it was dawn the sun and the clouds look like shades of red because the sun was low at the horizon and its light was passing through the air . the blue light has gone away with the red, orange and the yellow light remain,the sun, moon and stars were appearing to rise and could see the streaks of light in the sky as she started to glaze at the stars and moon from her window. it was a blue moon tonight and how she found it really rare to see a moon that was blue the last time she seen the moon blue was when her husband L and her were watching the stars and the moon 5 years ago before he had a heart attack. she was a widow now just a typical mourner she really grieved alot since then. it was just like yesterday when her husband was put to rest at the cemontary miles away were she, listen to the preacher for a few moments cried and said her goodbyes as she watch him being burried into the ground she place the bouquet of flowers and left. it was like she died in the inside she just coudlnt handle herself anymore she longed for him to come back and hold her and tell her everything was ok and he loved her , she couldnt even say her goodbyes the day he walked out of the door and never came back made her heart break he told her he was the sacfrice to save the wrold from kira and his evil ways he said it was to protect her from him. but she couldnt kiss him anymore the were just newly weds and they wanted a future togather and have kids and so on but that was never forfilled . her last wish would be before she die was to visit the moutain cliff and watch the sun set as the stars and moon rose up it was the same place and same time L proposed to her will she got her wish. she couldnt bear the pain anymore she wanted to die and be with L she didnt want anymore misery and pain she wanted peace and happiness in heaven the paradise she always wanted. she walked into the graveyard and then sat right beside her dead husbands tombstone her heart started to die away at ever moment she knew she was dying she wasnt in panic or fright she felt relived and happy her eyes started to shut slowy as she collasped to he ground going into her long resting period she never did wake up the next day , atleast now she got what she wanted which was to be with L.
perhaps it was a way of happyness death was there fate anyways.