Low motion
Life. I'm so sick of every torment dropping so naturally. I wish my
tourniquet would return to me soon.
Already its like I'm rapidly torn apart, left with many gaping wounds
wanting to be whole.
Too many times I've told myself not to let them win.
Too many times that's happened.
Now: its pressure to become my sacrifice but only for the sorrow to flee.
Yesterday, I returned to my uplifting dream state. No avail, this works to
bring me to a smile.
The binding hurt penetrates many more, enough to make me want to kill.
I want to destroy or watch the taste of blood drip onto my tongue.
So hiding after countless lies- it's easier.
Alone I feel until the music I play sets me free though not for long. Then
so I finally let go the insomnia takes control and though I cant I want to
say goodnight.
Two birds fly across my path, a smile I do but I cant help think one is for
sorrow, one is for both.
Only a matter of time until I believe it ends.
Not many know of what I feel and what I go through. Those who do or think
they do betray me to the other side.
I do want none of their hands, I can save myself thus maybe I can wake up
for once.
What words got released changed quickly to lies. What was real and not, I
hadn't had a clue!
Saving majority I will set myself free. For now I'm safe inside me.
Isolated for sakes of 10.
Arigatou!!
Again I was listening to Evanescence.
( Sadie j mozzy zud
Life. I'm so sick of every torment dropping so naturally. I wish my
tourniquet would return to me soon.
Already its like I'm rapidly torn apart, left with many gaping wounds
wanting to be whole.
Too many times I've told myself not to let them win.
Too many times that's happened.
Now: its pressure to become my sacrifice but only for the sorrow to flee.
Yesterday, I returned to my uplifting dream state. No avail, this works to
bring me to a smile.
The binding hurt penetrates many more, enough to make me want to kill.
I want to destroy or watch the taste of blood drip onto my tongue.
So hiding after countless lies- it's easier.
Alone I feel until the music I play sets me free though not for long. Then
so I finally let go the insomnia takes control and though I cant I want to
say goodnight.
Two birds fly across my path, a smile I do but I cant help think one is for
sorrow, one is for both.
Only a matter of time until I believe it ends.
Not many know of what I feel and what I go through. Those who do or think
they do betray me to the other side.
I do want none of their hands, I can save myself thus maybe I can wake up
for once.
What words got released changed quickly to lies. What was real and not, I
hadn't had a clue!
Saving majority I will set myself free. For now I'm safe inside me.
Isolated for sakes of 10.
Arigatou!!
Again I was listening to Evanescence.
( Sadie j mozzy zud