I cried when I first heard this amazing song and I also cried a little when I wrote this - yes I'm an over emotional bitch! This is about Dean and Sam's relationship and what they have gone through throughout their lives. Spoilers for season 6, hope you guys enjoy this and if you do then please review.

Sadly I don't own the characters and I don't own the song.

I'm so tired of being here

I'm tired of burying loved ones, tired of losing everyone I love; I'm tired of fighting a losing battle, tired of saying no to destiny, tired of saving the world. I'm done.

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

I failed you and I failed dad the one thing I had to do was to look out for you Sammy and now you're gone. How can I go on knowing that your gone and its all my fault I should have protect you, I should have never agreed to deaths deal I should have found another way to stop Lucifer. I should have never let you go and now the memories of your presence will still linger her and it won't leave me alone because I can never forget you Sammy.

These wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I healed on for thirty years but then I couldn't do it anymore Sammy, I couldn't. When I got of that rack I started ripping them apart. I lost count of how many souls. The things that I did to them. How I feel inside me, I wish I couldn't feel anything, I wish I couldn't feel a dame thing.

I came back from the pit with no scars and no marks but the guilt and bleeding wounds inside my soul will never go away.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years

When I cried you where always there Sammy when I screamed you would fight away my fears and you always have throughout all these years. How can i go on without you?

Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Now I'm left here bound to the life I promised you I would have. I'm left her dreaming of your face that haunts my dreams.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone and you're not coming back. but now I'm gratefully that you're still with me but I've been alone all along without you and I can't forget the pain and grief I felt.

This is now incomplete because in the future I will be writing more song fics like this for san and dean. If you like then subscribe for more and review. =)