A/N: Guys, please don't brush this off as improved grammatically, I have changed the whole plot with this you may want to read it.
They had just left no goodbye, nothing. What was I to do now I knew too much about this world? Too much to forget it, this made the pain worse. It felt like I had a hole through my chest, if anyone was to mention them I had to hold myself together.
People say when you sleep is when you are peaceful; forget all of your worries. Oh how wrong they are.
I wake in the middle of the night with Charlie shaking me a worried expression would be on his old wrinkled face once he tried to suggest me moving back with mum but I nearly bit his head off I don't want to leave. I don't think he realized until now just how much he had meant to me.
The only way to make it better is to become one of them, but how?
My life is spent at school or at home locked in my bedroom. I don't do any homework I get in to trouble but I still get good levels. Most of my friends are scared by the depression that why I have started hanging around Jacob, he is trying to help me out of the hole he left me in when he left. He is nice but lately he has been avoiding me, and it's starting to hurt.
I rang for the 4th time today.
Hi its Jake leave a message. I sighed and hung up. Jake was my pain killer but now he is my salt. I don't know how to deal with this, this time. He promised not to hurt me but what is he doing? Hurting me! Everyone I decide to let in hurts me, maybe I should just lock everyone out and then no one can hurt me. Like that would work, I'm too selfless as Renée puts it.
I dropped on to my bed and covered half of my head with my pillow and shoved my head phones in trying so hard to block the world and its pain out. On came Debussy Clair de Lune our song the one he thought I wouldn't like because I was a different generation to when it came out, he never did get over how different I was to other teenagers. I huffed and through the CD played at the wall, it made a loud noise on the wall bounced slightly off and sunk to the floor thanks to gravity, thank god Charlie's not in!
I started crying trying to get every ounce of pain out of my system... I'd probably have to be crying for a few years straight to do that.
I finally fell asleep. I dreamt that night not a bad dream like I normally did, but a memory.
We were standing in front of a picture just before Alice lead me down to the party that she had arranged despite my distaste for parties and presents. I would not have accepted unless Edward had been so persistent that I had to have the party. It seemed this family didn't like being out of attention and had to have no secrets.
It was just me and Edward standing in front of a picture and the picture was...
The Volturi!
I shot up in bed smiling at the wall; this made me so happy I had my way to change, to finally be one of them! I tried to go back to sleep but fail so I decide to do my hair for the day which was unusually straight after I had brushed out all of the knots.
Maybe I could go ask them to change me tell them that I know of the creature they are and wish to become one, but what do I tell them if they ask about my past and how I know of them?
As much as I want pay back to that family I can't have them killed and it would hurt too much to tell them of him.
This plan was planned over a 2 month period when ever I had any free time which was a lot now that Jake wasn't my best friend/pain killer.
I waited months for Charlie to leave for a full week-end, so I could get changed come back and fake my death. In that time Jake had turned into a shape shifter this pushed me towards going to the Volturi even more because this was another big reminder of him and the mysterious world that was meant to be a myth.
The day Charlie left for a fishing trip, he hadn't been in ages and I knew he didn't wish to leave me alone. It wasn't right to leave him but what could I do? Carry on leading this ridiculous life that I don't fit into or go to the world that I fit into, I need to be where I belong not just drifting along in life.
"Bells you sure you'll be okay without me?" he questioned the uncertainty of his decision to leave me was prominent on his facial features.
"Yeah I'll be fine, don't let me get in the way of your fun." I stated a little too innocently. He gave me a strange look, noting the weird hint and childish excitement lighting the inside of my body fighting its way out. He then shook his head and stalked out of the front door. "Bye!" I waved and he was gone I was free to do what I wished for a whole weekend. I rushed up stairs, only stumbling at the top step and grabbed my already packed stuff I rushed back down the stairs and stumbled my way to my truck. I drove to the Cullen's house I needed one last reminder they were real and the land that was supposedly a myth.
My journey to the air port was going to be long considering my truck would take a long time. I was wondering if they had left a car as I pulled up to their large house, I went straight to their garage to check luckily they had... It was his silver Volvo, how had he lived without it? I quickly checked to see if it was locked but it wasn't so I climbed in and check for the keys in the ignition but no such luck. How was I supposed to use the car if I had no key to start it?
