Clary was scared by her pasted leaving her to take on the world without a voice. She is mute because of her sad past until new student Jace appears. Will he help her to heal and learn to love or will obstacles from her past unravel and get in the way of they happy end?

So I thought I would try a new fanfiction because I love writing new stories and sharing them to see what people thinks. It's nice to able to write more than one fanfiction its endless fun. So here is Mute love horrible title I know but couldn't think of anything else. (Cassandra Clare owns the mortal instruments)

CPOV

It was Monday and it was my last year of high school and I had changed a lot since my earlier years in school. After we left school for spring break my mum had told me that my dad was leaving and that my uncle Luke would be moving in with us. It hit me real hard because I loved my uncle Luke well he was my mum's best friend but I called him Uncle Luke. My dad and me where pretty close and when he left I blamed myself for not being the perfect daughter for him and after that on his way to move he dies in a car crash and ever since then I have never spoken another word to anyone. I was a badass mute if anyone spoke to me I would ignore them if someone took the mick out of me I would use my 8 years of martial arts, karate and self-defence lessons and boxing on them and best them up and that's how I got my reputation nobody messed with me anymore. It was the night before I had to go school I went shopping and got new clothes mostly black and red and lace and leather with studs on everything I was more like a biker chick than anything else. With my baby a 98 special edition Harley. It was time to try and get some sleep ready for a new hell tomorrow.

I woke up to my annoying alarm clock and went down stairs to my basement and started my work out which was half an hour of boxing and then I went for a shower and I came out smelling of coconut my favourite. Once I had dyed of and dried my hair I went and picked out a dark burgundy skater skirt a lace top and 5 inch ankle boots and a leather jacket and did my makeup mysterious looking and blood red lips and let my hair be natural which were deep red curls. I got to school on my Harley and got off and let my hair cascade down my back it was pretty long to my waist and them put my helmet onto the bike handles that when I heard someone and turned around. When I turned around I saw the most beautiful person ever. He was golden just golden he had longish blonde locks that curled at the ends, deep golden eyes and tanned skin he was handsome until he opened his mouth.

'Well hello their red I love you bike and I'm sure I'm handsome but there is no need to stare' I glared at him only if looks could kill 'I'm telling you red people will get jealous if you keep staring at me'. I turned around and went to walk off when I felt someone grab my wrist 'I'm sorry if I offend you my names Jace wayland or hot stuff which ever I don't mind' I stared at him and went to walk off again when he tightened his grip even more on my wrist 'Ok let's start again my name is jace wayland and you are?' 'Oi freak don't be touching Jacey you little weirdo!' And my day just keeps getting better the school toy Aline is here to tell the arrogant but hot Jace what I really am! 'Jacey this is Clarrisa Morgenstern and she is the school freak don't pay attention to her!' He looked at me and smirked and then said to Aline 'how do you know she's a freak?' 'Because she never speaks to anyone she's a mute and a mute freak!'

I turned to her and smiled then kneed her in her stomach and slapped her face and made a tired Nosie and walked of knowing full well jace was eye stalking me as I made my way.

JPOV

Who was that fiery girl? She was amazing the way she just took on Aline as if she was a piece of paper it was amazing she was so beautiful and graceful I need to get to know her I hope I have classes with her.

CPOV

I went to reception to get my time table great I had math, English , food , sciences and art my favourite is art I love it and I am pretty good at drawing I found out when my dad left a trade I got of my mum. As I walk to my new locker on the side not near the popular thank god and I put my bag in my locker and headed to my first lesson English. I loved my English teacher Mr lightwood some of the poplars dad but I liked him. We were always doing short stories and creative writing which I loved because I would get top grade because I would do short story boards to my stories. I walked into the class early to get my seat at the back of the class room next to the window so I could gaze out of it when I get bored. I was day dreaming out of the window inching to draw the trees and the big field until someone tapped me on the shoulder and I turn around to see the golden boy himself jace.

'Why hello red mind if I sit next to you?' I shake my head and continue looking out of the window. 'Is it true you don't speak to anyone that you're a mute?'. I nod not looking him in the eye because no one talk to me about this is hurts to much. 'Well how about you write down and answer so we can at least get to know each other?' I turn around and look at him shocked he actually wanted to talk to me or was this game to get me to tell him my secrets so he could bully me with them? I nod and he gets a pad and paper out. When the teacher walks in he tells us that we are partners for the rest of the term and to get to know each other a bit like 20 questions.

