Disclaimer: I do not own Law & Order SVU or any of its characters. Dick Wolf does. This story is solely for fun, practice, and hopefully someone's entertainment. I only own this story and any characters I create.

Summary: What I think and wish in my humble opinion had happened after Rescue.

Salvation

Olivia Benson entered her apartment alone. She was always alone and now thanks to Vivian Arliss that aloneness would be felt even more acutely. Olivia slowly closed the door and slid down against it to the floor. The tears she had been holding back for her partner's sake started their slide down her cheeks. Her chin and lower lip started to tremble as everything she had held in surged forward. Olivia's sobs wracked her frame. She was breaking apart. Another piece of Olivia Benson broke that night leaving her fearing there would be little left of her soon.

Elliot sat outside Olivia's apartment for approximately thirty five minutes before finally giving in and starting the long drive back to Queens. He had fully intended to go upstairs and sit with his partner to help her through this mess. He had even called Kathy to tell her not to expect him back possibly until the morning which was okay because she had invited her girlfriends over for dinner as this was her first child free night with Eli at a sleepover and the twins on a school outing. Elliot sighed; he knew he should've stayed. Olivia had protested repeatedly and to the point of belligerence. She was as stubborn as he was.

Olivia grabbed a bottle of Vodka from the cabinet over stove in the kitchen. She hated herself for what she was about to do which was get completely utterly wasted. Olivia did not indulgence in this behavior. Years of cleaning up after a falling down drunk were enough to sour anyone on alcohol. However, tonight would be her exception to a hard rule.

Elliot quietly opened his front door in the event his wife was already asleep. He tossed his jacket on the couch and headed up the stairs. Elliot's thoughts were so focused on Olivia that he did not hear the sounds of whispering coming from his bedroom. Elliot's eyes widened in disbelief when he opened the door.

"Umm, so good" His wife was moaning from on top of some guy. She was completely naked perched on top her head arched back and her hips grinding down on her lover. She did not even hear the door open but she did hear its resounding slam as Elliot turned on his heel and walked out. As Elliot bounded down the stairs, he could hear the weak cries of Kathy's pleas.

"Elliot, wait!"

Olivia heard the buzzer from her very cozy spot on her sofa. She sighed wondering if she ignored if there was any way in hell that he would go away. After the tenth buzz, she lifted herself off the sofa carefully not abandon the glass in her hand.

"Go home, El." Liv slurred her words slightly on the El. She hoped he would not notice. She did not need the lecture tonight.

"Liv, please."

There was something desperate in his voice. Something that made Olivia say okay and buzz him up. She unlocked her door and walked back to her sofa spot tucking her legs underneath her. Elliot's knock followed about 10 minutes later.

"It's unlocked." Liv called out.

Elliot let himself into the apartment. It was dim the only light being from the table lamp beside her on the sofa. Elliot studied his partner curled up on the sofa, her face red and blotchy no doubt from crying most of the night over Calvin. Elliot hated Vivian Arliss even more than his wife at this point.

Olivia even in her drunken stupor could see the tightness in Elliot's jaw, the darkness in his blue eyes. He looked angry and on edge. Olivia tried to clear her thoughts and shake off the drunken lobotomy that taken her over.

"El?" She questioned.

"Care to share?" Elliot asked as he dropped to the sofa beside Olivia. Olivia handed him her glass.

"Do you?" She replied eyebrow arched as she watched him finish the drink in one swallow. He held out the glass for more. Olivia hesitated slightly before filling his glass with the bottle resting on the coffee table. "What happened Elliot?"

"Nothing." He finished the second glass off and extended his arm out again. "I mean not really my wife just fucked some guy in our bed. Not really much at all."

Olivia blinked rapidly had she heard her partner right. Had Kathy slept with someone else in their own bed? She could see his jaw working.

