Rangiku looked out in the horizon. God…she missed Gin. Everyone probably wondered why she had such a soft spot for him…it was easy to answer but she always fell silent when they did ask. It's because I love him she thought. They never knew and they probably never will. Did he think of her? Did he miss her? These sick lovey questions always panged in her head when she thought of him. Then she would drink all night…drink all her sorrow away. Her captain would be mad in the morning. But she wouldn't care, she'd just drink and drink. Her sorrow…
"Why won't it disappear? No matter how much of this I have! I…can't forget! I can't forget my sorrow…" She cried softly to herself. No matter how much she drank she could not forget. Why did she fall for him, of all people? Why couldn't she have chose a painless love? "No…there is no such thing called painless love. Love means…pain. But why do I still wait for him?" she would laugh to herself.
She's still waiting. No matter how much she drinks she can't forget.
She's still waiting. For him to came back.
She's still waiting. She misses him.
She's still waiting. With questions in her head.
She's still crying. Over him since she just can't forget.
She's still crying. She misses the memories and times they were together.
She still loves him. No matter how evil they say he is. He just isn't like that.
She knows him and loves him.
But…he's still gone.