I could always hot wire it, if I could remember how from my small job in Arizona. As a last resort I looked in the glove compartment, thank goodness they were there! I instantly put them in the ignition and reversed out of the garaged and drove down there long drive in an 8th of the time it took to get up to it. I decided to drive really fast to the airport for one last adrenaline rush, it was amazing and it was the last time I would get one after I was a vampire there is only one thing that can kill me and no adrenaline to be pumped around my body. Well nothing would be pumping around my body I would be a block of stone cold ice. I opened all of the windows to feel the wind whip my brunette hair around my face it was a nice change from it hanging loosely framing my face.
I had one last stop before I went to the airport, because I wouldn't be able to do this once I was vampire. I was going to get a tattoo, an 'E' in a heart on the inside of my thigh and a butterfly tattoo all over my back, it was black lines curving all over my back with different types of butterflies floating off the end of the curly lines.
I got to the airport in a record breaking time, well for me at least. I had just enough money to grab a one way ticket to get directly to Voltera, after paying for the tattoos. I fell asleep on the plane ride; I had no dream, well one that I could remember anyway.
I awoke to the captain telling us we were about to land and we had to fasten her seat belts. I still and mine done up because I had fallen asleep when we took off. I closed my eyes but not go back to sleep I felt when we landed, and undid my seat belt and grabbed my hand luggage. I rushed into the main area and grabbed my suitcase off of the conveyer belt as soon as it came out.
I took a cab to the middle of town and then went straight to the tower.
Heidi was the first person I saw she was probably on the prowl for unsuspecting victims to eat.
"Hello my dear!" she growled, obviously not liking how I just barged in so confidently.
"I know what you are just take me to Aro!" I commanded. She looked shocked but neither the less she grabbed my wrist and dragged me at vampire speed to the elevator. Which I'm guessing leads down to where all the vampires live. When that got to the bottom floor she rushed me to the main hall, I would have loved to admire all of the engraved stone walls and paintings but she was still going at vampire speed and my lazy human eyes couldn't keep up. She quickly barged through the double doors in to a round room; I followed the steps up to the three vampires sitting on thrones. I started feeling a little intimidated by this point.
"Heidi what is the pleasure?" and vampire sitting lazily in his throne picking at his nails. He had straight jet black hair; this made his blood red eyes stand out all the more. He was flanked by two other men one with blond hair that fell just bellow his shoulders and the other with greasy look curly hair which framed his face while he look emotionlessly at the ground bored with the world around him.
"She said she knew what we were and wanted to talk to you!" he gasped quickly stopping his pointless activity because his nails wouldn't grow, not any more. He sat up straight giving me a once over and then quickly got up and ran at vampire speed to a few inches away from me he had bulked his chest up and was trying to look intimidating. I rolled my eyes at his tack ticks. He was looking straight into my eyes.
"Please may I have your hand child?" He held his hand out, his eyes still boring into mine, trying to find some emotion but I knew how to hide all of that after months of trying to hide my break down from Charlie.
"As long as you promise not to eat me!" I asked hesitantly, maybe a little bit shyly. He could after all decide to eat me in a matter of seconds.
"Of course my child," I placed my hand in his still apprehensive; he brought it to his chest and placed his other hand on top. "Amazing!" he whispered. As his head came back up looking back into my eyes.
"What is it my lord?" the petit girl questioned taking one step forward. She tried to act innocent but one look into her red eyes you could tell she was plain evil.
"I cannot read her thoughts!" he stared at me in wonder. "Jane my dear try your power on her!" he waved a hand in the direction which the petite girl was standing he never once took his eyes off of me. The petit women walked another step forward and glared at me in deep concentration. I felt an uncomfortable twinge, but nothing more.
She gasped. "I... I cannot my lord." She bowed her head in shame and took two steps backward trying to blend in because she was embarrassed she was not able to use her power on one person.
"Fascinating!" he was still looking at me. "Tell me my dear what brought you here?"
"I wish to become like you!" I bellowed into the room, I felt the random need to twirl around with my arms in the air; this was a ridiculous gesture hence why I did not do it. I smiled, knowing he would now defiantly change me now even if I didn't wish to become like him.
"Perfect!" he clasped his hands together obviously grateful he didn't have to turn me forcefully. "Certainly you shall, any particular person you wish to do it?" I glanced around my eyes landing on some angered eyes that belonged to Jane.
"Jane, yes I would like Jane to do it. But on one condition!" I hadn't taken my eyes off of her maybe she fuels her anger because of a past experience; I would have to break her walls down slowly.
"What would that be my sweet child?" Jane had brought her head up now trying to act as everything was normal trying to hide emotions but her eyes gave it all away but no one seemed to notice but me, she was now scowling; it was obvious that Jane was the one Aro preferred but now I'm his new favourite.
