A/N This is the first story I decided to go with, as lately its all Ive been reading and is what got me back into the mood for writing. And let me just say I love all the stories you guys have posted with these three... YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!...

Ok so firstly. I must admit that Im straight. I just find these three as a couple completely amazing in the fact that they are all so different that they match perfectly. So when it comes to some things I may not write it the best way lol

Secondly, this is the first time Ive even posted or shown anyone anything Ive written, and Ive beent writing stories as long as I can remember. And it is slightly AU seeing with me changing a few things to better fit the story. I am gladly looking for reviews and criticizm.

Lastly Im dyslexic, which I know is a shocker considering how much I love to read and write, so sometimes my spelling and grammer is not the best so bare with me :D

And also there are some slight trigger warnings for abuse and stuff (not quite sure how the warning thing works). So please if its going to upset you dont read it and if you need someone to talk to I will gladly listen.

So with out further adue heres the first chapter...

Chapter 1- The night that changed it all.

"The new ICCA Champions, the BARDEN BELLAS" called the announcer from the front of the stage. At that moment three things made Beca Mitchell freeze. One, they had totally done it and were now the new champions. Two, this was the end of her time with two very important people to her as the season was now over. And three, those two people were now kissing infront of her like it was nothing. I dont even know why its bothering me she thought to herself, but in the back of her mind she knew why it did. As arms wound their way around her neck pulling her into a bone crushing hug she was ripped from her own internal thought battle, and she couldnt help the laugh that left her as Amy screamed at her.

"YOU TOTALLY DID IT SHORTY, WE WON!" the aussie screamed.

"I only mixed the music, WE did the rest together." she replied with a small smile.

The next hour was madness and went by with such a blur that Beca almost didnt realize how she ended up there. The Bella's had ended up going to a club to celebrate their victory, the younger girls getting in with the help of Stacie knowing the bouncer, not that that had surprised the other girls. Beca now stood off to the side of the bar quickly finishing her sixth drink since arriving a half hour ago. She knew that drinking wouldnt stop the pain she felt forever, but for now it did and thats all she cared about.

How could they? How could they not tell her? How could she be mad? Mad that her two best friends found someone to be happy with. Sure, she had hoped one of them would of chosen her, but its not like she had made it a point to be known that she wanted them, either of them, even both of them. But it still did make up for the fact that they didnt say anything either. Your so stupid, to think they cared, to think anyone cares. Beca sighed and took a sip of her drink. Dont you think I know that? she shot back at herself.

"Well hello there sexy" A deep voice said, pulling her from her thoughts for a second time that night.

Beca looked up at the man standing before her, he was handsome and was looking at her with a gaze filled with lust. She had to bite her tounge to keep from laughing at him. She was so not in the mood for a drunk collage boy hitting on her.

"Can I help you?" she asked, irratated, more at herself for coming out when she could have just gotten drunk in the hotel room, then at the boy before her.

"Well I was hoping to help you, you seem to be lost." he said with a smirk.

"Is that so? What would make you say that?" she asked quirking an eyebrow, a small smirk claiming her lips.

"You see, this is a club, not heaven..and you being an angle...well it just make sence that your lost" He said with a shrug and a smile.

Beca couldnt help but laugh, she laughed so hard she had leaned forward clutching her side with one hand and the other had landed on the mans arm. Unknowingly to Beca, the interaction she was having was being watch with the utmost scrutiny by a certian red head and blonde. Chloe and Aubrey were sitting across the club at a table with the rest of the Bellas who were all busy getting drunk and celebrating to notice that the two had gone stiff. They had been watching Beca on and off since they got there, not understanding why she had distanced herself from the rest of the group as soon as they arrived.

"What the hell is she doing?" Chloe asked, her hand that had been resting on Aubreys thigh, tightening a little at the sight.

"I dont know..." Aubrey replied, intertwining their fingers. Now that the bellas knew of their relationship, they were a little more open with the PDA. " Beca has been weird since the announcement of us winning"

Chloe sighed and couldnt help the rage that filled her when she saw Beca grab the mans arm laughing like she just heard the funniest thing ever. "Oh hell no.." she heard Aubrey whisper venimosly beside her, knowing she was seeing the same thing. Both women had come to realize that while they loved each other, they loved a certain short brunette just as much. Before they could think, they excused themselves from the table and headed to where the said brunette was talking with someone.

