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Chapter 1 Jerome POV

The darkness can be comforting sometimes. You don't get distracted by anything; a perfect time to think. After he caught me cutting, I didn't know what to think. Now, I have time for my brain to catch up with my life. My sad depressing excuse of a life. Honestly, I don't know why I haven't just ended it yet. I guess the only reason is for the hope that one day, Joy will forgive me.

I know I was the one to break up with her. I was angry, who wouldn't be. Finding out that your girlfriend, the one girlfriend you truly love, is scheming with your ex to get revenge; that would make any sane human angry or upset, or both. I was so angry I didn't even bother to listen to her side of the story. I've heard it now and I feel bad about what I did. I should have just let her explain. I tried getting her back after I found out her feeling were real but she just wouldn't listen to me. She would just pretend I wasn't there. I wish I wasn't.

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