~*WARNING!*~
This fic contains Yaoi. You don't like it, go away.
As a side note, this takes place after 'Garbage Day' or whatever they called that episode where Matt meets Cherrymon.
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I had been walking the entire day. Sometimes it seemed as though I had been walking my entire life. Had it really been only two weeks since this started? What ever possessed me to do this?
…Tai. It had to have been Tai. Cherrymon had said that I had to beat him to grow stronger. I actually swallowed that bullshit. Why? When I saw how they looked at me…how he looked at me, something inside me died. I believed what Cherrymon had told me because I wanted to believe it. I wanted to believe that if I defeated Tai, he would notice me. Bull. I remember feeling his eyes on me when I was busy pummeling Tai. He was shocked.
…Jeez. I can believe I'm gay, I have no problem with that. I've always known that. But the fact is, I can't believe I love him. Most people would give ten-to-one odds that it was Tai. Not him.
I mean, I never even talk to him.
But is that because I have nothing to say?
Or because I'm afraid to?
Because I'm afraid.
Me. Yamato Ishida.
Digidestined of Friendship.
Jeez.
Well, I know why I keep on walking.
To find myself.
So that when I return, I can finally find the strength to tell him how I feel.
I'm coming, Koushiro.
Wait for me.
A/N- Hey. Yeah, this is a yaoi. Shocking, ain't it? I still can't believe I wrote this. I don't care if you flame me, I liked this piece. Weird how my mind works sometimes. See ya.