"I know her brother can numb the pain. I do not wish to feel the pain I have had it described by many and wish to not feel it." They looked impressed by my knowledge of them. "Not all humans are as incapable as you may think."
"Of course my dear, now what is your name?"
"Isabella... But call me, Izzy." I nodded my head to convince myself more than anyone else. I had never liked that name but I needed to be different, never the same girl again.
Jane led me to a room with her brother behind. "Jane?" I questioned, I knew she didn't like me and I was worried that she might 'accidentally' kill me.
"Yes!" she growled in reply keeping her head and eyes facing forward trying to pretend I wasn't there.
"Don't kill me!" I sighed knowing how pathetic I sounded so I added something on the end. "I have many who will avenge me and even you won't be able to fight them off!" I growled back, trying to sound intimidating though I probably sounded like an angry kitten trying to ward off a bunch of hyenas.
This scared her slightly I saw her take a gulp as she nodded her head sheepishly.
I was lead into a room Alec leading the way Jane standing beside me.
"Izzy, I need you to try and drop your shield slightly so I can get in to stop the pain." He never once looked at me, he was trying to control is hunger so he didn't eat me.
I tried, but I have never done anything like this before soon enough I had dropped it just enough so he could get in and fight it off, once he was in it was easy to fight off. I lay down on the pointless bed and waited for the burning to begin.
Jane then bit in to my neck, the burning sensation I had felt when James had bitten me was there but not as powerful as it had been described of, or how it was.
I knew I had changed I could feel it but Alec wasn't letting go of his feel. That left me to try to put my shield up and block it out so I could get on with vampire life. Once I had gotten all of my senses back I sprung up like a jack in a box. Alec was sitting next to the pointless bed head in his hands obviously tired from using his power.
"Hello!"I sang. I gasped surely that could not be me, it sounded so smooth, so velvety... just like, not today, today we have become a vampire an independent creature that could not be defeated by a feeble human.
His head snapped up surprised by me being awake he was stuttering trying to get his words out, "Hello, Izzy are you alright?" he asked uncertain, his eyes roaming my body, eyes filling with lust.
"Yeah," I sighed at his stupid question while twirling around gracefully, it felt so nice to be able to be graceful without messing it by falling over my own feet! "Why?" It was very odd for him to be asking this question, maybe he was thinking of the burn in my throat... now that you mention it, it is slightly there but dull, it's not painful.
"You were out for a day instead of 3 and you're a vampire!" Alec exclaimed his eyes reaching mine to search for any bad signs; I didn't understand why he was worried it only means that I haven't wasted 2 days.
"Oh right oh well two days not wasted!" I said voicing my opinion and heading for the door.
"Um, right okay!" he sighed looking down, he seem to want to get rid of some thought from his head the way he shook his head looked up and blinked a couple of times, then stood up in a slight daze. "Let's go to Aro," He decided over taking me and holding the door open, I followed him to the main hall taking note of how to get there.
The route we were taking was dimly lit if I still had my incapable human eyes I would not have been able to see.
When I saw the big double doors I ran and barged in not caring what I was interrupting.
"Hello Aro, nice to see you again!" I squealed, dancing across the room past a familiar face, He looked shocked to see me.
"Isabella?" he questioned, as the form behind me flinched.
"That's me!" I squeaked with my new found confidence jumping on the balls of my feet.
"But... your hair colour, your eyes, what happened and you've only been gone for only a day surly not!" he looked to Alec for confirmation. He nodded his head curtly. "Astonishing little thing you are!" he gasped, I looked at my hair and found it to be a bubble gum pink, as soon as I went into shock it turned black, my eyes I'm guessing are red but I shall have to wait for a mirror to confirm it "You shall be our princess!" he cried, suddenly after seeing my hair change colour.
"Okay!" I squeaked turning on my heel to be greeted with, a very familiar face, that lead me to hit a wall of shock and sorrow.
It was him; he was standing there in MY new home asking for something of MY new family... I wonder what?
"Aro can I call you dad?" I asked over my shoulder not letting my eyes leave the silhouette in front of me.
"What a brilliant idea, why don't you stay and see how we do it around here," he smiled looking at Edward. "So you wish to end your existence because...?"
"I left the love of my life and I was informed by one of the shape shifters over in la push that she left 2 days ago and no one knows why, she must have killed herself and I can't carry on my existence without her." He finished looking me straight in the eye, I could see how destroyed he was over this that I was apparently dead. He had lied he still loved me he thought he was protecting me when he only put me in more danger... oh what did it matter now he had to carry on living so that I could tell him one day that I am still alive.
