Chapter 1-Didn't See This Coming

John Cena former fiancé was getting stalk by crazy fan who killed his fiancé he decided to take the summer off after losing his World Title and his long time girlfriend all the same night he never thought he would meet a new woman to change his life forever.

"So you sure you want to do this John?"

"Yes sir I do right now I am not good to anyone and I cannot perform 100% when I know someone who sees me on TV wanted my fiancé dead because they are in love with me,"

"Is it because you didn't believe her when she told you this or is it because you think she might come to hurt you next like she did your girlfriend,"

"I know should had listen to her but I would never think someone in wrestling would go that far I know I can get the World Title anytime but losing someone you love is harder you know we were going to be married soon and than that happen I need to clear my head,"

"Alright you can have the summer off I will be expecting you back no later than September 7th,"

"I will be back than thank you Mr. McMahon I just need to get my head clear and renovate myself and I will be back with no problem,"

"Good that's what I want to here,"

Than, John wants to back to the men's locker room and Randy was sitting there having a panic attack.

"What's wrong with you?"

"I have to wrestle Adam for your title and I don't know if I am ready I mean I been bitching about not being the champion now I am ready to become champion I really don't want it now I just got off the phone with Sam the reason why she was so sick after Wrestlemaina is she is pregnant and I told her I would be there for her now I want against my word,"

"Dude I don't know what to say she knew what she was getting into when she got with you she a strong woman I think she can handle it but I don't know what to tell you,"

"I know I know but I just have to deal with it I use to hate when my dad was on the road and I told myself I won't do that with my kids I love her John and I guess I will do the right thing but I don't want nothing to happen to her like what happen to you but I don't think I have crazy fans out there,"

"Things happen sometime you get deal a hand you don't want and that's what happens sometime when you want something so bad and I should of listen to her but I never thought a fan would do that we go great fans out there and you are right you don't have crazy fans out there I do,"

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah I am fine couldn't be better why?"

"You're sure it only been a week since will I know how much you loved her but she gone now and like you sayed you wish you just listen to her but I can't take this title like this,"

"I know that Randy I know that's what makes hurt so bad look Adam is the champion now I am leaving after show and I won't be back until September you would do great this is what you want step up to the plate,"

"Dude you serious you taking the whole summer off that's insane how about your fans your friends they all need you."

"Come on someone around here thanks I am Vince little bitch but I am not I can help it I do what I am told that's how I was brought up. As the fans goes they have the Hardy's they don't need me no more ever since Jeff came back everyone is ignoring me so my truth fans will understand but the rest are glad I am gone like I told Vince I am not good to anyone and I cannot perform 100% when I know someone who sees me on TV wanted my fiancé dead because they are in love with me and the rest of my casual fans they just move on to you I'm out of here see you around when ever,"

"Yeah you take it easy bro the sadness isn't going to last forever you going to have to move on I never seen you act like this but you be careful she can hurt you next,"

"Have you ever had a someone you love just up and die on you we…we was soul mates that was the woman I was going to married and have kids with she is gone now if I ever see that woman she wish she never fall in love me" John said with tears falling from his eyes.

"No I haven't bro I am sorry I didn't know you still haven't got over her John don't do something you will regret she isn't worth ending your career all do you know how she looks or anything,"

"Yeah know that but I just saying no they can't even find her on the net you would think they would all I know she is in her late teens want under different name if that was her real name anyway I have to go I got to do my farewell speech,"

"You are telling the world you leaving?"

"Yeah I am going to tell them I have to leave for awhile that's all,"

"They run your statement to death you know that right?"

"Yeah I know but hey that's life,"

So John left out of the dressing room and Maria had tears in her eyes and she hug John and gave him a kiss on the cheek and walk away all the divas did that also and even some of the guys sayed their good byes to him and than John want into a empty room and where they put a black background and he took a deep breath and sat down and the camera guy que him in.

"I'm coming here tonight to tell you all something as some of you know I lose my long time girlfriend Selena Vazquez she die on me last week in a car accident and right now I can't go on pretending everything is okay I had loss someone who I was going to married next year she was my best friend and we was together for two years now and um I am taking the summer off and after that I don't know if I am coming back or not if I do I'll be the best solider that I can be to all my chain gang solider thank you for your love and your support from day one and to those of you who don't like me you got your wish I am out of here to all my friends and family and my co-workers thank you for your love and support I'm out,"

"That's a rap thank you John I hope everything goes well for you."

"Yeah me too,"

So than John got his bags and he left some fans was still outside and they clap for him and than John got into his rental car and he left and want straight to the airport he didn't feel like going back to his home down in Tampa because the house have too many memories of Selena there her funeral was the next day and he had to say his good bye and when he got to Tampa he want to their favorite spot that they always hang out at when he comes home from the road and he was thinking back when they was together but he want home and his parents and brothers came down to help him out.

