I haven't written something in a long time... but I Just saw stranger things and I couldn't held myself hahaha I heard this song from a Colombian band from my bff. Seriously she is obssesed with these guys but I must admit they are pretty awesome and these song just hit my newly discovered Mileven feelings. Hope you enjoy it. R N' R.
BESOS EN GUERRA BY MORAT: /watch?v=1oeD2m2UQAI
KISSES IN WAR / BESOS EN GUERRA
MORAT (Mileve SongFic)
Who told you that lie? / ¿Quién te dijo esa mentira?
That you're easy to forget / Que eras fácil de olvidar
He could still feel her besides him, sitting quietly at the fort without saying anything, but speaking was never a necessity for her, at least not with him, because he knew her better than anyone else and he could understand her with just a single look. He sighed feeling the oppression in his chest growing with every breathe he was taking. How he wished he could forget but at the same time he hated himself for thinking like that, because she was his everything... He might have been young but he wasn't stupid and if what he felt and was still feeling for her wasn't love then he was sure he would never ever feel the way he felt about her with someone else, because she was the one… she was his to love, she was unforgettable.
Don't pay attention to your Friends / No hagas caso a tus amigos
They are only witnesses of the other half / Sólo son testigos de la otra mitad
– Seriously Mike! – Exclaimed Lucas exasperated – It's the fifth time this week you're pulling this one!
– Lucas calm down! – Intervened Dustin losing his cool. You knew he was mad too but you couldn't find it in yourself to care, you just wanted to be alone and if they couldn't understand that then they have to deal with it.
– Guys – The quiet voice of Will reached your ears – Maybe we should leave… Mike doesn't look well.
– Of course, he doesn't! – Said Lucas shaking your shoulder rather hard trying and failing to get you out of your bed – He's just moping around all day… We get it dude, you miss her, we miss her too but life goes on!
– Get out…
– What did you say? – asked Dustin getting closer to your bed.
– GET OUT! – You screamed at all of them because they don't get it, later you'll feel bad about shoving them out your bedroom door without a care, but now you just want to be alone, because they'll never get it, they wont ever feel the way you're feeling because they just don't know what you went through with her, they just knew what they could… they weren't alone with her at the basement surrounded by nothing but pillows and her beautiful presence, they won't understand because there was never a 'Dustin and El', a 'Lucas and El' and definitely there wasn't a 'Will and El'… it was just the two of you, always, her little smiles and a blanket fort over your heads on the quiet of the night… they don't know and never will, because you're the one who loves her like no one else… you're the one who lost her.
Two kisses are too much / Dos besos son demasiado
And one isn't enough / Y un beso no bastará
He was thinking about it again, he couldn't help it… it was his favourite memory of her even if it happened into the worst memory they have together. But he loved to relive that moment, the exact second when his lips met hers. Before meeting her, he saw it as the nastiest act a teenager could engage into, it was sucking face, he didn't understood why Nancy liked to do it that much, but now he knew… it was glorious, if he ever had a doubt about loving her, that moment… that kiss… it was the final nail to his coffin, he knew he couldn't deny it anymore after that… she was his love.
But it was his secret… something sacred between her and him.
And although they warn the soldier, if he's in love he'll die in war / Y aunque adviertan al soldado, si está enamorado en guerra morirá
He remembers a hot summer day, just a few months before finding her. His bedroom door was open, so was his sister´s, he heard her crying, complaining to her friend Barb about an unrequired crush or something like that, he left his room the same exact moment Nancy did and while wiping her tears away she told him to be careful and never fell in love.
So bad he did… and now he understood.
His heart was already so broken.
You dont have to take care of me anymore / Ya no tienes que cuidarme
Because I've always known that your kisses kill / Porque yo siempre he sabido que tus besos matan
That your promises rhyme with pain / Que tus promesas riman con dolor
That you're a master when it comes to stealing beats from my heart / Que eres experta en robarle latidos a mi corazón
– Are you feeling any better?
– What's pudding? – She shrugged and asked you instead.
– Pudding is… is this chocolate goo you eat with a spoon – She made a face, and your heart skipped a beat because she was just too cute for your heart to do its job right.
– Don't worry when all of this is over we won't have to keep you on junk food and leftovers like a dog anymore. – It was a promise from your part, you needed to treat her right because she was too precious to be treated any less than good – My mom she's a pretty awesome cook she can make you whatever you like.
– Eggos?
– Oh… eggos… yeah… but, real food too… See, I was thinking when all of this is over and Will's back and you're not a secret anymore my parents can give you an actual bed for the basement or you can take my room if you want since I'm down there all the time anyways my point is… they'll take care of you… they'll be like your new parents and Nancy she'll be like your new sister. – You knew it would be hard, explaining to your parents, not knowing if the government would leave you alone, but you just knew that you'll made everything in your power and beyond it to make sure that she'll be happy, because she was worth it. It was something you had swore to yourself and to her… you'll keep her safe.
– Would you be like my brother? – Her question startled you, and you made a face because you knew you could never be that to her… you wanted to be more.
– What?!... NO… no – Just thinking about it felt so wrong because you were doubting you could ever see her as a sister.
– Why no? – Why no indeed? you asked yourself in that minute but you knew already why you didn't have an answer to yourself.
– Because… cause it's different.
– Why?
– I mean… I don't know… I guess is not… stupid
– Mike.
– Yeah?
– Friends don't lie – And you knew you were lying to yourself… but you were too confused, too new to this to have a proper answer… you couldn't explain something that even you didn't understand.
