn't eat anything, I saved up for this all year. We got to the bart station where we rode to the airport. Three tickets to New York, was about all we had put together. I swiped about 300 bucks from my dad in the morning so we'd survive.

We got off the plane, feeling tired. "Before I forget", I muttered to myself as we found a random place under the bridge to sleep, I sent Jared a text message on my old phone : I made a mistake, and I'm starting over. I'll always love you, Briella.


okay heres the deal : briella is anorexic, shes was in love with jared, but hes in love with emma. he knows about her problems including cutting, cierra & angela are based on my real friends. so yes. this is sorta in a way my story. my real life story.