Title: So Wrong Chapter 01
Paring: Muguruma Kensei/Hisagi Shuuhei
Rating: NC-17
Labels: M/M, Yaoi, Anal, Lemon, Minor (15), AT
Chapters: 03
Word Count: 12075
Pages: 21
Continuation: Yes, I have the next few chapters completely written and I am currently editing them. I also have a total of 8 chapters partially written.
Beta: None
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach nor do I make any money off of this.
Summery:100 years ago Shuuhei doesn't go home when Kensei tells him to and gets caught up in everything and by the time anyone notices that he's there it's too late and they decided the best option is to take him with them.
Kensei hated that the kid was living with them. He hated it more than he could really explain. The damn brat hadn't listened to him and had managed to get caught up in all of it. But the worst part was that he was too young to even begin to understand what had transpired that night.
Kensei sighed and shook his head looking over to the side. 'No.' He thought. 'That's not the worse part.' It was the way he looked at him all the time, with those damn eyes of his. So clear and bright. He followed him around like a puppy and Kensei couldn't say that he entirely hated it anymore. Last week Shuuhei had spent several days with Urahara and Kensei had found himself missing the little pitter-patter of feet following him everywhere he went.
He found that somehow over the few years they'd already been here that he liked the kid, or at lest the person he seemed to be turning into. He looked over his shoulder to see the dark hair peeking out from around the corner. Kensei rolled his eyes. "Oi kid." Shuuhei jumped and gasped in surprise and being seen. "Come 'ere."
He gave the man a odd sort of dubious look before he made his way over to his side. He was already 15 but still a fair bit shorter than Kensei. Though he seemed to be growing like a weed lately. Every time he turned around the kid was even taller. At this rate he might just grow to surpass him in height. He was still skinny as hell though. Whenever he started to put on weight he had another growth spurt and was back to looking like a rail.
Shuuhei stopped just short of where Kensei stood and looked up at him, his grey eyes poking out from beneath black bangs. He didn't say anything and Kensei hadn't expected him too. He often didn't say much, at lest not around him. Though he'd heard from Rose and some of the others that when he wasn't around, Shuuhei was actually quite talkative, or that he could be. Shinji had commented on his sense of humor and the fact that he laugh all the time. Kensei had never seen him laugh. He barely even heard him speak in the last six years. He'd honestly done his best to ignore the boy. But that seemed more and more impossible to him.
He knew that his voice had changed. From the few times he did speak around him. It was no longer that whinny little tone but instead deeper, stronger. He was honestly becoming a bit jealous of the relationship he seemed to be developing with all the others. He was the one the kid followed around all the time.
Kensei studied him appraisingly. He was definitely much taller. He came up to his shoulders now. His hair was still a spiky mess of black, though it was longer, falling slightly down his neck. His eyes, he noticed, were a clear grey and you could see the boy thinking through them. He was smart, really smart and Rose was having trouble finding a tutor for him that could keep up. He'd gone through three in the last 6 months.
"Shinji says you laugh alot."
Shuuhei blinked and cocked his head to the side slightly. Then after a small pause he slowly nodded never taking his eyes off Kensei.
"I didn't know that. I don't know much of anything about you. It's cuz you're always following me around so far back. I never get a chance to know you." Shuuhei still didn't speak though he seemed to brighten even more. Kensei struggled not to roll his eyes at him again. It was difficult to deal with the kid and his hero worship. But he wanted to make the effort. He was tired of being left out of everything, well not everything but a fair number of things.
Kensei sighed. "Come with me." Turning he walked away. After a few seconds he soon heard the familiar pitter patterning of feet again and smiled softly.
"Sit down." Kensei gestured at the small bed and then pulled the desk chair out and turned it around to sit on it backwards. He waited but the kid didn't say anything, he was just looking at him and fidgeting with the sleeves of his shirt. It was too big for him. It looked like something Love would wear. It probably was. They had issues keeping him in cloths that fit what with the way he was always growing. None of them really wanted to go shopping except for Mashiro and she just wasn't someone they trusted to pick out appropriate clothing. Kensei took a deep breath and sighed. "For fuck's sake say somethin'."
Shuuhei jumped and seemed to unconsciously flinch. "Umm... wh-" He looked down.
Kensei groaned. "You're always followin' me around every where I go but you never talk to me. You talk to everyone else but not me. The others have all gotten close to you, they like you but I can't. It's annoying."
"Sorry..." Shuuhei shifted again uncomfortably.
"Don't... damn it don't be sorry... just fix it." He sighed in exasperation and got up from the chair. Moving across the room he sat next to the boy on the bed. "You don't have to be sorry just talk to me. I'm not gonna hurt you."
Shuuhei nodded his head. He still didn't look at him and it seemed the act of moving to sit next to him made the kid tense even more.
"Here. Could you at lest look at me?" When Shuuhei didn't move Kensei had to force himself to take a deep breath and try to remain calm. Though Shuuhei showed no sign of actually listening to him so finally he took the boy's chin in his hand and turned it towards him. He looked surprised and flinched when Kensei touched him. "There. Now, how come you never talk to me but you do to everyone else?"
Shuuhei swallowed. Kensei still hadn't let go of him and he fought not to blush. His body shook and yet he couldn't close his eyes. "I..." He took several deep breaths and it seemed as though he were fighting with something. "I... I..." Deflating in obvious resignation Shuuhei snapped his eyes shut his face growing warm.
Kensei eyed him and noticed the slight blush on his cheeks. The way the kid always looked at him, especially lately... and he was 15 now... Kensei sighed and let him go. But Shuuhei didn't move. He just sat there like that his face turned up at him and his eyes tightly shut. Again Kensei raised his hand and this time ran his thumb down the boy's face. He was soft... Kensei thought. Opening his palm he cupped the brunette's cheek in the hollow of his palm and stroked slowly with his thumb.
Shuuhei felt like he couldn't breath. He felt faint, light headed. That felt so nice.
Kensei watched as a shiver ran through the kid's body. It made him smile. "You're pretty cute kid."
Shuuhei gasped at that. There was no way... But opening his eyes he saw how he was looking at him and his blushed doubled.
Watching Shuuhei's face Kensei noticed when he opened his eyes again and his blush got worse. Smiling he brought his other hand up and traced the far side of Shuuhei's face running his fingers along the kid's jaw and then down to his neck. He watched as his body shook and his breathing picked up. There wasn't even a question in his mind anymore. He knew now why Shuuhei never talked to him. "You've got a crush on me... don't ya kid? That's why ya always follow me around but never talk to me."
Shuuhei felt his face burning. Immediately he pulled back and turned away. He'd been caught. He knew how he felt now. What was he going to do? What if he wanted him to leave now... what if... He didn't want to go somewhere else... he wanted to stay here, with his friends... with him.
"Hey..." Kensei's brow furrowed as the kid pulled back from him. "Look at me." Shuuhei didn't comply so Kensei grabbed him again, one hand on his chin like before and he used his other to grab one of Shuuhei's wrists so he could turn his body. "What's goin' on?"
"You... but..." Shuuhei swallowed hard. "Please don't send me away."
Kensei actually felt his mouth fall open. "Send you away? Why the hell would I do somethin' like that?"
"Be... because... because I..." He couldn't breath right. His chest hurt. He didn't want to go away. "Shinji-san said that if you... he said I couldn't tell you because you'd be angry and you'd make me leave."