– I was thinking… I don't know… Maybe we can go to the snowball together.
– Snowball?
– It's this cheesy school dance where you go in the gym to dance to music and stuff, I've never been but I know you're not supposed to go with your sister
– No?
– I mean... you can but… it'd be really weird… you go to school dances with someone that… you know… someone that you like
– A friend?
– Not a friend… uh-uh… someone like a… – You really didn't know how to answer to that so you did what you thought could explain everything… you leaned in to kiss her rather quickly and awkwardly but after that she smiled at you, that smile was a silent promise, that maybe you weren't alone in all of that, she was there with you, feeling like you did. Bright lights glared in the background and you went out of your daydream with the beauty you had in your arms, it wasn't the right moment and you needed to focus on keeping her safe.
– Nancy!... hold on… I'll be right back… stay here. – You stood with the intention of coming back like nothing was wrong… but your dream transformed into a nightmare right before your eyes...
And you never swore I'd come out unscathed / Y tú, nunca juraste que saldría ileso
Don't you dare to ask for forgiveness / Ya no te atrevas a pedir perdón
I confess that I dont regret it / Yo te confieso que no me arrepiento
And although I'm hurting it could be worse / Y aunque estoy sufriendo, podría estar peor
Knowing that your kisses kill I'll die of love / Sabiendo que tus besos matan moriré de amor
You knew since you found her in the woods, scared and alone, that you were getting into something bigger than yourself, but you couldn't let her suffer anymore than she already did, you were confused and scared, your best friend was missing and she was a clue into all of that.
You kind of knew since the beginning that something was going to go wrong… your gut was telling you from the beginning but you wouldn't give up on her, not when she was everything you never knew you needed.
– Goodbye Mike – Tears were running down her cheeks and the wetness on yours didn't surprised you… you always knew, she was too good to last. You saw the apologies in her eyes and you fell your heart ripping apart. But looking back… at least you got to know her and even though it hurt like anything had ever hurt you before, you couldn't regret it.
You knew from the beginning you wouldn't come out of it unscathed.
You lost your heart.
For me it was never a game / Para mí nunca fue un juego
For you it was just one more Kiss / Para ti fue un beso más
And if you come back into my life / Y si hoy vuelves a mi vida
It's not because you're lost, it's not by chance / No es que estés perdida, no es casualidad
You started trying to reach her on your walkie talkie almost immediately, those moments alone at the blanket fort down at the basement were like an ointment to your soul. It was on those moments that you felt like she was right next to you… with her shy smiles that held promises no one but her could made.
It was in those moments were your heart started beating a little… trying to fill you with hope that she was still out there. You weren't too religious, it was something beyond your youthful compression still, but you prayed and you begged and you hoped…
For her…
You just wanted your lifeline back…
She wasn't a causality in your life. Now you knew…
She was your fate.
I'll win the war to conquer you / Ganaré la guerra para conquistarte
I dont want to admit that you're leaving, that you're leaving / No quiero admitir que te vas, que te vas
I lost battles for never accepting that you weren't easy to forget / Yo perdí batallas por nunca aceptar que no eras fácil de olvidar
He knew that what they were doing was way too risky, that his sister and even Hopper and Joyce were going to give them hell for doing what they were doing if they made it out of there alive. But he needed to do something. She was going down to hell herself just to save them again, to save the whole world…
He finally got her back after 353 days, and he wouldn't, couldn't admit that losing her was an option again, so he got Dustin and Lucas, and now Max trying to fit Steve's unconscious body into a car to drive into the night straight to hell itself to help the love of his life… because losing her again wasn't an option and he would do whatever he could to help her even if he ended up dying, because life without her wasn't an option and if he had to live in a world without her again he knew he wouldn't make it.
He remembered his fights all through that year that she was gone… his life went downhill all because he couldn't forget her and he couldn't deal with a world where she wasn't part of it…
Everyone was dealing with their own battles that night… El and Hopper, and there was Joyce, Jonathan and Nancy dealing with their own, Will, alone with his own… he couldn't fail… Dustin, Lucas, Max and Steve… it was his idea to go there and now he was dealing with a guilt for forcing them into that situation, but his love for El was selfish and he would risk his all to help her… that was all he could think while cruising those dark vine infested tunnels… she needed help and she was worth it.
Knowing that your kisses kill I'll die of love / Sabiendo que tus besos matan moriré de amor
They were back… everything was apparently back to normal… they were crying it was a weird mixture between relief that it was all over and grief for the one who didn't make it. He saw her first, pale with dried blood all over her face, but she was alive and she was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen… he knew that they still got a lot of things to figure out and that it wasn't going to be easy on any of them… they had gone through too much… lost too much, but all his eyes could focus on, was her.
– Mike…
He was besides her in a second having lost all control of his emotions for her… he knew he was a crying mess, but he couldn't care, she was within his arms again, she was breathing, her presence surrounding him and it was the most he could feel after a long time. His heart started beating again… his life seemed bright again.
– I won't ever let you go again– He cried burring his face on her neck.
He felt a hand on his hair and raised his head to look at her, she wanted to kiss her so bad but knew it wasn't the moment, with everyone around then, wanting to look at her, to make sure she was alright… and since she was too weak to even keep her eyes open.
– Promise? – she whispered.
– Promise – And you were never more sure of something in your life until that moment.
BESOS EN GUERRA BY MORAT: /watch?v=1oeD2m2UQAI
Don't forget to leave a coment.