READER NOTE:THERE WILL BE A DESCRIPTION OF EACH CHAPTER BEFORE IT BEGINS TO GIVE YOU AN IDEA OF IF IT'S YOUR CUP OF TEA
About this chapter/one shot: Tobias and Tris have already discussed their desire for each other/their hesitation to further the physical comforts in the relationship. However, they experience some fun with their clothes on after the final initiation rankings are revealed. Written to fit in between chapters thirty-two and thirty-three in Divergent. Fluffy, lemony but not quite smutty. Rated M just to be safe.
- This is my first Divergent fanfic/one shot. It begins where chapter thirty-two of Divergent ends as if Tris hadn't yet come to the realization that Erudite wants the Dauntless as their soldiers after receiving her final initiation ranking.
I obviously do not own Divergent or any of the characters.
"You think giving you a hug would give away too much?" he says.
"You know," I say, "I really don't care."
I stand on my tiptoes and press my lips to his.
It is the best moment of my life.
A moment later, Tobias's thumb brushes over my cheek, and I sigh with relief. There are still cheers all around us, but we're in our own world again.
"Well!" Eric booms. "Lets eat!" We all sit back down to begin our meals: hamburgers with an abundance of Dauntless cake. Just like our first meal at Dauntless, but with more cake… are they trying to compensate for something?
Tobias sits next to me, and as we eat he occasionally rubs my lower back with his hand. Everything feels like it fits into place and I feel like I belong. Maybe that is truly what I'm feeling or maybe it's the last two hours with Tobias that still have me feeling so high in spirit. Whichever it is, I'm fine with the feeling.
As people get up for more cake or to exit the dining hall our table receives congratulations on our successes.
"Hey," Christina starts. "I heard everyone is celebrating in the Pit after this. You in?" I smile at Tobias and we nod. "Sounds like fun." "Cool!" she laughs. We all get up and head toward the Pit. It's louder than I've ever heard. All of the other successful initiates are present and the crowd is huge. Christina bounces with excitement. "Let's get a drink!" she shouts as she drags Will down towards the main crowd. I laugh and motion for Tobias to come with me as I follow them.
Soon enough I find myself talking with Uriah and Zeke. Tori taps me on the shoulder at some point as well and gives me a huge hug. There are a few fighting matches in one corner, a huge group by the drinks and the loudest crowd in another is playing a game of dare. Tobias had told me a few stories of the dares he had seen and it seemed pretty entertaining and enticing.
"Have you guys ever played dare before?" I ask with curiosity. Christina looks around "Dare? No, why? Do you see a game now?" I point. "Ya, over there." "Well, come on then!" Will shouts. We jog to the loud crowd and squeeze into what spaces we could find in the sea of people.
Christina is dared to remove the cover of a nearby light and unscrew the hot bulb. Unfortunately for her there was a swarm of moths nestled by the light, but she made it through. Uriah had to pants three people as fast as possible and slap both cheeks before running off to the next unfortunate victim. As Uriah tried to choose from the dare suggestions of the crowd for Zeke I yawned and rested my head on Tobias. I'm sure it has become late now, but time flies when you're having fun.
"Don't tell me you're worn out, Tris." Tobias lightly mocks. I hum in response. He kisses my head and runs his hand over my hair. "Shall we go back to my room?" he whispers. I nod. "After all, you don't actually have to go back to the dormitory, former initiate." He smiles. I smile back at him. "Ok," I start, "just let me say goodnight."
Uriah and Zeke are a bit… busy, so I just wave to them. I find Christina in the crowd. Will is handing her a cold drink and she winces as she holds it to her burnt fingers. I approach her with a hug and claim that I'm out for the night. We all exchange congratulations one last time and I find Tobias's hand as I escape the crowd. Holding his hand doesn't feel as unnatural when it used to. Not just because we're both more Dauntless now, but because I'm no longer confused by the intentions of his touch.
"I'm so proud of you, you know." Tobias says as he squeezes my hand, like he really means it. I smile in response. We reach the door to his room and he stops briefly. "You're strong, Tris. Don't forget that. Ever." He opens the door and we enter. He takes my jacket for me and I sit closer to the foot of his bed. I let my face rest in my hands and he sits down beside me. "Something wrong?" he asks, brushing my hair away from my face. I smile as I take my hands away. "No," I sigh, "I just feel kind of happy for once." He smiles too and kisses my temple. We sit in silence for a minute and I look back at the imprints on his bed that were left from our lounging… and kissing earlier.
I yawn again and rub my face in hopes of wiping off the mild exhaustion of the day. "Well should we hit the sack?" Tobias asks. "It's been an especially drowning day for you." He rubs my arm and I place my hand on top of his. I lean sideways and our lips meet. My hand moves to his neck, and his to my waist. I break from the kiss. "Well, I could go for a little relaxation..." I whisper. "Oh I'm sure you could." He laughs.
We kiss again and it deepens. We pull each other closer, his other hand moving to my waist as well. Surprisingly, he lifts me onto his lap so that I'm straddling his thighs. I giggle like a little girl and respond by sliding my hands up the back of his shirt. He leaves my mouth to kiss my ravens and my neck. His kisses are light and I lean back a little too far as I relish them. My heart skips a beat as I feel a falling sensation, but just as fast as I fall Tobias spins me around so that my back hits the centre of his bed.
"Careful, Tris. You've had your fair share of falling here already." I laugh. "For you, maybe. But yes." He bends down to continue kissing me. Our hips are now align and I slide my leg along his.
Our kissing becomes deeper and hotter than just a few hours earlier. The same nervous panic begins to spread in me. I think he can feel it, but I'm trapped in a bubble that contains my pleasure and my nervousness. I cannot and do not break and suddenly, our hips collide as we actually move closer to one another. I gasp and break from his lips as a feel a knot inside my lower abdomen. His crotch presses along the seam of my jeans, causing me confusing pleasure. His area... his... hard area on mine.