"Tha-" Kensei fought not to growl. "I ain't gonna send you away. Even if I wanted to at this point I think the rest of 'em wouldn't allow it. Everyone here likes ya too much for that. You're not gonna get sent away. Okay?"
Shuuhei nodded and felt relief sweep through him. But that didn't change the fact that he'd been found out. Kensei finally released his hold on Shuuhei's face though he kept a hold of his wrist.
"So it's true then. You like me?" Pulling back Shuuhei lifted his legs to the bed and wrapped his free arm around his shins. He rested his head on his knees and slowly nodded once.
Kensei shook his head and damn near chuckled. "You think I'm mad at you now?"
Again the boy nodded.
"I'm not." He ran his hand down Shuuhei's wrist where he'd been holding him before. When he got to the back of his hand he turned the kid's over and slipped his fingers against Shuuhei's.
The boy seemed shocked and he snapped his head up to look at Kensei, his eyes huge. This time Kensei did chuckle. "You should see your face kid. What did you think I was gonna do huh?"
Slowly Shuuhei lowered his eyes and shrugged once. "I thought you'd be mad at me..."
"I'm not mad. I don't really know as it would be appropriate. But I'm not mad."
Shuuhei nodded. "I know... I don't..." He paused for a very long time and put his head back down on his knees. "I know." He didn't pull his hand away though, Kensei noticed. "I'm not what... I'm not what you'd want..."
Kensei actually laughed this time much to Shuuhei's shock. "That ain't it kid. It's the fact that you're pretty much still a baby."
Shuuhei bristled next to him. "I'm not a baby!" He shouted. "I'm 15! I'm not a baby!"
With a final huff of laughter Kensei scooted back further on the bed until he was centered on it sitting cross legged. Then with the hand he still had holding Shuuhei's he pulled the kid forward. Shuuhei found himself off balance and Kensei moved to grab his shoulder and turn him so his back was facing him. Then he wrapped that arm around his front and pulled him back into his lap and put his other arm around Shuuhei's waist holding him there.
Shuuhei had that same feeling he had before. He couldn't breath. He was dizzy. He was starting to hyperventilate.
Kensei bent forward to whisper into the kid's ear. "Yes. You are. Otherwise you wouldn't freak out like this when I pulled you into me. You're still too young to know what to do with it. That's not a bad thing. You have alot of things to experience and you should do them with someone closer to your own age. You couldn't handle the kinds of things I would want in a relationship."
Shuuhei stiffened again. He clenched his fist at his sides and turned over his shoulder. "You surprised me!"
"Is that all?" Kensei asked smiling.
"Yes." He looked indignant. "I'm not a dumb kid you know. I can handle anything you'd do to me."
"Oh can you?" Kensei said a little bemused.
"Yes!"
He bent forward and with one hand pressed to Shuuhei's cheek, he kissed him. The kid froze completely. He didn't move he didn't kiss back he just froze. When Kensei pulled back he was still smiling. "I don't think so."
Shuuhei finally came back to himself and closed his eyes. He felt embarrassed now. But he knew he could do it. If he just stopped surprising him he'd be fine. When he opened his eyes and looked up he saw that grin and it made him angry. Shuuhei snapped.
With a surge he pushed up and grabbed Kensei with both arms around his neck. He pulled himself up and slammed their lips together again.
This time it was Kensei's turn to be surprised. He hadn't expected the kid to do something like that. He smiled though and put his arms around the teenager and pulled him back as he leaned on the headboard. This time Shuuhei matched him. When Kensei pulled him back he didn't even flinch he just laid himself down on Kensei's chest and kissed him all the harder. Soon he was opening his mouth against Kensei's and moaning softly into the kiss. Without even thinking about it Kensei slipped his tongue into the boy's mouth and tightened his grip around his waist when he tasted the sweetness.
Shuuhei moaned quietly feeling the tongue and pressed his own against it. His full weight was laying on the man beneath him now and he could feel every muscle as they pressed into his body. Shifting his legs he pulled them up onto the bed and then laid them out behind him. He pulled himself up until he was leaning down against the man kissing him.
Kensei groaned when Shuuhei shifted over top of him. The kid had his legs between his now and was pressing down on him. He felt the top of Shuuhei's thigh against his crotch and fought not to rock into it. Things were getting out of hand. But when he tried to pull Shuuhei back the kid wouldn't have it. He latched onto his hair with both hands and continued kissing Kensei over and over again. He didn't really seem inclined to stop. As he shifted again Kensei felt his eyes roll back in his head. Damn he was putting pressure an all the right places and he didn't even know what he was doing. He gripped tightly to those skinny hips and willed his body to push the other away but somewhere lost his ability to do so. Instead he found his hands pulling up on Shuuhei's shirt until it came untucked from his pants. He didn't stop there either. Pulling up the cloth his hands found their way underneath to touch the delicate skin beneath. He was so soft his fingers glided over him like he were ice, only warm... his skin was so warm...
Shuuhei's lips hurt, and his mouth was sore. But he didn't stop kissing. It was amazing. He never thought something like kissing could be as big a deal as everyone seemed to make it. But with every press of his lips he felt butterflies in his stomach. He briefly noticed the man beneath him try to push him back but he wouldn't let him. He didn't want to stop. He was afraid that if it stopped then it would never start again. So he grabbed onto the white hair and felt the pressure against his hips stop. When the hands moved away completely he was afraid that Kensei would do something else to pull him back. But he didn't. He started tugging at his shirt and then he felt those hands on his skin. It made him shudder. Kensei had such large hands. They wrapped almost all the way around his waist. Then they were pulling, not pushing. He was pulling him closer and he heard a groan. He liked it! He liked Shuuhei kissing him. Shifting again to get better purchase he dove down tilting his head to get an even deeper kiss. Again he heard that groan and he was almost shaking from it. He really liked it!
Kensei was going crazy. The kid needed to stop squirming around like that between his legs. Still he didn't try to push him away again. Instead he allowed his hands to travel upward along the smooth skin of Shuuhei's back until he came to his shoulders. Once there he pulled down and pressed himself up to once again take control of the kiss.
Gasping Shuuhei sunk down easily against the other's body. Those hands ran down his skin again, this time along his sides and he couldn't help the sound he made. That touch made him shiver. He wanted to do more. He tried to think back to the few times he'd seen one of the others doing this type of thing. It wasn't very helpful though because they'd stopped taking people home with them less then a year after they'd gotten here. What little he had seen was somewhat fuzzy now. But there were also the magazines he'd 'borrowed' from Lisa-san. He tried to think back to the pictures. An idea struck him and he shifted again drawing his arms down to rest them along Kensei's chest. He moved his lips outward, away from the other's mouth and then down towards the jaw line.
Kensei felt his eyes falling close as Shuuhei moved again. He was moving his lips, away... down... Kensei moaned softly when they tickled against his jaw. But Shuuhei didn't stop there. He sunk down further all the way to the end of his jaw and then pressed his lips to Kensei's neck. His hands gripped more tightly on Shuuhei's body in an attempt to find his sanity again. His neck was one of his weak points. What the hell was happening? What was he letting happen? But when Shuuhei traveled further, when he started nibbling... those tentative lips, curiously exploring his body, that made Kensei fucking hot.
