biting my lip and trying to think of something ,someway to cover the intense beating. Wait,no actually pounding of my heart,hands shaking
I'm so totally nervous exhale deeply. Wow, why am I so nervous, it isn't like we've never talked on the phone before. Relax Chelsea breathe.
"hello?'
I catch my breath the phone is answered,"hey uh uh um hi."
"chels, Girl do you know what time it is?"
"uh well it's such a nice morning and well,um"
"Girl how do you know it's a nice dang morning, it's 5:19 am,are you ok?
"yeh."
"you sure? you sound like you need to talk , I'm sorry girl just Dang ya woke me up."
"I'm sorry it uh it can wait go on to sleep."
"You positive cuz I may take ya up on that."
"yeh, 'holding my breath but just before we go I let it out,Rae I need you !" throwing my hand up over my mouth .
"Wha?"
I need to talk to you umm can we meet later ?"
"of course girl,you know you are my best friend and I am here for you right girl, you know I love ya."
"I love you Rae." Truer words have not been spoken
I'll holla at ya when I get up .ok.?
"yeh ok sounds good rae,and...sleep well."
Wow I seriously called my lifelong best-friend at 5 in the morning on a SATURDAY no less to lay something like I love you on her. It's true though I think about her CONSTANTLY ,I dream of her of touching her soft carmel skin,and ... C'mon Chels try to rest at least chill nothing can be done at this moment anyway.