"Mmm," I said drumming my fingers on my lips, "Edward Anthony Masen Cullen, in a coven with Carlisle Cullen, Esme Anne Platt/Evenson, Mary-Alice, Jasper Whitlock Hale, Emmett McCarthy Cullen, Rosalie Lillian Hale, and soul mates name Isabella Marie Swan though likes to be called Bella, lives in Forks, Washington, brown hair, brown eyes. No your soul mate is still alive and you shall carry on living, you are being quiet selfish to your coven though you don't like to be called a coven do you, you are a family." I sighed and got up and walked over to him, "go back to your coven, you will get your soul mate back but for now just have fun she forgave you a long time ago and only wishes for you to enjoy life whether she is a part of it or not, but you ran thinking it was protecting her, you left her unprotected, in the hands of the red headed vampire who wanted revenge, you left because you didn't want her submitted to this life but she is now one of us," I heard Heidi muttering something to Jane about a party to celebrate the new Volturi princess "don't search for her it seems we will having a party for my crowning if I heard right Heidi and Jane we shall be inviting every vampire you shall meet her there." I turned on my heel "disappear and try to be happy for 2 weeks at most." I turned to sit back on my throne remember how I had left Charlie, how worried and worked up over me being absent for no reason he would try to get the FBI involved!
"I need to go stage my death for my farther!" I gasped remembering him not even leaving him a note and I had left 2 days ago now he would be back soon
"Yes certainly princess, go now!" I left with my new speed. I was stronger than most vampires with my new born strength; I got to America quickly.
I got into the shiny Volvo, and drove it back to his place grabbed my truck and got home I grabbed some rope and a piece of paper and wrote on it.
Dear Charlie,
I could not live any more the pain was too much after he left I went into depression, you could see that for you self you tried to get me to go to phoenix, but that was running from the problem, today I have sorted it I am in the back garden hanging from a tree I f not I will definitely be dead just through me a funeral and let it go.
I love you for who you and don't blame yourself for not sharing emotions your just being yourself if you want to blame anyone you know who to blame.
If you do cross him again please tell him I am sorry I was not good enough for him and that I still love him despite what he did but I just could not live with the pain knowing he would never be there to hold me and reassure me it would all be okay, If you see his brother tell him I did not and do not blame him. If you see the rest of the family just tell them I loved them as a second family and wished they had never left.
Love from Bella
P.S. I will miss you but I will all ways be with you somehow.
I had tears threatening to fall, thinking of all of the things I had to let go of for this life, I kind of understood why Edward didn't want me turned, that didn't stop me hating him any less. The tears spilled out onto my cheeks slowly make a trail down my face and finally dripping off of my chin to the wood floor, I loved how I could watch it in such detail as it fell to the floor; hold up vampires can't cry; but I was crying. So that's my power I can cry! Is that it wow what a boring power I was expecting something like fire shooting from my hands or something, but I get this, how pathetic! You would have thought you would get something better considering how long I was with vampires!
After I finished my little rant in my head I went out into the garden and tied a knot that should break my neck I tied the rope on a branch near a tree stump and climbed up, tied it round my neck and just hung there it wasn't long till I heard Charlie cruiser pulling into the drive way, I heard him rattle into the house noisily.
"Bells I'm home!" he called went he had open the door he then saw the note on the table. He gasped and rushed outside each of his footsteps echoing towards me on the wood surface soon they turned to the crunching of grass soon I could feel his gaze on me. He broke down on the floor, I got a whiff of his sent and nearly wrinkled my nose at the smell, and he smelt disgusting. I obviously don't like human blood either.
After nearly an hour of crying on the floor he got up and called the police... and mum. I could hear her screams from out here. Charlie then came out side and took me down and into the living room he laid me on the couch and cried mumbling,
"I knew she was up to something when her voice went all innocent before I left I should never have left her on her own," he kept saying it was his entire fault but during the end he started to blame Edward. He did this until the police got here they checked for a pulse and left it they had my note and everything to prove that I had killed myself, no investigation was needed.
Charlie organised a funeral it was only 2 days away giving mum enough time to get to forks.
"What is he doing here?" Charlie spat, enraged about the family of vampires that had just walked in I could smell them.
"Who are you talking about?" Renée asked.
"Her ex-boy friend, who drove her over the edge to do this!" I heard Charlie march over to Edward I'm guessing.
