Chapter 1

As I slowly walk toward the road I can't help but to think "What have I gotten myself into?" I know I shouldn't have done what I did. Is this where I was suppose to end up? Is this destiny. If it is... I don't believe. I just wish I could take it all back. I'm sorry. I'm sorry is all I could say. I should've never listened to her. My mother. Don't let this be the end. I won't give up. Please. Then I hear a soft scream but as I approach closer It grows louder. I start to shake inside but I manage to keep walking. I'm sorry. I should've let him go. It was stupid. I should've let that night be magical. The secret. I should've never kept it a secret. I wish I could take it back. I would've said something. Don't let him give up on me. I won't give up on him. This isn't destiny. Destiny. What does that word mean. I hear the scream again. I know that voice. That's... me. Screaming from inside. I didn't want this for myself. I may never forgive myself. But I need him to forgive me. I wanted to tell him. I couldn't make out the words so I let him leave. I regret it. Don't let him leave again. I give him my hand. To hold onto. I don't want it all to slip away again. I believe. Does he belive? Help I yell from inside. But I keep walking. Why am I walking? Where to. I don't know. But I keep walking. Wherever I go would be better than home. Home. That's where it all went wrong. That's no home, that's the dungeon I was locked in forever. Where I never wanted to be. I believe I'm cursed. My life is all kinds of fucked up. He wanted to be here. I wanted him to be here. But the secret. The secret I kept. Why did I keep that secret. I'm sorry. But the more I repeat those words doesn't make it ok. But I am. I will always be. I apologize. Don't let him stay mad. Let him run to me. I'm sorry.

4 Years Earlier:

"Good Morning." said Victoria

"Morning." said Brooke firmly

"Breakfast?" asked Victoria

"I'm not hungry." said Brooke firmly

(Horn Honks)

"That's Peyton. I got to go." said Brooke

"Bye." said Victoria

"Bye." said Brooke then walks out of the house and gets into the car

"Hey." said Brooke

"Hey. You ok?" asked Peyton

"Victoria's back." said Brooke

"You must feel like crap." said Peyton

"How does someone leave and come back after 2 years and wants everything to be perfect." said Brooke

"Victoria. I'm sorry." said Peyton

"Let's go. I can't stand this house anymore. It's like a dungeon." said Brooke laughing

Tree Hill High:

"Hey Brooke." said a girl

"Wassup, Brooke." said a guy

"Hey." I say

Today is the first day of school. It's Senior year. I can't wait for it to be over. But then I notice the cutest boy I ever seen. I stare into his blue eyes from a far. In my mind he's walking in slow motion. I notice he's walking this way. I turn to Peyton for a breath check then I flip my hair like they do in the movies. I bat my eyes but a eye flash falls out. Messed up the whole approach. I get the lash out and lift my head to find him standing in front of me. I try to speak but nothing comes out.

"Hey." said the blue eyed boy, "I'm Lucas."

"I.. um... Broo...umm..." said Brooke

"Her name is Brooke and she said Hi." said Peyton, "I'm Peyton."

"Hey. This is my first time at Tree Hill." said Lucas

"Well.. I have to go do something but Brooke can give you a tour." said Peyton

I give Peyton a evil stare. "Why the hell did you do that? She smiles and walks away and turns around and motions for my to show him around. He stares into my eyes and I fall into a deep spell.

"You ok?" asked Lucas

"Umm... yeah." I said then I began to show him the tour

"That's the gym." said I

"Do you guys have a besketball team here?" asked Lucas

"Yeah. That's about to the only sport. That and cheerleading." said I

"Let me guess. You're a cheerleader." said Lucas

"Captain." I said

"Nice." said Lucas

I know you should wait for the guy to ask you but I couldn't wait. I needed to ask. Those eys were killing me. It was like posion. But I good kind a posion. Even though there's no good kind. You get what i'm saying! Anyway... I stood up tall and as soon as the words were about to some out, he said...

"Wanna go out with me?"

How could I say no?

"Yes." I said

"Great. Meet me and Karen's Cafe after school." said Lucas

"Sure." said I said

He walks away leaving me with a humongos smile. The kind of smile that big enough for a bee to fly in. Ok, maybe i'm exaggerating. But that's how happy I was. Now I really can't wait for school to be over. Come on 8 hours. 8 HOURS? Oh Lordy. :(