'So my name is jace my favourite colour is gold I love football I have an adoptive brother and sister and Mr Lightwood is my adoptive dad now what about you red?' I write down on the pieces of paper my names not red is Clarrisa but please call me clary my favourite colour is red I love drawing and I live with my mum and stepdad.' 'By the angel I actually got you to at least talk to me well write to me'. I glared at him and turned back around to stare of my window. 'Sorry red I guess I'm a bit rude sometimes mostly hot but still I'm sorry if I got on the wrong side of you' I smiled at him and then looked at the door and I couldn't move at all. There standing at the door was my older brother Johnathan I was 17 he was 18 but how he birthday was he was in the same year as me he was the oldest in the year. I got up and ran to the door and hugged him hard. I miss my bother he was my best friend and a bit over protective but I loved him

'Hey there to you to Clare-bear' I smiled at him and kissed his cheek. Then I looked at him with my eye brow arched and he got what I was getting at. 'I wanted to move back here I missed you too much and it's the beginning of the term I thought we could do it together'.

I walked him over to my seat there was an empty seat in front of me and I sat him down. John turned to jace and shook his hand. 'Hi I'm Johnathan Morgenstern, Clarys older brother nice to meet you'. 'Hi I'm jace wayland Clarys classes partner nice to meet you' as the lesson went on jace and john were talking about football and I think they are becoming good friends only in an hour. The bell rung and it was time for art class my favourite. I texts john saying I was going to my locker and id meet him and jace in the classroom and he nodded and I went to my locker.

Johnathan POV

The reason I'm actually here back in New York is that my mum called me and said she was worried about clary she had got worst since the last time I saw her. She wasn't a mute at all she would say yes or no or smaller word but know she refused to speak. Mum also found blades in her bathroom with dried blood on the and rang me in a panicked crying so I move back to make sure my baby sister is going to be ok.

JPOV

Me and john were walking to art when clary walked the opposite way so I said. 'Where's clary going?'

'She's going to put her books in her locker'

'Can I ask you something john?' he let out a knowing sigh.

'Yes sure jace but I think I know what it's going to be'

'Why is clary a mute?'

'She's had a bit of a rough time and rather not talk to people'

'I'm sorry if I'm interfering I'm just worried about her I've only know her for a few hours but I feel like I've known her for a longer time'

He started laughing. He was actually laughing at me

'look jace meet me after art outside near the big tree I need to tell you something and you might not believe me but it's true' with that he walked of two class and we sat next to clary.

CPOV

Jace and john walked in and sat next to me jace looked a bit confused so I nudge his arm as if to say are you ok 'Yh I'm fine' he said. Class went by and it was a good escape for me because I didn't speak tot people drawing pictures of how I felt and what I wanted to say was the next best thing. I had drawn a fallen angel with golden wings but feathers were falling out of the wings and it was bleeding but still has an angelic smile on its face it was my way of say the angel was me and I has fallen but the gold was jace because I think I was falling for him but the feather falling out was my worried that jace was just using me to add another girl to his check list and then there was the bleeding I'm not proud that I self – harm but I helps me it take the pain away.

'Nice drawing what does it mean? 'Jace was leaning over my shoulder looking at my painting. I just shook my head hoping he would ask any other questions about it.

'I'm guessing the angel is someone close to you either family or it is in fact you also I think all the gold in the picture represents something or someone and then all the blood on it is either mental or physical harm to the angel' I looked at him my jaw on the floor and couldn't do anything I was frozen he actually understood my picture most people would be thinking it was from the bible or something not go deep in the painting.

'Don't worry you secrets safe with me' I looked at him puzzled did he mean how he affects me like the gold in the picture or the blood? He looked at me concerned and presumed him meant the latter. He stoked my arm and shook his head and walked heart was racing and my arm felt on fire his touch sent pulses throw my skin and butterflies in my heart and stomach why him why did I have to start falling for a player?

So guys let me know what you think I've rated this M because I want to push myself and try writing about things like I wouldn't normally like self-harm and depression so let me know what you think of my idea and I will try to update as soon as I can if people actually like the sorry kisses xxx