Hey everyone, I just wrote this after watching the episode Conflicted and this idea kinda popped up. In my mind, it kinda fit and i had to get the idea out. So, please read and enjoy, reviews are greatly welcomed. I do not own anything, everything is product of CBS, although I'm pretty sure we all wished otherwise, lol. Enjoy!


Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,

Adam Jackson balanced on the edge, the edge between himself, and another place. Somewhere he couldn't quite define. It was uncontrollable. He would be working, doing anything when his mind would go blank, all thoughts and feelings erased. The world buzzed and lowered to a muffled hum around him. He lost control of his awareness, became oblivious to the surrounding world. One of the worst parts was he never knew what he had done during one of his episodes. He only knew when one was coming on.

Pounding, intense pains sent vicious throbs racking through his brain. It felt as though his head had been cut open and his brain directly Tasered with the highest voltage. No joint he ever rolled could cure the pain, only numbed it. At first he assumed the blackouts were caused by the joints, but after a while, he dismissed the theory.

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.

Then one day, while being interrogated by the police, it struck . He felt himself shift into the darkness. When he came back, he was walking Julie back to her room. It happened so fast, whipping inside his brain and setting fire to his mind, burning any last thread of sanity he had so desperately clung to. They were on the roof, Julie trying to comprehend the evidence she had found in his room. At the moment, he could barely comprehend that she had been snooping in his room.

He felt his head slipping into the shadows and it struck the hardest. Adam had faded and Amanda took the reigns.

All the King's horses, And all the King's men

Special Agent Doctor Spencer Reid tried. He raced to find Adam, breaking into the room to see the brown-haired man holding a blade to his father's throat. Reid froze, point his gun directly at him. Slowly, they coerced Amanda to drop the knife and release Adam's father. Immediately he was by Amanda's side as he was cuffed. Amanda looked straight forward, the icy stare flickering in her eyes like a deadly blizzard freezing the souls of those who looked directly into them.

Couldn't put Humpty together again!

Reid followed Amanda's gaze, shocked at the reflection in the mirror. A crazed face stared back, head cocked slightly to the side, eyes wide and pained. He understood what Amanda was doing. She was protecting Adam, like a mother bear would her cub. Reid gulped as he stared into the mirror as well, his heart falling at the realization he had made.

Adam was gone and he couldn't be brought back.