It laid like a stone in my heart, crushing me, sinking me into the depths of diaper. No light surrounding me only darkness, afraid i'd never resurface, afraid I die alone. My body like lead unable to move; ponderously as the darkness moved closer, surrounding me, taunting me, filling my mind with deception.I sobbed for it was the only thing I could do,the feeling rancored,his heart envious, his soul bitter my vulnerability smothering me, ripping me apart. it held me there as I sunk into depression. No way to elude. I shouted and as I did the darkness clamored and it was then I realized his heart was envious so that it wrecked havoc and bane into my life. Once the realization surfaced I departed from the scourge, and for the first time in my life I was at peace, this feeling I kept clutched in my heart.
-JB