"That really was the stupidest pick up line Ive ever heard" Beca said, laughing again.

"Yea, well it got you to talk to me so its not so bad" he said smiling. "Im Jared"

"Beca" she replied, groaning a little when she noticed her drink was gone.

"Allow me" Jared said, calling over the bartender and ordering them both another one.

Before Beca could answer, someone cleared their throat behind them. Beca turned to see Aubrey and Chloe standing behind her. Aubrey stood with her arms across her chest, her foot taping slightly. While Chloe stood there looking between the three people infront of her, looking a little nervous and from some reason that Beca couldnt understand, hurt.

"You do realise that the Bellas are over there-" Aubrey said, pausing to point at the table that held the rest of the group. "Not over here with some random guy that youd probably catch something with just a kiss from" she finished, her voice carrying a little more bite then she had ment.

"Aubrey!" Chloe scolded. She was just as jealos as Brey was but Beca wouldnt understand why.

Which was right. Beca stood there staring at the blonde, her walls up so her emotions couldnt be seen, or so she thought. Her eyes showed nothing but regret, anger, and most of all hurt as she looked at the two seniors. "Excuse me but hes not some stranger. Hes Jared" Beca said. "And since when do you care who I spend time with anyways?" She said a little more quietly, hoping no one had heard her.

"We are celebrating your aca-awesomeness and our win Becs" Chloe said, chosing to let the comment from the brunette slide.

"Yea well Jared and I are celebrating all on our own" Beca replied, taking the drink Jared had bought her,downing it, and then his hand. "And we will be moving it else where" she spat back at the two seniors who stood dumbfounded as she walked towards the exit.

"What the hell was that?" Aubrey asked as she watched the short brunette walk away from them, and what the hell was that look in her eyes...she looked..hurt she thought to barely initiated touching them, and the three of them were closer ever since Brey had given the pitch pipe to Beca, but she had just full on grabed the mans hand and stalked off. Chloe just gave her a worried look and pulled her back to the table with their friends. As much as they both wanted to follow her, they knew she had put they was that they had fought so hard to break down, right back up and that chasing her down would only cause more damage.

They had made their way back to the hotel shortly after in hopes of catching Beca when she came in, knowing that Cynthia Rose had talked the small brunette to swich rooms with her for them. The seniors had something to tell her, thats why they had gotten CR to help. But now the just wanted to figure out what had caused their friend to put the walls up again. Sighing Chloe flopped on the bed on her stomach. "Do you think she will sleep with him?" was out of her mouth before she could stop it. The words said in a voice that was small and hurt.

Aubrey's heart broke for her girlfriend, she hated seeing the usually bubbly girl down. Dont get her wrong, she was just as down, but couldnt let Chloe be. "I dont know babe, I dont know what happened tonight..But I know she has no choice but to come back here...to us" The blonde said as she laid down next to her girlfriend. She then noticed the tears that streaked down the red heads face. "Aww Chlo dont cry" she whispered as she wiped the tear away.

"I know...but it hurt to see her leave with him...shes supposed to be with us right now." Chloe said as she opened her watey blue eyes to look into equally watery green ones.

"I know it did, but crying isnt going to fix it...we have to do that ourselves. And dont worry, she will be with us, just not as soon as we had hoped" Aubrey pulled Chloe up to lay on her. Tucking the red head's head under her chin, she wraped her arms tightly around her. We should have told her sooner...maybe she doesnt know how we feel.. The blonde wondered to herself. "Just try and rest okay? We will figure it out tomorrow" After kissing Chloe good night Aubrey turned the lights off and pulled her girlfriend closer. She was gonna kill Beca for hurting Chloe, and herself, right after she kissed her senceless.

A few blocks away, Beca sat in a typical males apartment. There were beer cans every where along with take out boxes. There was a low thud of music that was coming from somewhere outside and Beca was seriously rethinking what she was doing. Yea she was mad and hurt that her two best friends, who she may or may not care for as more then friends, were a couple and didnt tell her. But what good would fucking some random guy do. Its not like he knew her, knew that this was something she just didnt do. Not like they know me... She thought.