Kensei sat up again and put one of his hands into the dark messy hair and drew Shuuhei back up to his lips. He used his other hand to grip the back of one of Shuuhei's thighs. When he'd sat up he force Shuuhei back to rest on his knees. Now he pulled him up so that his thighs no longer touched his calves and then lifted up and out. He forced Shuuhei's leg over his own so that there was only one leg between his. Then he pulled forward on the lower part of the brunette's back thrusting him forward against his stomach.
Shuuhei gasped loudly when Kensei started moving him. When he pulled him forward he couldn't help the moan at how he was being pressed into the older man. He bent his neck down completely and put both of his hands to Kensei's face as he kissed him.
Kensei looked up at the kid and watched how the messy hair framed Shuuhei's features. It was beautiful. Closing his eyes again he reached up and put his hand to the back of Shuuhei's neck to keep him down against his lips. Then he went back to his thigh with his other hand. This time he grabbed the back of the leg Shuuhei still had between his own. He did the same thing he had with the other and pulled it out and over his leg to rest on the other side effectively making Shuuhei straddle him. Then he grabbed both of Shuuhei's hips and pulled.
He felt himself get pulled down and suddenly they were almost even again. Though Shuuhei's face was actually slightly lower than Kensei's so he tilted his head up to get a better kiss. But the older man didn't seemed entirely satisfied with that. He put his hand on Shuuhei's ass and jerked forcefully bringing Shuuhei's hips forward against him. What he felt made him moan. There was something against him now... a hard bulge pressing into his body... had he really gotten the older man so aroused? When Kensei squeezed his ass again Shuuhei actually tossed his head back. He'd never been touched like this. He'd never been touched at all and now... everything was moving so fast, so suddenly.
Kensei growled and launched forward at Shuuhei's neck. He wanted to go lower but the shirt collar was in his way. Instead of bothering with the buttons he put his free hand to one side and pulled. The shirt ripped open with a shocked gasp from the boy above him. But he didn't pull away so Kensei continued. He kissed lower and lower and when he felt he'd gone far enough down he opened his mouth wide placing it against Shuuhei's skin and sucked. He squeezed his hand where it still lay on Shuuhei's ass and brought his other up to the back of the kid's neck and pulled his body into his lips.
Shuuhei closed his eyes and moaned. He tried to be quite though. If the others found them like this they might make him stop. He didn't want it to stop. He wanted to prove that he was old enough for this. He wanted to prove to Kensei that he could do it. Then maybe... maybe he'd want him too.
Jerking forward Kensei brought Shuuhei's body flush against his own once more. He moved his hand back from his ass and slipped it in carefully under the boy's pants. When he felt the soft skin his fingers dug in. He moved his lips again down along Shuuhei's collar bone and shoulders. Simultaneously he moved his other hand down from the brunette's neck to his upper back holding him closely. Every time he readjusted his grip Shuuhei fell back away from him slightly which made him clench him all the tighter when he'd finished repositioning. Once he'd reached Shuuhei's chest he started biting. The body he held jerked but settled quickly. So quickly Kensei didn't even register the motion.
He grabbed tightly on one ass cheek and then pulled upward until Shuuhei was sitting up as much as he could be. This brought his chest and stomach more level with Kensei's mouth. The shirt was still buttoned on the bottom so Kensei removed both of his hands and took up each side of the shirt. He pulled it the rest of the way open and since he had his hands free for the moment, he moved onto the pants too. He didn't even bother with the buttons he just ripped, exactly like he'd done with the shirt.
Shuuhei gasped and his eyes shot open. Everything was going so fast. It was so much faster than he'd been expecting. And now... now that he felt his cloths getting ripped off of him he felt scared. Why was he scared?
Once the pants were open Kensei put his hands back where they had been previously. He squeezed and manipulated Shuuhei's ass and let his fingers slip between the cheeks. He rubbed carefully at the opening there but didn't penetrate. He just wanted to tease, let it be know what he eventually wanted.
Shuuhei felt his breath come harshly. His body started shaking. Things were moving too fast. 'No.' He shook his head. He wasn't going to wimp out now. He'd told Kensei he could take it and damn it he was going to do anything the other wanted. He was going to prove that he could.
Kensei went back to kissing at the body in front of him. It tasted so good. He wrapped one of his arms entirely around the lean hips and tugged them forwards against him. Withdrawing his other hand he put his fingers in his mouth and sucked for just a few seconds before returning the hand to where it had been previously, slipped down the boy's pants. He had more room, now that they were open in the front, and he planed to take advantage of that. Slipping his fingers once more between the cheeks he found the entrance he'd been stroking before. Pushing harder on it, this time he fully intended to breach it.
Shuuhei closed his eyes tightly and put his hands to Kensei's shoulders. This was happening... it was really happening. He'd dreamt of this. He'd been thinking about it almost non stop for the past year and a half. He wanted it so badly and yet still he was scared. Why was he always so scared of everything? There was nothing here to be scared of!
Kensei pushed in and closed his eyes from the heat and tightness around his finger. He rested his face forward against the side of Shuuhei's hip. Even with how tight the kid was the digit slipped in smoothly. He didn't wait though, once he'd pushed in all the way to his last knuckle he immediately pulled it back out and then shoved back in. He didn't go slow. He didn't allow time for adjustment. He just started fucking him roughly with his finger.
Shuuhei gasped and moaned. It was so fast... he was moving so fast inside of him. He'd done that to himself before but never that fast. He always went slower. But it felt good. Then the finger started wiggling rapidly back and forth and Shuuhei lurched forward bending himself over the body beneath him. He was panting and had to fight with himself not to moan. He didn't want to get caught.
With each intrusion Kensei made he felt those hips press forward against his body. But he started wiggling when he realized just that wasn't enough to loosen Shuuhei up. Though he'd never been a patient man so soon he was shoving his second finger inside of him. The entry wasn't as smooth as with just the one but the body he was intruding didn't pull away so he kept going.
Shuuhei bit his lip. It was uncomfortable and actually started to hurt. But he didn't pull away. He was afraid that if he voiced any concern he'd break the moment and then Kensei wouldn't keep going. He just had to hope that eventually he'd get used to it. He could do this.
Kensei groaned as his fingers slipped all the way in. It was so damn tight. He couldn't imagine how that would feel around his cock. This time he waited. He gave time for adjustment. If he'd been thinking it would have occurred to him that Shuuhei was a virgin and he probably would have allowed more time... though... if he'd really been thinking then he wouldn't be doing this in the first place.
Gasping Kensei started to draw his fingers back. At first the body he was pulling them from followed but he held Shuuhei's hips tightly and pulled them in towards himself forcing the separation. He didn't pull them all the way out though. He hesitated for a brief second with just the tips of his fingers inside of him before slowly pushing back in. Feeling the arch of Shuuhei's back over his arm he smiled. He did it again and then again. He'd soon found a slow, predictable rhythm that had the boy above him panting and gasping for breath.
He clenched his fingers around Kensei's shoulders tightly. It hurt. It hurt. But he didn't say stop. Even if it hurt he wasn't going to say stop. He could do this. Shuuhei clenched his jaw tightly shut. He could do this.
Kensei kissed at Shuuhei's rather prominent hip bone. He loved the taste of that skin and was soon nibbling softly at the warmth of it. As he shoved his fingers back in a little harder this time he felt nails dig into his shoulders. It made him moan softly. He started wiggling his fingers again and smiled when the teen slumped even more over top of him.
