The Diary of a Broken-Hearted Teenage Girl
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Things lately have been at their worst. I lost my boyfriend because I was angry; we were gonna be friends when all of a sudden he just changed. Now he hates me with a fiery passion and wants nothing to do with me. He's also dating the girl he wanted way before me. I really don't know what to think. I really don't know if he ever really did love me. I feel like I'm stuck in a thick tar pit and I can't breathe. Everything is so confusing.
Also I just recently started liking 3 guys. One of them I really only like as a friend, but I know that he has a crush on me. The second one is way younger than me and lives all the way in west bend. The last one is the one that I'm actually in love with. He's the one I want except I can't have him. He's asking out another girl from Grafton. God, can anything else go wrong with my life?
It actually can, because just yesterday I ended up finding out from the guy that I love the news about him asking out the girl from Grafton and I accidentally dropped my cell phone into the creek below the bridge we were sitting on. I was able to quickly jump down from the bridge and started searching for it in the water. When I finally found it luckily it was still able to work…for only 5 minutes. It's still malfunctioning, but hopefully it will be fixed soon. My cell phone is like my life because other than the internet, it's the only way I can contact people.
With all the love problems I have, I'm surprised that I'm not in the mental institute for the emotional disturbed. I literally cannot take all of the drama and end up having like an internal explosion in my head, causing my brain to shut down and putting me through an extreme emotional breakdown. The fact that any guy that I fall in love with or date eventually finds their perfect girl after me sucks. It's like I can never fall in love. I think my life is officially screwed over, don't you think?
For anyone who has love advice please message me or email me! ()