"El, I am so sorry." Liv started. "I…"

"All of those accusations." He laughed sarcasm flooding his voice. "I never did a thing but she always accused me. And it's not like I wasn't tempted." He smirked. "I was tempted. I was tempted all the time." His blue eyes almost navy focused like a laser on his partner. "But, I never no matter how bad…"

His voice trailed off.

Olivia bit her lower lip, she hated to see Elliot like this. She knew even in her inebriated state that he was angry and hurt.

"I should have just taken what I wanted." Elliot said continuing to stare at her. "I mean there is nothing or no one stopping me now."

Olivia was not prepared for what happened next. It happened so quickly before her drunken brain could comprehend or react. Elliot's right hand reached out and wrapped around the back of her neck holding her in place as he pressed his lips to hers. Olivia's mouth opened in surprise to which Elliot took quick advantage. He slipped his tongue past her open mouth. His tongue slid slowly against hers stroking and caressing. A moan escaped Olivia mouth. If her brain had been lobotomized by the alcohol it was effectively rendered useless by Elliot Stabler's kiss.

Elliot was acting on pure instinct and want. His left hand slipped to Olivia's waist pulling her body flush against his. He felt that kiss much like Olivia did everywhere from his lips to his chest to his groin. His lips shifted on hers capturing her lower lip between his. His brain completely shut down effectively fried by the feeling of Olivia Benson under his mouth and against his body. He was not stopping. Correction, he was never stopping.

Olivia felt them shifting together on the sofa as they both raised up on their knees. His hand slid slowly from her neck down her throat and down lower across the front of her blouse grazing across her breast. His other hand joined the first at undoing the buttons on her shrug and pushing it down her arms behind her on the sofa. His hands quickly went to her shirt as he undid the buttons hastily almost ripping them. He shoved her shirt off quickly and broke from their kiss to tug his own shirt off. Olivia shivered trying to focus some coherent thought into her lust addled brain.

Elliot stared at Olivia Benson. Her hair was tousled, her face and chest was flushed pink, her eyes were partially closed and her lower lip was sucked between her teeth. She looked like sin. His sin. Elliot groaned and lifted her up off the sofa. When they were standing he slid his arms down her sides to her thighs and lifted her up into his arms.

Olivia let out a little gasp as Elliot picked her up. Her legs automatically wrapped around Elliot as if by their own volition. He carried her down the hall. His lips moving from hers to trail down her neck. He licked and sucked his way down the column of her throat. Olivia pressed her body tightly to him though it wasn't tight enough. The ache between her legs was growing steadily along with wetness. Olivia whimpered her body aching for more contact with his.

Elliot pushed open the door to Olivia's bedroom. He walked over and gently placed her on her feet by the bed. She wobbled slightly on her feet and his hand reached out to her waist to stabilize her. His lips traveled back upward grazing her chin before capturing her lips again. They moaned in unison. Elliot's hands slipped up Olivia's warm back. They slid to the clasp on her bra. Elliot groaned at how soft and warm her skin felt underneath his hands. He unclasped her bra pulling away from her to slide it down her arms. Elliot slipped his hand to the button on her black pants undoing them and sliding down the zipper. He slipped the pants off of her with his hands sliding them down her hurriedly. He eased her back down on the bed. The sight in front of him caused him to take a sharp intake of breath. Olivia lay completely naked across the bed. Her hair spread across the sheets, her caramel colored skin exposed, her breast taunt and hardened, and her long legs sliding together shyly on the bed. Elliot groaned and quickly shoved his pants and briefs off in one quick motion before leaning over her.

Everything was happening so fast, Olivia brain was trying to catch up. Her brain went stupid when Elliot dropped his pants. Olivia had on occasion seen her partner shirtless however not shirtless and pantless standing above looking like a cat staring at its prey. His eyes narrowed, his nostrils flared, his chest red and covered with fine sheen of sweat. Olivia barely had time to glance lower when Elliot descended down on her. She expected to feel him move inside her quickly however that did not happen.