Shuuhei couldn't breath right. Why did it hurt so much? It shouldn't hurt like this. None of the people in the magazine had looked like they were in pain so why did it hurt so much? Shuuhei gasped. The fingers were suddenly gone, withdrawn from his body. 'Oh no. What if he knows it hurts. What if he stops now?' Shuuhei felt panic. But when Kensei jerked up and started twisting around to press Shuuhei down on the bed beneath him his heart started racing for a completely different reason. What if he didn't stop?
Kensei put his hands to the pants he'd already opened and pulled them down along with Shuuhei's underwear. When he saw the long slender cock slip out of them he licked his lips. Laying his body down fully on Shuuhei he started to kiss his neck again sucking tenderly along the collar bone. He shifted his hips and easily found his way between the teen's parted thighs and ground against him.
Shuuhei whimpered and clutched tightly to the man's shoulders. His pants were gone, he was completely naked except for the shirt which still hung from his shoulders. He bent his knees around Kensei's waist and stomach and clenched his eyes shut. He wanted this, he told himself. This was what he wanted. He couldn't back down now.
Snapping his hips forward Kensei moaned against the brunette's neck. He heard whimpers and cries above him. Each soft sound sent a breath of hot air that tickled against his hair. Reaching down he popped open the button on his own pants followed quickly by the zipper. He pulled them down just enough to get his dick out and then licked his palm and stroked himself once. He pressed kiss after kiss to Shuuhei's collar bone and positioned himself at his entrance.
Shuuhei felt heat, different from Kensei's fingers. The tip of it was blunt and it was much larger. 'Oh god! That's his... it's-' He didn't get any further in his thoughts when Kensei shoved into him with a snap of his hips.
Shuuhei slapped a hand over his mouth in an attempt not to scream. His whole body exploded with pain. Dear god that hurt. He could feel the tearing inside. Shuuhei tucked himself into Kensei's neck clutching him even tighter with the hand he had still on the man's shoulder. It hurt! His whole body was being stretched around Kensei and it was too much. That thing inside of him was too thick and it hurt so much he could barely keep himself from screaming. 'It hurts... it hurts...' It wasn't supposed to be like this was it? Sex wasn't supposed to hurt this much. But this hurt. This hurt so much there was nothing Shuuhei could do but ride it out and hope the pain went away.
Kensei groaned at the heat and tightness but he felt the body he entered clench around him tightly. It made him pause. When he looked up he saw Shuuhei with his hand over his mouth and there were tears slipping slowly down his cheeks.
'Shit.'
Realization finally seemed to hit him. What the hell had he just done? How could he have let it go this far? Kensei took a deep breath and rested his head down on the pillow just above Shuuhei. What was wrong with him? What... what had he done? Slowly, with one arm, he curled the boy's head closer into the crock of his neck and shoulder. "Shh... It's okay... I'm sorry..." He closed his eyes and took another deep breath before he started to pull back. But in a flash hands were gripping his hips and holding him in place.
"Please... please don't stop. Please."
"Shuuhei."
"Please!"
Kensei lifted his head and looked down at the brunette. He was in tears and his body was shaking. It had to have hurt alot but the kid was doing everything he could to push that aside. He didn't have to. Kensei wasn't going to yell at him, not when he was the one who deserved to be yelled at. Of course the kid didn't know that. "Shuuhei... you... you can't still want this. Look at yourself."
"I don't care. Please, please don't stop."
"This isn't a discussion." He stared to pull back again but stopped when he saw Shuuhei flinch. He watched as the kid bit his lip and felt fingers dig in sharply against his skin. It still hurt. Just taking it out was hurting him. He'd not given him anywhere near the preparation he needed. He must have ripped him in half.
"Please. This is what I wanted..." Shuuhei cringed at the pain and dug his fingers into Kensei's back but he didn't pull away. His voice was soft and quite but he didn't let the man go. "I want you to be inside of me. I wanna do this. Please."
"Me being inside of you is what's hurting you Shuuhei."
He shook his head sending black hair flying everywhere. He couldn't let Kensei stop now, not when they were already this far. "I don't care. I want this. I can handle it. It's already feeling better. Please."
"Shuuhei..."
The boy looked up and in a second had his hands around Kensei's neck and was pulling him down into a searing kiss. "Please. We're already this far, can't we just keep going? I mean, it feels good for you right?"
He could feel the boy's body beneath him, so warm and inviting, so difficult to resist. The way Shuuhei's finger tips glided over his shoulders and pulled him back down into a kiss was almost more then Kensei could resist. Almost. "It doesn't for you."
"It will. I'm sure it will just please. I wanna make you feel good."
"Shuuhei-" He felt himself pulled down into another kiss this one even better than the previous. Kensei found his hand coming up to trace Shuuhei's cheek and he moaned softly. He learned quick that was damn sure. Then he was rocking his hips softly and Kensei broke the kiss to get air at how that made everything constrict around his cock. "Stop that," he growled. But Shuuhei didn't listen. He lifted his hips further and sunk back more quickly. "I said stop doing that."
"No." He kept his arms wrapped tightly around Kensei's neck and pulled him into another kiss. Everything burned inside of him and all he could feel was the sharp, searing pain. But he didn't want to stop. Even if it hurt the act of actually being this close to the older man made it worth it, actually being able to have the man he loved inside of him, it was that thought more than anything that made him want to keep going.
Kensei moaned. The muscles around him constricted and pulled him deeper inside the warmth of Shuuhei's body. "Damn it kid. You're gonna get me into so much trouble."
Shuuhei finally smiled.
Bending down to give the brunette another kiss Kensei stared to rock his hips. He moved very, very slowly. He knew Shuuhei was nowhere near as prepared as he should have been. He needed to take his time, be slow or else he'd make it worse. He didn't even pull back or thrust. He just rocked his hips along Shuuhei's and that was enough movement to make them both gasp. Even for a virgin he was impossibly tight.
'Virgin.'
Kensei wanted to hit himself. Shuuhei was a virgin. 'Not anymore you bastard,' he thought bitterly. But he couldn't stop now. What little will power he'd managed to summon Shuuhei had sent flying away. Oh the others were going to kill him. They were gonna kill him dead.
Shuuhei held tightly to the man above him. Slowly the pain started to subsided. He let the fingers of one hand slip into the soft white hair at the top of Kensei's neck. He cradled the back of his head and pressed the side of his face into Kensei's shoulder. It was getting better... the pain was going away, slowly, but it was going away. "Ah-a." Gasping Shuuhei arched up into the older man and felt the muscles in his body tighten with pleasure. Kensei was inside of him. Kensei was actually inside of him, right now, at this moment. The man of his dreams, the man he loved had his dick buried inside his ass. Shuuhei felt another wave of ecstasy pass through him and his body tightened yet again from the pleasure of it.
Kensei put one hand on Shuuhei's hip and curled his fingers around to his back. He used the hand to shift Shuuhei's body more. It was killing him going this slow. But he could also feel every twitch and movement of Shuuhei's body beneath his own. It was amazing. He felt as Shuuhei arched his back and pressed up into him more. Just that little action took his breath away. It was unbelievable. He groaned and let his head fall down over Shuuhei's shoulder. He rocked slowly and this time pulled out the slightest bit and then sunk back just as slowly. Shuuhei gasped and clutched at him tighter around his shoulders. "It still hurt?"
