Disclaimer: If I owned Kingdom Hearts, Organization XIII would be a massive yaoi orgy. Since it is not, I do not own it…capiche?
Night fall means a time of rest for most; a time to regenerate and gain strength for the next day. For the nobodies inhabiting the Castle That Never Was, it was no different. However, on this night, one blue-haired nobody could not find the solace known as sleep. Saïx had been tossing and turning since he had first laid his head on his pillow.
What had kept this berserker from a restful state? Why, it was an issue that he had avoided thinking about all day and one knows that everything breaks free when one is trying to sleep. The blunette punched his pillow before rolling from his stomach to his side. Finally, he resigned to his insomnia and rose from his bed to dress and go for a walk.
Walking aimlessly, Saïx finally considered the issue that was plaguing his mind and keeping him from his sleep. What is this issue? Let's say that it involves the silver-haired leader of this organization that Saïx seems so devoted to.
'Why does my body react this way?' was one of the many thoughts that wouldn't leave his mind. 'Why do I always want to be near him? And, more importantly, why do I feel the need to destroy any person who captures his attention but me?'
Saïx came to an abrupt halt to discover that his feet had led him to the Altar of Naught and the sight of Kingdom Hearts was glaring down at him. He slowly walked to the edge, never moving his eyes from the heart-shaped moon. "Maybe you can tell me," he murmured to it, "Why do I seem to ache when I think about him? I shouldn't have emotions or even think about my superior in that way."
As he continued to confess his dilemma to the glowing heart, he didn't notice the man he was currently aching for standing not thirty feet behind him.
Sighing, Saïx sat down on the edge of the tower and continued to gaze at Kingdom Hearts as he once again became immersed in his thoughts. Xemnas thought it was finally time to intervene and did so by barking, "Saïx!"
Not even flinching, Saïx gracefully stood up and faced his superior. "Sir?" "What are you doing up at this late hour?" Xemnas questioned, walking closer to his subordinate. "I couldn't sleep, sir, so I went for a walk and ended up here," Saïx gestured around him to indicate where 'here' was.
"Couldn't sleep, hm?" Xemnas was now close enough that he could reach out and touch the shorter man, "Something on your mind?" Saïx merely nodded in agreement. "Do you realize that you were speaking aloud earlier?"
Saïx paused for the smallest of seconds before replying, "Yes, sir, I know I was." Xemnas nodded, "Do you also realize that I heard every word?" "…I do now, sir," Saïx's voice had gotten quieter.
Xemnas had gotten even closer and reached out a hand to rest on Saïx's cheek. VII seemed to almost lean into the touch but he continued to stare I directly in the eye. Xemnas had continued drawing near and was now impossibly close. "Also," Xemnas breathed, "do you realize that I reciprocate everything you had listed?"
Saïx's head seemed to lift slightly. "No, sir, I did not." "Let me help you, then," Xemnas whispered before closing the space between the two and giving the first kiss of many to come.
A/N: This one was also written for my friend's birthday. ^^ I spoiled her this year, yes I did, but hey, it's not everyday that you turn 18, now is it? So, leave a review to tell me what you think and if you didn't like it, give a reason why, please. Adios peoples!