Elliot was not rushing this. No matter how hard he was at this moment. He wanted to taste, touch, savor and have every inch of Olivia Benson. He wanted to do everything that he had fantasized about and masturbated to. His lips brushed her lips gently slipping his tongue in to stroke her as he felt her writhing beneath him. Her body was pressing insistently up against his. It took everything in him not to take her right there. He let hands slip lower to her breasts. He cupped them lovingly his thumbs stroking her already hard nipples. His lips glided slowly down to her chin planting little soft kisses along the way. They traveled down the path of her neck savoring the taste and feel of her skin underneath them.

Olivia long past any coherent thought arched her body up against Elliot's. She moaned feeling his body pressed against hers. It felt so good. She could feel his erection hard and long against her thigh and pressing into her stomach. The ache between her legs was so intense as she tried to shift against him to get him between her legs.

Elliot was not deterred his mouth had reached her breast. First, her right breast where he lightly licked the nipple before sucking it gently into his mouth. Elliot groaned at the feeling of the pebble in his mouth. He grunted and switched his mouth to her other breast repeating the action. Elliot's own body was raging a war inside one torn between savoring every inch of her and the other thrusting deep and hard into her to relieve the ache in his own groin.

Olivia moaned deeply as Elliot nipped at her breast, biting the nipple lightly. Oh god, Olivia thought as she felt a surge of wetness between her legs. Elliot continued his journey downward. He kissed her skin softly and nuzzled his nose against her inhaling her scent as he traveled down her body. His tongue dipped into her belly button. He sweetly placed a kiss above it nuzzling her again with his nose. His head dipped lower. She felt him place a softer kiss between her legs. He slid off of her and the bed to kneel on the floor. Elliot gently cupped her thighs and lifted them spreading them apart. He rubbed his knuckles gently against her pubic hair. His hands slipped down to slide under her butt, keeping her open. One hand slipped down around the front to open her and to fully expose her clitoris. The other slipped around to stoke her it. Olivia's fingers fisted her sheets. Her head pressed back onto the mattress.

Elliot groaned as he softly fingered her. She was so responsive. She was hot, wet, and writhing beneath his fingers. She smelled intoxicating. Elliot nuzzled her with his nose inhaling deeply before licking her.

Oh fuck, Olivia thought. She was going to come before he even got started. He was licking her so softly from top to bottom. His tongue pressed inside her and Olivia's hips shot off the bed. She was trying to hold out but her brain was struggling to remember why. It felt so good. The dual assault of his fingers on her clit and his tongue in her was mind numbingly wonderful. Olivia began to pant on the bed she was so close. But it was not the actual act that pushed her over the edge but the eager groans of pleasure coming from him. Olivia screamed as she came against his mouth. Her entire body arched off the bed. Taunt and wired, she cried out at the feeling. Her body trembled and shook.

Elliot thrust his tongue into her deeply as she lifted into his fingers and mouth. He pulled out and slowly brought his tongue up her. He replaced his fingers on her clit with his mouth, gently; as he knew she would be sensitive post her orgasm. His fingers dipped down into her wetness stroking softly along her slit. He slipped his index finger into not prepared for the sensation. Olivia's muscles tightly clenched down on the invasion of his one finger. Elliot knew it had been a while since Olivia had been with anyone but this tightness was beyond that. He stroked his finger and watched her hips rock in rhythm with his finger. She was so tight. He gently inserted a second finger but had to push hard to get in. God, she was tighter than a virgin. Elliot groaned at that thought. He needed to be inside her.

Olivia wondered if it was possible to pass out from too much pleasure. Her orgasm had relieved some of the ache between her legs but it was building back fast again. She could feel Elliot's fingers gently stroking her G spot. His fingers would stroke then twist. He was stretching her. Olivia bit her lip and let out a little whimper from the combination of pain and pleasure.

Elliot could not wait any longer. His mind had long ago shut down and his body was working solo. He withdrew his fingers slowly as he lightly bit her clit. He moved back up the length of her. His eyes searched for hers.