He wasn't sure how to answer that. If he said yes then he might stop but if he said no he wasn't being completely honest. He elected for the middle ground and shook his head. "Unn... not so much anymore."
"Okay." Even with that he was afraid to really move. He figured Shuuhei would know when he was ready or at lest he hoped he did. If nothing else he would know when the pain had stopped. He rocked against him again and couldn't stop the groan. Everything felt so much more intense when they moved this slowly. It wasn't something he'd ever really experienced before but it was amazing. Sure he'd had slow sex before but never this slow. Every slight shift of the hips or the way their bodies slipped along one another... it took his breath away every time Shuuhei made the slightest movement.
Shuuhei felt breath in his ear and a shiver went down his spine. He used the hand he still had in Kensei's hair to turn his head and looked at him. With a smile he brought his other hand up from where it rested on Kensei's shoulder and brushed his hair to the side.
Kensei fixed his eyes onto Shuuhei's face and couldn't stop his hips from their movement. He pulled out slowly... just the smallest bit, no more than an inch or two and stayed there. He watched as Shuuhei's eyes closed and he arched upward pressing his stiff cock against Kensei's stomach.
"Oh... Umm..." Shuuhei's fingers tightened on the back of Kensei's neck and he moaned. "Pp-p... pl... please... Please... m-m... m... m-more..."
Watching him Kensei felt his breath leave him. With the arm he had over Shuuhei's head he moved his fingers to play in the black hair. The way it splayed across the white pillow cases caught his attention the contrast of it was so great. "Okay..." Shifting again he sunk his cock back into Shuuhei's body making the boy gasp and bite his lip. He moved his free hand to the brunette's hips and shifted them up to get deeper. When he felt his body press fully against Shuuhei's ass his eye rolled back into his head.
"Uhhn!" Shuuhei bit his lip again, this time harder. His muscles were jumping and contracting and he gripped Kensei's shoulders tightly with both hands. He clenched but then let his breath out slowly in a rolling moan as his body relaxed.
"Do... did you like that?"
Shuuhei nodded and opened his eyes again. "Yes. I liked it alot. Do... do it again?"
Nodding his head Kensei drew his hips back again just as slowly and just as swallow as before. Though this time he hesitated longer, pausing after he drew some of himself out of Shuuhei's body. He could feel the contrast between what was inside of him and what wasn't. The tightness and the heat made him shiver and wrapping his arms tightly around the boy beneath him he sunk in again still slowly and with great care. "You... feel amazing," he said softly. Removing one hand from underneath Shuuhei he cupped the side of the brunette's face in his palm. Bending forward he kissed him tenderly and then pulled back to watch the kid once more. There was a soft pang in his heart but it was small enough he didn't register it.
Shuuhei thought he might cry hearing those words. "I'm so happy... I... I so badly wanna make you feel good." He looked up and smiled wrapping his arms around Kensei's chest.
"I... I do. What about you? Does it still hurt?"
Shuuhei shook his head and pressed up to kiss him. "No, not really. It's a little tight but... it doesn't really hurt anymore. Not like it did."
Kensei nodded. He could definitely agree with Shuuhei that things were 'tight'. He'd never felt someone like this. Of course if he'd been thinking he would have stretched Shuuhei a whole lot more before shoving his dick up his ass and he wouldn't have been so god damn tight. As Shuuhei shifted again Kensei groaned and laid down more fully on the boy drawing him into his arms. He put his head to the pillow just above Shuuhei's black hair. Taking a moment Kensei closed his eyes, then he moaned as he pulled out again. This time he went further. He pulled out at lest half of his length and once more hesitated. When Shuuhei whimpered at him and clutched his body tighter Kensei smiled and sunk back down.
"Why do you pause like that?" His words were more whined than spoken.
Shuuhei was breathing into his neck and Kensei felt his eyes roll back again. Shifting his hips several times he moaned when Shuuhei started panting against him. "Because..." Slowly Kensei made several shallow thrusts. He didn't really pull out at all, just pressed himself harder against Shuuhei's ass. The teen moaned and his fingers dug into the light colored skin. "I don't want you to be able to predict what I'm gonna do. It'll make it feel better that way." He felt a nod against his neck and rested his cheek to Shuuhei's hair.
"I don't like it when you're gone for so long."
Shuuhei's words were mumbled and when Kensei looked down he saw that the kid had a bright blush coloring his cheeks. He grinned and pulled out this time all the way to his tip. "Is that so?"
Shuuhei whined again and clutched tightly to the strong shoulders above him rumpling the material of Kensei's shirt. "Yes... It... it feels empty..."
"I see."
He sunk back into Shuuhei's body only it was so slow the teen felt like he were being tortured. "Faster..." he pleaded. "Please... please do it faster..."
"I don't think you're ready for faster." He pulled out again, this time only about half way. On his way back in he snapped his hips once but the quick thrust was so short that all it served to do was tease him. He used the same agonizingly slow pace to sink the rest of his cock back into Shuuhei's body.
"Ah! I am... please I am." Planting both of his feet firmly on the bed Shuuhei lifted himself up just enough to change Kensei's angle. "I can handle it."
Groaning Kensei put one hand back down to Shuuhei's hip. "Turn up like this." He gripped tightly and shifted the teen so that his ass stuck up more into the air and less against the bed. Then he snapped his hips once, not bothering to pull out before doing so. Already pressed against Shuuhei's ass his hips compressed the muscles to send him even deeper.
"Uh!" Shuuhei cried out and he felt spasms shoot down his arms and through his hands.
Chuckling softly Kensei finally moved his arm from resting on the pillows over Shuuhei. He put the palm of his hand beneath the brunette's head and tangled his fingers in the thick dark hair. "Look at me. I wanna watch you for this next part."
Blinking his eyes open, Shuuhei gave him a confused expression. "Next part?"
"Yeah." Nodding Kensei never took his eyes away from the boy beneath him. He pulled back almost completely again and shifted Shuuhei's hips back into the position he'd had them in a few moment's ago. Then he snapped forward sending himself deep into Shuuhei's body in an instant.
The blunt tip of his cock was thrust against Shuuhei's prostate and his eyes went wide. He couldn't stop the cry from escaping him. Upon hearing how loud he'd been Shuuhei quickly clamped his hand over his mouth and clenched his eyes shut. "What... what was that?"
Grinding down against Shuuhei's body Kensei groaned. "Your sweet spot."
"I've... I never... when I..." He was bright red all of the sudden. "I never found it before..."
Kensei smiled. "It's pretty deep so it can be hard to find with your fingers sometimes. Especially if you don't know to look for it."
Nodding Shuuhei moved his hand away from his mouth and put his arms around Kensei's neck. "Do... do it again?"
"Okay." Kensei pulled back just like he had before but this time he didn't snap his hips forward, he just waited there giving the tiniest, shallowest thrusts none going deeper than a centimeter or two. When Shuuhei's fingers dug into his skin he let his cock fall just the slightest bit further into Shuuhei's body. The boy moaned and arched up trying to take him deeper but Kensei pulled back. Then the instant he heard Shuuhei whimper softly he snapped his hips forward and scraped his cock across his prostate again. He loved the way the kid sounded.
Shuuhei very nearly screamed. He would have too if Kensei hadn't lowered himself to swallow the shout with this lips. He was seeing stars and he could have sworn he felt tears in his eyes. It felt amazing. "Th-thank you..."
"Thank you?"
