Harry Potter After The War Chapter 1, a harry potter fanfic

Hey there, this story is about Harry just after the war is ended.

Chapter 1: Harry leaves.

Harry's Pov;

As I am walking to the Great Hall, I see that all the halls are empty so I figured out everyone is in the Great Hall together. I fasten my tempo a bit and just before I enter the Great Hall I stop walking, take a deep breath and enter the Great Hall. There are lots of people in the hall. Some are crying, some are helping the ones with injuries and others are dead. Fortunately no one seems to see me and I'm glad for it. I continue my walk slowly and I went to see all the bodies and injured people. That's the least I can do for all the people that died for me. There are a lot of dead people where i know the face of but I never talked to them or anything. It makes me sad and happy at the same time. Sad that all those people died for me and happy that I defeated the dark lord. After like 25 five people I see two bodies and they are miserably recognizable. I becomes sad and i didn't even notice the tears as I realized the two bodies were Remus and Tonks. As i can't stand watching these two bodies any longer I lift up my head and looked to the way I didn't reached yet. Even more dead people so there's a high chance that another friend of me has died today. I am the baddest friend ever. I suddenly see all the weasleys in a circle bowing over something and when I see a little piece of fury red hair I realised with a shock it was Fred Weasley. I fell to the ground and i was about to cry when the thought came to me that I can not cry in front of all these people. For them I am the damn Golden Boy. Well I don't see why on earth that is a good thing. Ron takes a look at me and his eyes said enough. I see only fury in his eyes. I understand completely why he is mad at me tough. When Ginny sees me and doesn't say or does anything I understand she doesn't want me around so I leave the Great Hall and when I am completely out of sight I begin to run and run. Faster as I ever did before. About five minutes later I am at the cage that signs the end of the anti-apperating charm. I apparate to Grimmauld place and went in. I go directly to the living room and I start searching for some blank papers. I finally found one paper after searching for 45 minutes and I started writing

Dear Weasleys,

I just wanted to say I understand you blame me for the death of Fred and I think you're definitely right because it is my fault. It is as well my fault that Remus, Tonks, Sirius and my parents died. I don't know why everybody sees me as a good person because I am definitely not. It is so clear that I am not so I decided to leave all of you and I want to be left alone so I am not going to say where I am and I don't want you to search for me. I still want to thank all of you to treat me like one of your family but I guess that won't happen anymore so goodbye.

Ron,

I know you're reading this out loud but i want to thank you for being there for me all these years and I understand you don't want to be friends with me anymore. I wish you everything you want in your life because you deserve it. Goodbye

Hermione,

I know you're going to search me but I ask you as one last favor, don't! Said that, I want to thank you the most. You're the one that kept me going all these years and I am thankful for all of your support but I suppose all the beautiful things come to an end and our end is now so goodbye

I wrapped up the paper and gave it to Hedwig, crying. I say to Hedwig where to deliver the letter and I sits back in the couch. I am completely alone for the first time of my life. I kinda like it but now I have time to think. I don't like to think since fourth year. That was the moment I realised all of it had been my fault. My parents death, Peter Pettigrew escaping, Cedric, Sirius, Remus, Tonks, Dumbledore, Snape. Yes, even Snape is my fault. I was there when it happened and I did nothing to stop it. I didn't even try to. While he was my guardian all of these years.

Hermione's Pov;

The war has ended, Finally! I enter the Great Hall hand in hand with Ron. Ginny's reaction wasn't as happy as I thought it would be so I ask her why she is so sad. She begins to cry and takes us to a body at the end of the Great Hall. I realise very shocked that the body isn't just a body. It is Fred Weasley! I begin to cry and fell to the ground on my knees just a second later as all the other Weasleys. Fred was such a good person. Okay, i know that he didn't always follow the rules which annoys me sometimes but he was still a good person. He made even the saddest people smile with his jokes and was an excellent seller at the shop. He was as an brother for me and I will miss him so much. After minutes and ùinutes of crying I realise that something is ticking my shoulder. As I look up I see that it is an snow white owl which I know far too well but she's amazing. It is Hedwig! I wonder why he's here and not with Harry and that is the moment I realise i haven't seen him since he defeated Voldemort. I quietly ask the Weasleys if they have seen Harry and everyone shakes his head. Hedwig begins ticking my shoulders again and she shows her paw with a letter at it. I take the letter and realise very sad that this letter isn't going to bring any good news. Every Weasley looks at me when I begin reading out loud:

Dear Weasleys,

Ron,

Hermione,

I begin crying again and I notice that I am shaking. Everyone is crying except from Ron and George. After 15 minutes of crying, I finally ask why they are not crying. Ron's face turned from looking sad to looking with no expression at me. Ron takes a deep breath and says that what he says is right and that we are better off without him. I begin crying even harder and begin to feel the growing anger within me. I stand up and walk to ran and without saying anything. When he has the courage to ask me why I slapped him, I can't keep it together on this moment and I begin screaming "How can you say such things about Harry? He has been through so much just to protect us. His friends! And I will not watch you blame him for something that isn't his fault at all. I repeat very clear that Fred's death isn't his fault and we have to let him know as soon as possible that it isn't his fault." With that I leave the Great Hall to search him.