"Tris! I'm sorry. Am I going to far? I... couldn't control myself." He lifts up as if to shift his weight from me. "No." I blurt as I pull him closer. I'm confused. He's confused too, because he furrows his brows. Is this really the timidity I felt in my landscape or excitement? "It..." My voice shakes, "It felt good, actually." I sort of laugh. "Are you sure?" He asks as he kisses in front if my ear. I pull him to me, not exactly sure if I'm trying to reassure him by placing my lips on his. His question still lingers in the air and he presses into me again. A moan slips out of me "Mmmmm yes."
He smiles against my lips. I lift my hips this time to meet him as he presses into me again. We return to kissing passionately and start to create a rhythm and form of contact with our hips. Is he feeling what I am? I've never felt so good. I feel the same sensation as I do when falling, whether it's off of buildings or falling for Tobias. I hold him as close as possible, because the closer we are the better this feels.
We kiss and gasp, our breaths have gotten heavier. Every few breaths one of us hums or moans. Tobias leans down again to kiss my chest and I can feel his skin becoming moist, his forehead has beads of sweat forming along its perimeter. It was not anywhere near close to being warm in this room when we first walked in and now it's as if we share the sun's energy.
The whirling sensation intensifies and I start to lose control of my decisions. My legs wrap around his backside and our responses tell me this is what we needed. Our bodies could not be closer... that is unless we were not clothed.
Is it possible for the human heart to beat this fast? I start to feel like I can't breathe. Our rhythm grows faster with every second and the tightening in my stomach feels like it's about to burst. Tobias let's out a moan that is more like a 'Gah...' And I use all of my arm strength to hold him close to me. I close my eyes as the sensation inside me erupts. I hold my breath and Tobias exhales as we spike with satisfaction, everything pulsing. Our breaths, now silent, leave only the sound of the fabrics of our lower halves grazing as we transition to a slow pace.
Tobias's head rests above my shoulder on the bed as we catch our breath. Sweat begins to dry and our bodies cool to a temperature I can actually stand. Tobias rolls onto his side beside me and stares at me as he un-sticks my hair from my forehead. He looks me up and down and examines himself as well. Our hair is a mess, our shirts are wrinkled and honestly... my pants have been drier. He chuckles. "What?!" I ask. "We're a hot mess, Tris." I stare at him for a minute and then we both laugh.
"I seriously need a shower." He states. "Do you um..." He pauses, "need one too?" I examine his expression. He looks worried, like as if he is waiting to find out whether or not he failed a task. "Are you worried I didn't enjoy myself?" His jaw hangs as if he wants to say something that he is uncertain of. I roll my eyes and jokingly state, "Tobias, if you're worried that my pants aren't as uncomfortably wet as yours I can assure you th-" He cuts me off with a kiss and pulls away. I shake my head and smile. "Yes, I'm going to need a shower." "Ok," He replies, "you can go first." I laugh. "How thoughtful of you."
I slide off of the bed and head into the bathroom. I rinse myself off and reach for a towel, which I wrap around myself. I look down at my clothes and realize I do not have another outfit on hand. "Dammit." I whisper. I slowly open the bathroom door to see Tobias by the counters drinking some water. I hold the towel close to me and he looks me up and down. "I um…" He raises his eyebrow. "I don't exactly have any clothes to wear." "Here," he laughs while walking towards the dresser, "wear this." He hands me a huge sweater. "Thanks." I mumble and I head back to the bathroom. I slip on the sweater and I look like I'm wearing a potato sack. Thankfully it hits about mid thigh, since my underwear is no good for using.
I shuffle out of the bathroom and hold my arms out. "I feel like a potato." He bursts out in laughter. I scowl at him and march up in front of him. I reach down and unbuckle his belt… his laughter stops. I make eye contact with him and keep it as I slowly pull the belt past each loop. It slides out and I look down so I can wrap and secure it on my waist. I walk back over to the bathroom to examine the outfit. "There!" I smile and look at him. He lightly licks his lips and raises his eyebrow. I leave the bathroom door open and pat him on the chest. "It's all yours." I whisper before I make my way to his bed. He clears his throat and heads over to take his shower.
I grab a glass of water and sit on his bed. I sip the water as I examine his room and its decorations. He reappears in no time and joins me on the bed. I set my water down and lay against his chest. "I don't think you really have to take the floor anymore." I say. "We're pretty comfortable with our… boundaries now." He caresses my back. "If that's what you want." He replies. I nod. "This finally feels right now." I whisper. "No more trainer and initiate. It's just Dauntless and Dauntless." "We're no longer Abnegation Tobias and Beatrice…" he starts, "we're Four and Six and a Half." I burst out into laughter. "What?" I exclaim. "Well, you only partially got over your fear of intimacy. Next comes the clothes." He chuckles.
We talk for a while and enjoy the closeness. I told him I'd leave soon to go get more appropriate clothes for the next day, but we dozed off. I woke up and it was still dark outside, but it was the early morning. I told Tobias I would be right back, he mumbled in response. I made my way to the dormitory and grabbed a new outfit. I shuffled to the bathrooms and changed quickly. I realized I had forgotten to grab my hairbrush to bring back with me, so I tiptoed to the dormitory. I sat down on my bed quickly after grabbing my brush to retie my shoe and when I sit back up I hear squeaking mattresses and shuffling feet.
It's too dark for me to see clearly, but as my eyes adjust, I see that Christina is tying her shoelaces. I open my mouth to ask her what she's doing, but then I notice that across from me, Will is putting on a shirt. Everyone is awake, but everyone is silent.