"Thank you for coming,"

"She was part of this family and we love her as a daughter we never had,"

"We pack her things up for you gave it to her family they want to bury the ring you gave her with her,"

"She should keep it I am not going to married no one that's it I am going to be a bachelor for the rest of my life everyone I been with seems something to happen,"

"That's not true son you will find that special someone it will…"

"NO THERE WILL BE NO ONE TAKING SELENA'S STOP NO ONE!"

"It will be alright dear let it all out,"

"I CAN'T BELIVE SHE IS GONE WHY, WHY SHE HAD TO DIE,"

The doorbell ring and it was his brothers, his friends, and her brothers, they hang out with him, and he changes his clothes and wants to the funeral home to see her lying in a pink casket and she had pink roses with her name on them and she had on pale pink dress on with her long black hair out and she had a pink rosary in her hand and her engagement ring that John gave her a year ago.

"Look at her she looks so beautiful like the day I met her why she had to die like this why,"

"I know man I know she was beautiful person inside and out,"

"My baby is gone she gone I love you Selena I love."

"Let's go John,"

"No I don't want to leave her she needs me,"

"She'll be alright she is in good hands,"

"NO I AM NOT LEAVING,"

"Guys let him stay John I only can give you fifteen minutes,"

"Alright baby girl I love you so much and I can't love anyone else you are the last one I'll never fall in love again you are the one I love so much there is no way I can love again,"

John kneel down in front of her casket and her sprit came up and she stroke his hair and John was talking to her and she look at him and John got up and kiss her on the lips and her sprit want away the next day was her funeral and they move her out of the funeral home and took her to the church where she always want to most of her life John had on all black he worn his sunglass and he try not to cry and her sister read a poem she had wrote to her sister and John got up he sayed a few words.

"Selena and I been together now two and half years we met at a club I was there with my co workers and she was there celebrating her 21st birthday it was love at first site I can't believe she is gone she and I click right away she understand I wasn't going to be home a lot she understood that and we close when you seen me you seen her and ….I'm so sorry I wasn't there to be with her on her last day on earth I feel so bad everyone say I shouldn't beat myself for not being there for Selena she always been there for me and that one time I couldn't be there for her I going to miss you baby As there are stars above I wanna say, I wanna say, someday we will be together I long for you every night
Just to kiss your sweet, sweet lips Hold you ever, ever so tight And I wanna say Someday we'll be together again good bye my love,"

Than the funeral part was over and they was going to take her to the cemetery and they let out pink balloons and John lose it he fall out to the ground he couldn't believe she was gone and want back to her parents house for the after wake he didn't say much to anyone and everyone keep asking him was he going to be okay and he told everyone yes he was fine and after that John want home and he look around he only could see Selena and he scream and his brothers see what was wrong.

"I got to get rid of this place I am going to put everything in storage and I am leaving I need to get out of Tampa or I will be in the loony bin,"

"Where are you going to go?"

"To Tahiti rent out a place just stay there I don't know I need to go somewhere,"

"What you want us to do for you?"

"Pack everything put it storage for me and when I come back if I come back here I would make my mind up if I want to stay in Florida or not,"

"We have your back bro whatever you want we are here for you," Steve said

"Yeah bro we are here for you," Danny said

That night John want to his room where he use to share with Selena and the pictures was still up with them when they want away during WWE winter break when they want to Key West he took the pictures down all of their wall all the pictures they had of them together and he couldn't sleep he kept tossing and turning and a little voice came to him while he was sleep.

"John I am in a better place let me go in peace I know you didn't cheated me with that girl she been stalking us I know you didn't want to believe a fan could do this but she did it guess what baby we was going to have a baby together go in the night stand drew there is a picture of him he is with me love you and I wish we still be together and I love you and I never forgive myself for not telling you right away or gone to the police with the stalking case I didn't want to disappoint you,"

"Selena, come back please baby come back to me need you here,"

"Haven needed me more Johnny I didn't want to go but I had to go we will see each other don't worry stay the same person and we will be together me you and our son good bye my love,"

"SELENA COME BACK TO ME!" he yelled in a cold sweat.

John woke up and he want into his drew to get the Tylenol and he seen the note and he seen the picture of the ultrasoundimages during her first trimester and he read the note and he couldn't believe she was pregnant that was the surprise she was going to tell him that night when she was killed the next day he got dress and he want into his work out room he hated being in there he got through it and he want back upstairs and he pack all his clothes and things he got his passport and he left a note to his brothers and his parents and want to Hawaii first and than he was going to go to Tahiti he knew this was the only way he can get over her.

AN: There you go chapter 1 done I will update Campus soon right now I have a writer blocks on them.