"Hi Charlie!" he whispered in a dead tone, obviously upset about something, it couldn't be me because he didn't care about me anymore, 'he didn't want me anymore'.
"Hello! I have a present for you!" he must of given the note to him. I heard ballerina footsteps come up to the casket.
"I know you're not dead Bella, but don't worry I shall not inform anyone else!" She said formally.
"Good!" I snapped knowing no one else was around. "I don't blame jasper please tell him!" she edged away and I went back into being dead.
The rest of that day was pretty boring, but thank god Charlie didn't opt to cremate me!
I ran back home from forks but needed to do something before I reached my family they could not know of my past life.
I had brought a disposable phone in forks; I rang Edward's phone number it was picked up after 2 rings as usual.
"Hello?" answered his velvety voice that made me swoon... used to make me swoon USED TO!
"Hey Edward," I sighed; I hoped he could recognise my voice.
"Bella! Is that really you?" He sounded ecstatic, I'm glad I made his day maybe one day we could patch this whole thing up but for now I just have to make sure he stays alive.
"Yeah" I shook my head trying to get my thoughts together, "Basically I rang to say I'm still alive so don't beat yourself up about it and no more going to the Volturi ... ever!"
"H... How do you know 'bout that?" he spluttered, trying to piece things together
"I'm good friends with the Volturi princess and have joined the Volturi as well, I will see you at the princesses crowning but that doesn't mean you'll see me!" I smiled a sad smile and said "Goodbye Edward," and pressed the end button if that conversation would have gone on any longer I might have lost my cool and broken down crying.
That brings me up to date I am back from Forks and with my new farther, I am now the princess of vampires. Me, Jane and Heidi are all great friends, we go shopping and do mostly everything together we are inseparable.
I now know my powers and I don't have one like most vampires, I can change my sent along with my appearance and clothing, I can control fire, water, air and earth, and I am a mental and physical shield, also I have human things occurring like I can cry which I love, I can sleep, and eat. Basically I'm human that's indestructible and doesn't need to use the toilet.
It is a week until my party and I'm not allowed to know anything about it except I have to keep my real identity a secret for an unveiling of me.
This is going to be amazing. Me and Alec get along well and our relationship grew from when we first saw each other we are in love! Even though I do compare everything to my last relationship I don't let that get in the way. I have been a vampire for only a week and I have a boy friend, and sisters and I'm the most powerful of this entire guard.
"Izzy! Izzy!" Jane squeaked yanking me from my thoughts. "Your first guests have arrived!" I jumped up.
"What look shall I go for?" I decide blond curls that reached the middle of my thigh and blue eyes, I only had to think for it to do it but when it came to clothes I had click my fingers.
"Wow! Good choice but put a short black dress on!" I clicked my fingers a black boo-tube dress that came 4 inches above my knee so if I bent down you would see my panties. I had ruby red heels that were 5 inches. "You look gorgeous can you give me the same dress in pink but an inch longer? Also black heels and down straight with pink highlights in?" she was always so descriptive it was so easy to change it so she liked it. "You need a new name!"
"Really," I sighed I had only just gotten used to people calling me Izzy. She nodded her head "Fine, Alice!" I stated.
"Why?" she looked confused.
I knew this would get on the nerves of one of my party guests even if she is not here yet. "I like it!"
"Okay let's go!" we ran to the main hall I stopped just outside and knocked.
"Come!" Aro said.
"Daddy," I squeaked and rushed in and hugged him, and then Caius, then Marcus, I then leapt over to Alec and gave him a full kiss on the mouth.
"Get a room!" shouted a voice I knew. I pulled back blushing, another thing I could do, I turned to see the whole coven there, including him!
"Hello, Emmett!" I growled.
"Whoa, how'd she know my name?!" he asked stunned.
"The blond is Rosalie, pixie is Alice, jasper next to her, blonde is Dr Carlisle Cullen, and his wife Esme!"
"Wow she knows us all!" Alice squeaked. She rushed up to me and hugged me tight. "We're going to be great friends!"
"Yeah don't count on that!" I growled. She looked sad the old me would have apologised but I, the new me, couldn't care less. I looked at him.
"I told she would," Edward whispered
"And your Edward, pleasure to see you again," I was going to walk over there and shake hands with everyone but ended up falling down the stairs.
"Alice... are you okay?" Jane asked telling everyone my cover name.
"Fine," I jumped back up and dusted myself off. I snapped my finger to change into some ripped denim shorts and gray top tucked into them.
I smiled at Esme, but didn't have enough of the old me in me to smile at the others. Excuse me for a minute, I needed to compose myself.