"Liv." Elliot whispered her name like a prayer reaching between them aligning himself with her entrance.

"Mhmm, El." Olivia moaned incoherently.

"Baby, stay with me." Elliot whispered as his eyes locked on hers and he gently opened her up with his fingers to slip the head of his cock in.

Olivia's eyes almost rolled back into her head as she felt the head of him slip into her. She gasped a little as he pressed in.

Elliot grunted and had to stop. The sensation of being inside her was indescribable. She was so hot, wet, and tight. She was so tight that he almost came with just the head of his cock in her.

Olivia felt a little wetness and Elliot's abrupt stop. She touched his face slowly tracing her way down across his jaw line. She lifted her mouth to his capturing his lips softly. They moaned into each other's mouths.

Elliot pressed further into her. He was in nirvana. He could feel her straining and stretching to accommodate him. Her walls slowly stretched tightly over him as he made his way into her. He slipped his arms around her thighs cupping her ass again allowing him to open her further underneath him so he could get in all the way.

Olivia gasped again as Elliot slid deeper stretching her.

"Liv, baby, are you okay?" He whispered.

Olivia smiled and bit her lower lip. She focused her eyes on his. "It's just a little snug. Don't stop." She whispered breathlessly. "It feels so good, El."

Elliot grunted and proceeded to thrust into her slowly working his way all the way inside. They both moaned as their bodies adjusted to the new situation.

He was so deep inside her. It felt so good. Olivia lifted and grinded her hips up against Elliot's that feeling was building again. Olivia could not get close enough as she strained and pressed herself tighter to Elliot's body. Elliot shifted and oh my god, the sensation was beyond description. He was so deep and hitting right into the opening of her cervix gliding against her G-spot with his thickness. She panted her hands sliding down his back and grasping his butt holding him flush against her.

Elliot felt the change. He could feel Olivia arch and tighten inside. Their bodies flush grinded against each other in perfect rhythm. She felt so good. She was warm, wet, and tight like an overheated vice around Elliot's dick. His fingers dug into her hips, he knew he was leaving bruises inside and out but he could not stop nor get deep enough inside of her body. He pulled up on his knees his hands tightening on her ass lifting her up and off the bed. His thrusting grew faster, harder, and deeper.

"Oh God, so good, Liv. So tight. Baby." Elliot panted.

"Oh, El, god. Please don't stop so good. Oh god, right there. Please!" Olivia was begging her body on fire. She was so close, the pressure so good.

"Fuck! Olivia! So so so good!" Elliot grunted. Elliot locked eyes with her. "Olivia! I love you." Elliot cried out as he felt her muscles clench as they came together their bodies as always in unison in thought and action. Elliot felt everything go black for several seconds as erupted inside her. He held his thrust keeping himself as far inside her as humanly possible as he continued to spill into her.

"I love you." Olivia gasped as she felt him come deep inside her. She felt his wetness fill her, mingling with her own. Her walls were clenching and unclenching in orgasm.

They collapsed in a heap onto the bed. Both breathing heavily and trembling, Elliot kissed Olivia softly and brought his mouth down by her ear.

"Liv, I want to stay inside you. Please. Okay? Elliot asked pleadingly.

"Yes. " Olivia nodded her head her hands sliding down up and down Elliot's back gently stroking him. She felt him nuzzle her neck snuggling into the spot before their breathing matched up to sleep.

Neither one of them thinking of the possible repercussions and consequences, their jobs, their friendship, his wife, or birth control.

Just a one shot or a full fledge story? What do you think? This is my first time writing any kind of smut. I did not ask for reviews on my first fan fiction story as I am new to this to this and really have no clue as to what I am doing. If you would like to review I would greatly appreciate your thoughts, ideas, and comments. Thank you for taking the time to read my writing it is greatly appreciated whether you choose to review or not.