Shuuhei nodded. "For... for showing me... I... I like the way that feels... I like it so much... it's the most... the most amazing thing I've ever felt."
Kensei smiled. "It'll feel even better in a bit." Kensei trailed his hand over Shuuhei's body and along his stomach.
"Wha-"
He reached to grab Shuuhei's length where it lay against their stomachs and at the same time pulled back and abruptly and thrust back in.
Shuuhei was thankful that the older man seemed to know exactly when he would shout. If it hadn't been for Kensei's mouth over his Shuuhei was sure that everyone else would have heard him.
"Does it feel good?" He squeezed Shuuhei's cock and drew his hand up the length slowly.
"Y-yes... So good." His breath quivered in his chest and the tears in his eyes threatened to fall. It was amazing. "Please... please... I want more... please."
Kensei smiled and sunk down for another kiss. "I'll give you as much as you can take." He started thrusting in a more regular pattern. He stayed slow however and never drew out more than half of his length.
Shuuhei arched and released a choked sob as the rhythm started to pick up. The hand stroking him was amazing. It felt so much better than his own hand ever had. "Like that... please... please more... I need... Uha!" He threw one of his arms over his face and snapped his head to the side trying to remember how to breath. When he shifted his hips he felt a hand instantly on his waist pulling him back into the same angle while Kensei thrust. A hand groped on the bed until it found his and Shuuhei locked their fingers together.
Kensei pulled all the way up on Shuuhei's cock and swirled his thumb around the tip spreading the precum. "You're already dribbling." He whispered in the boy's ear.
Shuuhei bit his lip and whimpered softly. "I can't help it. Ah!" His eyes snapped open at a particularly strong thrust against his prostate, but he couldn't make them focus on anything. He brought the arm he had previously thrown over his face to wrap around Kensei's back. "Like that... oh my god... like that again... please... stronger like that..."
Kensei complied and had to lock their lips together in an almost continuous kiss to keep Shuuhei's sounds muffled. He squeezed the brunette's hand tightly on the bed spread and crashed his hips harshly against Shuuhei's body. He felt so willing underneath him. His body taking everything he shoved into it. His ass was plump and supple against his pelvis every time he shoved in he went deep enough to force the muscles back. He loved the resilience against his body. How it bounced back fully every time he backed off and compressed down so tightly when he was thrusting as deep as possible into Shuuhei's body. It was amazing, so much so that now he had to kiss Shuuhei to keep himself quite as well. God damn it, it felt good. He forced himself to slow down again though the action pulled what was almost a sob from the boy beneath him. But he needed to talk to the kid and was afraid if he continued moving like he had been then Shuuhei wouldn't be able to keep from making too much noise once he removed his lips. "Shuuhei...?" He groaned as he pulled back slowly. It was agonizing how slow he was moving.
"No... Please... I want you inside of me again... all the way... please."
Kensei tried to catch his breath and slowly sunk back in. He removed his hand from Shuuhei's length which got him another unhappy sound and laid himself fully down on the kid's body. "I need ta ask you somethin'."
Shuuhei whimpered and rocked his hips to make Kensei shift inside of his body. Then he clenched down squeezing his cock with his muscles. Kensei gasped loudly and then dissolved into a groan. "Fuck."
"What... what did you want to ask me?" Shuuhei tensed again getting him another almost guttural moan. He liked that sound so much. He liked that with such a small movement he could have such a powerful man react so strongly.
"Does it still hurt at all?"
Shuuhei shook his head. "No. Not at all." Letting his muscles relax Shuuhei took a deep breath and rocked. Then he clamped down again.
Kensei looked up at him pointedly but the look was somewhat spoiled by his sharp moan. When Shuuhei eased up again he once more fixed him with a stare this one strong enough that the kid lay there beneath him and waited. "You're not lyin' to me are ya kid?"
Again he shook his head. "No."
"Alright then."
Kensei lifted letting go of Shuuhei's hand and grabbed his hip to tilt him up again. Then he pulled back and put his hand to the brunette's cock. "I'm gonna start movin' more then."
"Okay. I'm ready." Shuuhei licked his lips and arched his back to keep his hips in the same position.
Kensei grunted. "But you damn well better tell me if something hurts. Got it."
"Yes. I'll tell you. I promise."
"Okay then." He took his cock out all the way this time letting Shuuhei close completely. He used the hand he didn't have on Shuuhei to grab his own cock and rubbed the tip against his entrance. He let a finger fall from around himself and tickled at the opening. It had closed up almost completely again. But it opened again easily when he let the tip of his finger breach it.
Shuuhei arched and whined. "What are you doing? You're all the way gone."
Smiling Kensei pull his finger back and pressed the blunt tip of his dick against the opening again. "Yeah. I'll be back though."
"But..."
"It feels nice, being opened up again. At lest that's what alot of people think. So I'm pullin' all the way out and seein' if you like it too."
Shuuhei nodded and shifted again. "Okay... but... you've been gone a long time."
Kensei licked his lips and bent to kiss Shuuhei on the forehead. "I'll come back."
Just as he spoke those words Shuuhei felt Kensei's cock slip back inside of his body. He started to tense and when he did the movement stopped and he felt lips against his own. They were soft and gentle, almost nibbling along his mouth.
"Don't tense up like that when I'm trynna push back in."
"I'm sorry."
Kensei smiled and removed his hand from himself to touched Shuuhei's cheek. "It's okay, relax." Shuuhei nodded but his body didn't loosen up much so Kensei squeezed the brunette's cock and stroked. That made Shuuhei arch off the mattress again and he stopped clenching. Kensei pushed all the way back in making them both moan. But he didn't stay inside for long. He pulled all the way out again and this time didn't stop stroking Shuuhei. He had to take a hold of himself once more with his free hand in order to push into the tight heat of Shuuhei's body.
Arching Shuuhei gripped tightly to Kensei's body. "I do like that... but... I don't like having you gone."
Kensei smiled. "Okay then. You want me to stay inside of you?"
Shuuhei nodded. "At lest a piece of you... I don't like feeling empty."
He was being needy, Kensei thought. But he had a right to be. It was his first time. Most people want there first time to be more about emotions and feelings then fun. He just wanted to have Kensei close to him. "Okay. I won't do that anymore if you don't want me to."
Shuuhei nodded. "Thank you."
Kissing Shuuhei on the cheek Kensei started to pull back again. He went to the tip but no further. He loved the way Shuuhei's hips arched forward to follow him. "Patience kiddo. I'll come back." With that he sunk back down but immediately pulled out and then shoved back in. His pace was still slow but now when he moved he pulled out the majority of his cock from Shuuhei's ass leaving just enough to keep the boy satisfied. He stroked the slender cock in his hand every time he pushed in or pulled out and it had Shuuhei panting softly beneath him. His eyes were closed lightly and his hair remained splayed out across his pillows. It was getting long... they should probably get someone to cut it. Shaking his head Kensei tried to rid his mind of other thoughts. With Shuuhei underneath him like that it wasn't very difficult.
While Shuuhei definitely seemed to be enjoying himself, judging from the soft breaths and the relaxed expression on his face, he wasn't hitting his prostate anymore. His hips weren't tilted right. Kensei squeezed tightly on Shuuhei's cock and swirled his thumb around the tip pulling a soft moan from the young brunette. Then he sat back a bit more on his knees and grabbed the teen's hip to tilt him properly. "Stay like that this time." He ordered. His voice was gruff as always but the edge seemed to be missing, probably from how good he felt at the moment. That and the words were punctuated by a moan.
