Firts English songfic here! (the another was on the Buso Renkin fandom). I dunno if you're going to approve my style; it's a little different from what I had seen here, but when I heard this music I just felt like writing with this music...
The pairing was thought as Aoshi/Misao, but, well, it can be a lot of other things then...
The music is Little L, performed by the amazing, incredible, unbelievable, wonderful, perfect, groovy and all of good British band Jamiroquai and the so perfect vocals of Jay Kay. This music belongs to him, then (:
Rurouni Kenshin belongs to Nobuhiro Watsuki, as does Aoshi and Misao.
Standard disclaimers applied, hope you enjoy your reading. I recommend you to read while listening the music (:
Little L
When I look to you I can barely recognize you. Where are the former stoic and collected man who was always serious and controlled, skeptical, logical and with no feelings?
He had been long gone, since that day when you decided you would try and listen to your heart.
Oh, what a fool decision then!
Now he was just freaking out 'cause he didn't have all my love to him. Because of his own disability to decide what he wanted of me... He is nearly to lose me.
There you were freaking out,
Trying to get your head around the fact that me and you and love is dead
See how I'm trippin out
'cause you can't decide what you really want from me
So now I see you're shouting - shouting for god's sake! - because you're so afraid of loosing me, just to grab my attention. In your desperate you can't even notice you had became just a shadow of what you were all your life, just because you were too late and I resolved I would try and move on.
How could things turn so fragile?
There you were shouting out
Cranking up your altercations, getting upset in your desperation
Screaming and hollering
How could this love become so paper thin?
You just try. You try to turn my attention to you. You try to convince me you shall not abandon me again. You try... And I am afraid of saying you probably are failing. You tire me just to talk to you... How could the things turn so upside-down? It wasn't me who tire you a few years ago? So why am I the person who feel exerted now?
You ask me to give my love to you again, you ask me to trust you one more time. But how could I believe you if in all those years you did nothing but disappoint me, making my life a rollercoaster of disillusions and fake hopes?
I can't do this. Not when you have so little to give me back.
You're playing so hard to get
You're making me sweat just to hold your attention
I can't give you nothing more
If you ain't givin' nothing to me
But when I look into your eyes... I forgot all my previous suffering and think that you can be serious this time. I just don't know how things had turn into this... But I know you really make me love you, even if is with a little L.
Because I can see it... How I had done to you... You're breaking my recently build walls, turning it into a broken shell. And making me love you again.
Why does it have to be like this?
I can never tell
You make me love you, love you baby
With a little L
Seems like you're stepping on the pieces
of my broken shell
That's all, folks!
WeaselKisses
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