Alice had followed as my disguise wore off while I was running.
"Bella!" Alice whispered.
"Oh crap!" I collapsed onto my bed. "Come in Alice!" she stormed in.
"what the hell!" she screeched.
"What!" I looked at myself.
"why couldn't you tell us?" she questioned. "Edward has wanted to kill himself ever since that day." She said shaking her head.
"Because... because... I don't care!" I screamed putting all of my barriers up, she came to hug me and flinched. "Don't bother I'm the most powerful vampire you will ever met!"
"What do you mean?" she cried.
"I have a mental shield and physical. I can change my appearance and clothes also sent. And I can control water, fire, earth, air and earth, and I can cry throw up sleep eat, and get drunk!"
"Wow that's amazing! So when are you planning on forgiving Edward?"
"Never!" I muttered.
"What!" this made the other rush in, luckily I had started to change my appearance and put my mental shield around Alice. I dropped my appearance and my flaming red hair came back.
I forgot to tell you my eyes are the same they change with my emotion, and if you saw my hair now you would see how angry I was.
"Why is her hair and eyes constantly changing?" Emmett asked shocked.
"My eyes and hair is compatible with my emotions!" I snapped, I took a steadying breath, "but I can hide it if I want to."
"Wow feisty princess!" he laughed, it felt too much like old time I can't take it! I ran and ran; I soon fond I had swam and ran all the way around the earth. Great! What's next on my, to do list before I turn twenty! I ran back in and grabbed Edward and ran with him to the meadow, our meadow.
"Edward I have something to tell you and you're most likely going to go in to shock but please don't it'll make it easier on my behalf." I sighed trying to figure out how to tell him now, I couldn't turn back now. "Edward I'm Bella." I decided to do it straight before I freaked and couldn't do it.
He sat there frozen for what felt like hours but was only, minutes.
"No," He said sternly "no, no, no, no!" he screamed "prove it," he sighed. His emotions were everywhere, I was getting confused.
I pulled the memory out of my murky human memories and repeated what he did when we first came here.
In the end I did something I had never done before... I dropped my mental shield.
I heard his sharp intake of breath from the other side of the small field. He ran to me he looked happy but he broke my heart he can't just expect me to except him and get on with life I have to piece my life back together. I avoided his charge at me; I just looked at him in despair.
"You broke my heart Edward it can't just be put back together immediately by you being here." I expected him to do some sort of grand gesture to prove he loved me nothing happened he just stared blankly at me, "come on let's go back and tell the others,"
"Emmett, Rose, Alice, Jasper, Carlisle, Esme!" I called, as I re-entered the building with Edward, who looked like he was on auto pilot, they all quickly arrived in front of us. "I have some..." I couldn't decide on what word to use to describe it "news."
"What do you want?" Rose snapped, well two can play at that game.
"Shut it, you dumb blonde!" I bit back; (Not trying to be horrible to blondes my best friend is blond and she's really clever) she looked shocked I was changing again, trying to remember how to be myself again.
"That's freaky!" Emmett squirmed. I got back to normal and changed my eye colour to the brown I had and put a bit more colour in my cheeks, they all gasped except Alice who looked please and Edward was glaring at the floor.
"Well this is me!" I smiled Emmett pulled me into a bone crushing hug.
Crack...
"Ow!" I screamed. "I'm still human!"
"How?" they all asked in unison.
"Hold on!" I put my arm into plaster with the click of a finger. " well my powers are... well firstly I can change my appearance, clothes and sent, I can control water, fire, earth and air, I have a mental and physical shield, and I am human kind of I'm immortal but I can throw up, sleep, eat, get drunk, and cry." I had been looking at the floor the whole time I heard a small growl.
It was Rosalie. "Typical we all thought you were throwing away stuff when you still have it all!" she lunged for me, fire made its way out of my finger.
"No!" I cried. "I don't! Don't all try and treat this like it will all go back to normal, because it won't, you all broke my heart and its going to take time to mend and I might be able to let you back in if you prove you won't leave again." I stood taller feeling like I got some sort of closure from the family but I would never get closure with Edward he was my soul mate. "It's too late for that I had actually considered killing myself but I found a way around it!" I sighed. "I have a good life now and I don't want it wrecked again. I had to hold myself together I died the day you left!" I screamed.
Alec came running he caught me just in time before I hit the ground.
A/N: I don't own twilight and hope you enjoy the updated version of chapter one it has changed a lot!
It's gone from 3,105 words to 6,388 words!