Stretching out over Shuuhei again Kensei started moving his hips. This time when he pressed back into that warm ass he felt the body beneath him jerk and felt hands spasm against his back. "That's it. Now I'm hittin' it again. Feels really good doesn't it?"
All Shuuhei did was whimper.
Hearing that sound Kensei moaned and stroked his hand harder on Shuuhei's cock. His hips started to pick up pace and every time he entered he slammed all the way forward against Shuuhei's ass. He couldn't hold back much longer and Shuuhei wasn't complaining, he wasn't telling him it hurt and judging from his face Kensei believed that it didn't. Finally his rhythm reached a more standard speed and he watched as every thrust bounced Shuuhei's body up on the bed. He started grunting against the teen beneath him but never closed his eyes. Shuuhei was far too beautiful for him to look away. He watched as Shuuhei bit his lip and felt as his body convulsed with pleasure. Then there were the sounds he made. He'd never heard anything that turned him on as much as Shuuhei's moans and whimpers.
Kensei picked up his pace again. He started slamming forward and he himself became breathless. It felt good. It felt damn good. He stroked and squeezed Shuuhei's cock roughly and groaned.
Shuuhei threw his arm once again over his face in an attempt to muffle the sounds of his cries. When he did things to himself he never had any trouble keeping quite. But this... the double assault, the fact that it was his idol's hand on him that was bringing him off, that it was his cock inside of him making him feel that good... He felt tears fall again only this time they didn't come from pain but unbelievable pleasure. He jerked against the body above him and closed his eyes. It felt so good. He was close. He knew he was close.
Kensei thought he might pass out just from watching the kid. He was... he was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen. The way he looked, the way he arched back exposing his neck, the way his eyes fell shut but not clenched. His mouth hung open in a soft 'o' and then, suddenly, there was an arm he flung across his face, blocking Kensei's view. He wanted to pull it away. He wanted to keep watching Shuuhei as he experienced this. But when he noticed the kid was actually biting into himself and heard the muffled sounds he thought better of it. He was using it to keep himself quite. Though... Kensei groaned as he rocked forward into the jerking body. He'd been able to keep him quite before with his lips. He much preferred that method.
As he drew the arm away Kensei immediately replaced it with his mouth swallowing Shuuhei's cries of pleasure. He guided him with a hand on his hip and jerked forward changing his angle back to what it had been.
Shuuhei felt everything erupted through him. If Kensei hadn't been covering his mouth he would have screamed. He flung both arms around the man's neck and held on for dear life as everything hit him. His fingers tightened and clenched over the soft material of Kensei's shirt and one hand found its way up into the delicate white hair. It felt so good. Everything felt so good and every muscle in his body was completely tense.
Kensei gasped when he felt the muscles contract around him harder than he'd ever felt before. Those skinny hips slammed up against him and he felt warmth against his hand and on his stomach. He didn't stop rocking or stroking. He also didn't stop kissing him. It was amazing. Shuuhei's body shook powerfully and Kensei swallowed moan after moan and gripped the side of the brunette's face touching his cheek. He could feel the fingers in his hair, clenching and pulling as Shuuhei's body continued to tighten. Then the pulsing finally stopped and Kensei relaxed. After another somewhat sloppy open mouth kiss he pulled back to look at the kid underneath him.
Shuuhei still felt the tears, though they were mostly dry now. His vision faded in and out of blackness and he wasn't entirely sure that he hadn't blacked out at one point. It had been so... it had felt so good. He could hardly move. He had no idea it could feel so much better with someone else. A shiver went through his body and he opened his eyes to look up at the man he loved. It was the most amazing thing he'd ever experienced.
Kensei took a deep breath. "Okay... Um... we... we should probably stop now."
"What?" Shuuhei snapped back to reality quickly when Kensei started to pull back. He grabbed him tightly around the hips and held him where he was. "Hey wait a minute. What about you?"
"What?" Kensei didn't bother fighting when Shuuhei grabbed him, he didn't have the energy. He just sunk back down and rested on Shuuhei again. "What do mean?"
"I mean... what about you... you haven't... I mean... inside of me..." Shuuhei rocked his hips carefully and gasped as Kensei's length move against his insides. "You... you're still hard."
Kensei chuckled. "It's fine."
"No!" He gripped tightly around Kensei with both his arms and legs, just in case he decided to try and move away again.
"Shuuhei you're all ready gonna be sore as hell in the morning."
"Right so why not finish."
"You did finish."
"But you didn't!"
"Don't yell."
Shuuhei bit his lip. "I just... I wanna keep going... until you do too. Please. I've come this far... I wanna experience the rest."
"Shuuhei-"
"Please." He rocked up and nuzzled Kensei's neck with his nose. "Please keep going."
Kensei moaned. Damn this kid. How did he do this to him? "O-okay."
Shuuhei squeezed the other tightly in a hug before unclasping his legs from around his waist. "Thank you." He pushed up and kissed Kensei softly on the lips and when he pulled back he had an unbelievably huge smile.
"Damn it Shuuhei... when did you get to be so cute?" He didn't wait for an answer and instead started to pull back and begun his thrusting again. He couldn't deny that he wanted to finish inside of him. The way his body felt was... Kensei groaned and wrapped both of his arms beneath Shuuhei and placed his palms over his shoulders. He told himself to go slow. He told him self not to thrust as hard as he wanted to. He reminded himself of how Shuuhei looked in the beginning. When he'd first entered him. He tried very hard to remember that and rein himself in. It was harder than he'd thought it would be.
Arching slightly Kensei finally let Shuuhei's hips fall down to the bed. The arms around him felt nice. He liked how Shuuhei clung to him. He liked how he felt beneath him too. He liked that probably a bit more than he really should. Even now Shuuhei was tight around him. The warmth of him against Kensei's skin was amazing. He fit so nicely there. There was something about Shuuhei's body that just felt right against his own. With a groan Kensei rocked and thrust slowly. Not as slow as he'd been doing earlier but not nearly as fast as he'd been a few moment's ago. 'Stay slow... be careful.' He told himself.
Shuuhei moaned softly against his neck and Kensei felt lips against his skin. He pulled one of his arms out from underneath the kid and used his hand to cradle the back of Shuuhei's head. He pressed the boy's body against him and held him tightly as he moved inside of him. "I love that." He moaned when Shuuhei's mouth began nibbling softly. "I love gettin' my neck kissed."
Shuuhei smiled and continued his soft motions. He drew his fingers up Kensei's back all the way to his shoulders. Then he brought one around to press against the very top of his chest just below where his lips were. He rocked into the thrusts of the older man each one reverberating through his body. He liked it slow like this, he found. He hadn't before. He'd been filled with such an overwhelming urgency to get... somewhere. He couldn't stand the agonizing pace then. But this felt less like teasing and more like... Shuuhei sighed happily and put his arms around Kensei's waist again, 'Making love.' He thought to himself. He liked the feel of Kensei's hand on the back of his head. He was holding him. He liked being held. When Kensei thrust into him a bit harder Shuuhei gasped and once again trailed the fingers of one hand up the strong back over him. Every muscle rippled with strength beneath his touch. Flattening his palm half way up he closed his eyes and took in the feel of that strength and power.
