AN: What the hell did I just write?


"Is that what you fucking want?!" I yelled at my dad for sixth time that day. We were always fighting. He would be a drunkard on drugs taking his rage out on my mom, little sister and I. And I would be the one taking all the blows from him to protect them. I'm surprised I'm not dead yet. I would always come to school with bruised face or body. Lot of people had asked me where I got them from but I lied and said it was from my kickboxing. I don't even do kickboxing.

I'm a talented fighter, but that's only because of my fights with dad and on the street. No one knew I was fighting on the streets, not even my mom. But my sister new. She helped me tend to my wounds when they got really bad. We lived in a pretty wild neighborhood, on the dark side to say it that way. None of my friends had come to visit, mostly because I wouldn't let them, and even my past schools didn't know where I lived. I was very protective over my family and friends and if my bastard of a dad would even come near them I immediately stood between them.

"Shut up your bitch!" He growled at me.

I sent him a death stare. He had once again tried to take my little sister and had beaten my mom in the process. I was mad as hell.

"You are going to die a horrible death" I hissed ice cold. "You are going to die so bad one day, you asshole" My posture was cold and calm. I turned and walked out of the smelling living room. I was not in the mood for a fight. Not to day.

"ARE YOU GONNA CRY NOW? LIKE A LITTLE BITCH?" He yelled after me, laughing like he made a very good joke.

I walked calmly to my room. I opened the door and found my sister hugging our mom almost crying her eyes out. Our mom patted her on the head in a calming rhythm. I closed the door and walked over to them.

"Hey Lill" I smiled at her, calling her by her nickname. She turned and looked at me with red puffy eyes. "I'm so sorry" I apologized and opened my arms.

She sniffed and jumped in my arms. Crying louder and sniffing words in to my chest. "don't…*sniff*... don't a-apolo… *sniff*...gize" she managed to say "Y-you… d-didn't… *sniff* d-do anything wrong!"

"Yes I did." I mumbled. Hugging her I rocked us back and forth, shushing her too she calmed down. "I let you be alone with that trash" I smiled sadly "I'm so sorry Lillian"

She shake her head fast. "I'm okay Sky" she sniffed.

"Sky" I heard my mother say from the bed. I lifted my head to look at her. Still holding Lillian in a tight hug.

"You okay Mom? Are you bruises tended too?"

She shakes her head slowly and smiled at me. "I'm okay. I'm just glad that you didn't get a beating too."

I was not happy with what she was saying and she knew it. But for just this once I let it slide. I patted Lill on the head gaining her attention.

"Hey Lilly? Can you help me with tending to mom?" She nodded and ran into my bathroom to get the first aid kit.

"Sky, stop this" Mom tried to convince me, I shake my head.

"You need to be tended too" I said calmly and quiet. On that she stopped, she knew not to argue when I was like this. Not because I would hurt her or yell at her. I wouldn't even do that over my own dead body. But just because she knew I was on my limit on breaking. I would cry, and that is something I swore I would never do. I would never show weakness in front of anyone.

Lill come running back in with the first aid kit in her hands.

"I got it!" She smiled happily.

"Good job little baby." I joked.

Her cheeks blew up. "I'm not a baby"

"Right, right. Sorry I forgot" I laughed "Now, show!" I commanded to my mom.

She sighted and pulled the sweater off. I had to bite the inside of my mouth too calm down. The blue and yellow bruises covering her upper body was like sings, dancing before my face to make me feel miserable. A deep bleeding cut on her shoulder make me almost growl in frustration. But I kept my mouth shut and my face straight, showing no emotion in my eyes.

Lill and I began to tend to her. She flinched a little when I cleaned her bleeding wound but other then that she was quiet. I stood up and gave Lill the job to bandage her up.

"I will be right back" I smiled and walked out of the door.

I was right. My dad wobbled his way down the hall in the direction of my room. I swear, I was picking up freaking radio signals from this guy.

"What do you want, you bastard?" I kept calm, watching his every move.

"Where is everybody!" He slurred demanding. "Where is that fucking bitch?"

"Say that again and your face will be planted in the fucking wall."

