Disclaimer: I don't own InuYasha.
He makes me feel so alive
I know I can touch the sky,
And there is where I thrive
In his eyes I see no sign of a lie
At the very sight of him my heart flutters
I feel so light and so much joy
I don't care what he mutters
Because his emotions are not a toy
To me we are meant one for the other;
Two halves of a whole
Unconditional acceptance from my lover
I would give him my soul.
You and I are one in the same
Stuck in a place not of our choosing
Kikyo and InuYasha, what's in a name?
A position where we're both losing
You are a half demon; I am a priestess
Both don't quite fit in this world
We each had to make a place where we belong
That's how we understand
The two of us dance to the same song
On the surface of our own land
Rejected by circumstances beyond our control
Joined by a common bond of loneliness
You aren't all human; I can't act like a woman
In the space we created there is our existence.
Everything that I am is not who I really am. The person that I want to be is clouded by responsibility. I am the protector of the Shikon Jewel. That means at all times I must be on point. There's no grey in between black and white, because my life is not my own. It belongs to this jewel. Its so pure despite existing in a cruel, uncaring world. I have no peace within myself, even though my demeanor says otherwise. I'm screaming for help. Loud, ear shattering voices telling me to feel. They torture me so. All the emotions I can't openly display are eating me from the inside out. I'm in a constant state of concentration. I have to be or I'll put myself at risk. That is something I can't afford to do. I write what I can't say physically with my mouth. It breaks my heart into a million pieces knowing I can't say 'I love you, InuYasha' to your face. That alone causes me more pain than you'll ever realize.