Beca was so wrapped up in her thoughts she hadnt noticed that Jared had his hand on her thigh and was kissing down her neck. It wasnt untill he bit down pretty hard that she was released from her thoughts. "What the fuck?!" she screamed, a hand sooting to the spot that was now burning.

"What?" He asked, pulling back but not moving his hand. "I thought this is what you wanted?"

What she wanted. Ha!. If only she could have what she wanted. You mean who you want.. Her inner voice said. She scoffed at herself and the situation. She just wanted to stop feeling all togther. Before she knew what she was doing, she surged forward and crashed her lips to his. For about fifteen minutes they lay tangled in each other on the couch making out. As the drunken cloud started lifting from her head Beca couldnt help but start cringing at the fact someone was touching her. Breaking away from him she put her hand on his chest to stop him.

"Stop Jared" She said, pushing his chest a little.

"Come on...we are having fun" he whispered in her ear as he slid his hand up her shirt.

"Seriously dude, I mean it stop" She said again, a little more forcfully this time, pushing him harder.

When he contiued on like she didnt say anything, she started fighting against his hold. Taking her hands in one of his, he pinned them above her head, his grip tightening more every time she moved.

"You started this, now we are going finish it" he said, his eyes showing nothing, being so drunk, she wasnt sure if he noticed what was really happening. With what was going on and the words he had said, she had spiralled into a memory she had tried so hard to forget. When she continued to fight against him he pulled back his free hand and punched her. Tears sprung to her eyes as she felt and heard the bone in her nose break. As the blood started to gush out her nose, she found the strength she needed to try and break free. Kneeing him in the groin, she ripped her hands from his grasp and pushed him to the floor. Jumping up she grabbed her coat and bag and ran. Out the door, out of the building, and just kept running like it would stop the memories from washing over her.

Beca was torn between reality and memories. Each step she took the more she got lost in herself. You ungrateful little piece of shit. The voice of her step-father filled her head. NO! Your the piece of shit..that ruined everything..ruined me.. Her mind screamed back. Before she knew it she was back at the hotel, not caring how she looked she ran into the lobby avoiding the stares she was receiving. Instead of taking the elevator she ran up the fourteen flights of stairs and to the door of her room. Taking the key out of her bag she quickly let herself in and threw the do not disturb sign up , knowing Stacie would be returning soon. She hope the girl found somewhere else to bunk because she wasnt leting her in the room.

Striping down she made her way to the bathroom and into the shower. As she finally let the night catch up to her she screamed into the warm water that was turning pink and red as it washed away the now drying blood. Sinking to the ground, Beca let the sobs rack her body. What are you crying for, you know you liked it. And you better not tell anyone cuz they wont believe you, came the voice of her step father once more.

Hours later, long after the water had run cold, Beca finally pulled herself from the shower wrapping a towel around her. She walked over to the sink and mirror and looked at herself. Both eyes were black and blue, there was a cut on the bridge of her nose, and her nose it self was was also a bruise and teeth marks on her neck from where he had bit her. Great...just great... she thought to herself as she turned and walked into the bedroom.

Not feeling like being bothered with dressing, she climbed into the bed. Beca had been so wrapped up in her own head and thoughts she hadn't noticed two bodies in the bed next to hers. The pair had been drunk and had cried more before falling asleep so they hadn't woken up at the scream. She laid back against the pillows and sighed heavily as she closed her eyes. Before she knew she was even asleep, she was woken up a shout of her name follow by the blankets being pulled from her body. Opening an eye she looked to find the culprate that had woke her was none other then the red head she had tried so hard to ignore the night before.

"What the hell Beca?! What happened to you?!" Chloe shouted, causing a previously sleeping blonde to shoot up from the bed and Beca to groan in frustration as she realised she and CR had swapped rooms so she could spend alone time with Stacie. "fuck..." she muttered to herself as she dropped her head back down and put an arm over her eyes only to flich and hiss in pain, the two people she wanted to see the least of at that moment were staring at her.

"Nothing?" she replied, though it came out more as a question.

A/N Ok...So...What did ya think? And be honest, I wont be upset..much..lol kidding. Anyways I know its kind of a downer starter chapter, but it was nessicary for the next chapter..which I actually had written first and got this story going, but now Im rewriting to fix a couple things lol So again, please tell me what you thought and I hope you want to see what comes next because its gonna be aca-awesome :D