Shuuhei moaned and brought his knees up and pressed them to Kensei's sides. The white haired man smiled. He felt the slow glide of Shuuhei's hand up his back and it made him shiver. Every thrust brought him closer to completion but he knew the pace he currently had would never get him there. At lest not without another hour or two. Still he was enjoying this moment of bliss. The two of them rocking together like they were, Shuuhei's fingers and lips slipping softly along his body. He felt closer to Shuuhei right now than he had felt to anyone before. He loved holding him in his arms. He loved feeling his body beneath him. In spite of everything he knew to be true something about this just felt right.
Shifting, Shuuhei put one hand into Kensei's soft hair and pulled him down into a kiss. Kensei quickly returned it moaning when Shuuhei flicked his tongue inside. He let his eyes fall shut and concentrated on how they were connected, between their tongues and his length sunk deeply into Shuuhei's body, he felt his head spin. Moaning he reached out and took Shuuhei's face into his hand. He pulled back slightly and nuzzled at the brunette with his nose. Pulling himself out of Shuuhei's body he sunk back in smoothly and once he'd embedded himself completely he captured Shuuhei's lips in a kiss. He scraped his thumb across the teen's cheek and pulled back several times just to come right back and kiss him again. It seemed like every time their lips broke apart Shuuhei arched back slightly with joy. Then whenever they reconnected Kensei felt a shiver run through the kid's body.
The pace of their kisses picked up and the motion of Kensei's hips soon followed. Shuuhei rocked up with each thrust to match him equally. Panting he sent soft breaths across Shuuhei's face, every few enhanced by a soft moan or sigh. When they pulled back to part neither went very far before they were reconnecting their bodies again. Kensei pulled away and gasped for air. He gripped tightly onto Shuuhei his fingers now moving to tangle in his thick black hair again. Every time he entered Shuuhei's body the kid clenched down on him and it felt so good. He could hear Shuuhei's soft breaths too and the sounds reverberated in his ears. Kensei groaned and put his full weight down on Shuuhei's body. With his head resting over Shuuhei's shoulder on the pillows he put both arms around his back and shoulders and hugged him tightly.
Shuuhei gripped Kensei's sides with both hands. He brought his legs up and bent his knees to plant his feet squarely on the bed. That way he could push up better every time Kensei thrust inside of him. He'd brought him to this. He'd brought such a strong and powerful man to this. Shuuhei moaned and tilted his head towards Kensei's body. It still felt good. Even after he'd already finished it still felt really good. Then the pace increased again but he wasn't sure who had initiated it. It seemed they both wanted more.
Kensei gripped tightly to Shuuhei. He was getting closer. He could feel the coiling in his body. He felt his eyes roll back and he started feeling heady. He liked having Shuuhei so close to him. There was no denying that at this point. He very much liked it and he very much liked that it was Shuuhei he was with.
Trying to catch his breath Shuuhei arched and jerked his head to the side. He threw his hand out away from Kensei's body to rest on the bed gripping the sheets. His eyes shut tightly and he panted. It still felt so good.
Feeling the loss of Shuuhei's touch Kensei reached out and found the boy's hand on the bed. He linked their fingers and squeezed once tightly. Getting a squeeze back made him smile. Holding Shuuhei's hand tightly he continued his thrusting. He was so damn close now. He was on the precipice and knew he was about to release into the kid's ass. His body was already tingling. As he reached the point of no return he gripped tightly to the boy beneath him. He squeezed his hand again and used the arm he still had around Shuuhei and under his back to pull them closely together. Shuuhei was still pressing up taking him all the way inside. The flood of pleasure hit him and with a choked moan he started cumming. His hips jerked sporadically with each spill of his seed into Shuuhei' body. His moans where choppy as was his breathing and all he wanted to do was pull Shuuhei even closer to him.
Shuuhei gasped loudly though he doubted Kensei heard him. He was held so tightly he thought Kensei might crush him. The sounds of the older man made Shuuhei bite his lips. They were the most amazing sounds he'd ever heard. He gripped Kensei's shoulder blade tightly with the hand he still had on his back and suddenly realized what was happening. 'Oh! He's... oh my god he's cumming! He's cumming inside of me!' Shuuhei felt his head spin and bit his lip even harder. It was amazing. If he concentrated he could feel Kensei release inside of him. He felt as it splashed against him and coated the inside of his body. Feeling the strong man shake in his arms like that, Shuuhei couldn't get his breath thinking about it. Knowing that he'd made such a man feel like that... Turning his head he placed kisses to the side of Kensei's face and nuzzled him with his nose while he finished.
Kensei felt the kisses and how Shuuhei nuzzled him. The action served to heighten his pleasure and finally hitting his peak Kensei took a deep gasping breath and his muscles started relaxing. The last of his orgasm shuddered through his body and Kensei moaned softly as he felt it leave him. With a little stretch he rested down on the teen beneath him completely content.
Shuuhei was finally able to catch his breath. Kensei had released his hand and so he wrapped it around the man on top of him. Kensei was still shaking and Shuuhei held him tightly. He liked being able to hold him like that. He liked having him in his arms as he came down from such a high. He nuzzled against him again and kissed him on the cheek. It had been amazing and all he wanted was to be able to do it again and again and only with Kensei.
Once his vision cleared Kensei shook his head and then turned giving Shuuhei a soft kiss to the lips. But soon he was moving away pulling himself out of Shuuhei's body and rolling off of him.
Feeling Kensei leave him Shuuhei felt an emptiness inside of him. Then when the man pulled back and rolled to his side his heart sunk. His perfect little fantasy had been just that, a fantasy. "You're gonna send me away now..."
Kensei tried to remember how to breath. That had been... his head was still spinning from how good that had felt. In all rights it shouldn't have been that good. There's no way a fifteen year old kid should be that good at sex. 'Damn...' It took him a moment to realize Shuuhei had actually said something. "Huh?"
"You're gonna make me leave now. Aren't you?"
Kensei smiled and pulled Shuuhei up by his chin. It looked almost like he might cry. Huffing softly with laughter he shook his head. "No kid. I ain't gonna make you leave." He rolled onto his side and tugged Shuuhei into his arms. "I'm not gonna make you go anywhere. You're stayin' right here tonight." He sat up and grabbed the blanket from the foot of the bed and pulled it over them. "Are ya tired?"
Shuuhei nodded. He didn't feel like he could speak. He was actually letting him stay. He felt so happy. Curling his body closely to the other man's warmth he inhaled deeply and smiled. "Thank you."
"Here, take this off." He pulled at the shirt still hanging from the kid's body and threw it off onto the floor. With it gone Kensei ran his hand up and down Shuuhei's back and sides. "Are you okay? Does anything... does it still hurt anywhere?"
Shuuhei shook his head. "No. Not really. It felt really nice after a while."
"Yeah well... you'll probably be pretty sore tomorrow. Since it was your first time and all."
Shuuhei shrugged. "I'm glad it was with you." He snuggled in deeper to Kensei's chest and his breaths were soon slow and even.
That statement gave him pause. This had meant a lot more to Shuuhei than it had to him. What in the hell had he done? He knew he shouldn't let the kid sleep here. He knew there was to great a risk of the others finding out what happened not to mention that it got Shuuhei even more attached to him. But he just couldn't throw the kid out after that. Even he wasn't that heartless. So he wrapped his arms around the brunette and held the boy close. Tomorrow was going to suck.
~Tsuduku~