"What? Bitch? I can call my wife whatever I want, you whore!" He grinned evilly at me.

Before he could continue with his swears and bad word I slammed his head to the wall. He tumbled to the ground, clutching his now bleeding nose.

"The FUCK! YOU BITCH!" He yelled. I jumped over him and ran to the living room. Convinced he followed me with his heavy footsteps slamming in the ground.

He was piss drunk and had difficulties with going straight. When I reached the living room I turned around and straightened up into my battle stance. With my feet behind each other and one hand up in a karate chop and the other curled up in fist resting on my side(I have no idea how to describe it).

"I'm ready when you are, bastard." I muttered calmly.

"You are going to die." He growled and grabbed an empty beer bottle. The green glass glowed from the light in the ceiling.

"Bring it."

He attacked. Lifting the bottle high, aiming for my head. I directed the blow to the side with my lifted hand and twisted it out of his hand, using his weight I elbowed his back and made him fall to the ground.

I stepped on his back. "Leave my sister and mom alone." I whispered deadly in his ear. I pulled back to get away from his smell. He grabbed my ankle.

"No way in hell, you whore." He slurred.

I stepped on his hand hard and made him let go. I pulled my pocket knife out and hold it against his neck. Pulling it lightly against his skin. I didn't kill him. But I made him bleed a little.

"I don't think you heard me…" I still whispered "I said to leave them alone." I felt that I was losing control. A big part of me wanted to slit his throat right then and there, but the thought of my sister and mother made me hold back. They didn't need that trouble it would get me into.

"Listen…" I said a little louder, but my tone was still ice cold. "If you don't get out of this fucking house and leave us alone, I will slit your throat and watch while you are slowly drowning in your own blood." I snickered quietly at this and got up on my feet.

"You are a sick bitch!" He yelled. His eyes was wide as dinner plates.

"Who do you think raised me like this, huh? DAD?" I laid extra weight on the word dad. I put my pocket knife in my pocket and walked out of the room. Leaving him tending to his small cut.

"THIS IS MY FUCKING HOUSE!" I hear him yell after me. I sighted. He would forget this episode the next morning but we were safe from him at least for tonight.

"I need a break." I muttered under my breath and opened my room again. I was tackled into a tight hug when I stepped inn.

"Wha! Lill! You are crushing me!" I laughed. Patting her on the head. She hugged tighter and I ruffled her hair to she would let go. "Don't mess up my hair!" She pouted and began to comb it with her fingers.

"Then you should have let go sooner. You was literally killing me there." I laughed and flickered her forehead.

"Who are you doing Sky?" My mom asked worryingly.

I faked a smile "I'm okay. He didn't lay a finger on me."

"You know I'm not asking about that."

I frowned slightly and rubbed the back of my head. "I just need a break." I mumbled. "We need to get away from here." I said louder.

Lifting my head I gave a reassuring smile. "I have saved all the money from my work and I know Lill has too. We can just run. Disappear and never look back." I showed my mom an eager face. Begging her with my eyes that she had to agree.

She was quiet for a while. Holding me in painful suspense. In the end she sighted and nodded.

"Okay. We will go, but where?"

I smiled in triumph as I grabbed my laptop and showed her an apartment in Florida that was for cheap rent.

"I have been searching" I confessed when she looked me in the eyes. "This is a good apartment. Three bedrooms, a combined kitchen and living room and two bathrooms. It's central and is just a few minutes from a good school Lillian can go to." I tried to win her over. She didn't even look at the picture. She kept her eyes locked in mine and to my surprise she hugged me tightly.

"You have to stop worrying so much Sky. You are only 19 years old." I felt one of her tears hit my shoulder. I patted her lightly on the back.

"Don't worry about it, mom." I smiled softly.

"So that mean we are leaving?" Lilly whispered like she didn't believe it.

I smiled and pulled her into the group hug. "We are leaving" I confirmed "We are leaving tonight."


AN:

Yep... What the hell did I just write. Ignore any spelling mistake please? I don't have a beta for the moment. I have no fucking idea why I wrote this so... yeah. Catch you later :3