AN: Hello my lovely readers :)
I had to take this story down due to some editing but now it is up again and hopefully I will manage to update regularly!
I am looking forward to reading your comments and thoughts. :)

As always I do not own the characters and setting but have just taken them out for some playtime ;)

Let me tell you a story. It is a story that is not for the light-hearted. It is cruel and disturbing. But it is my story and I want to tell it.

My name is Yoonbum and I am a young man. I had a life once outside these walls but it is long gone and it never was a good life. My parents died when I was small and I was brought up by my uncle and granny but that is not important. My life changed when I attended high school because it was then that I first laid eyes on the most beautiful and intriguing person I ever met. He is tall, blonde and everyone likes him. He is quick to smile and friendly with everybody. He never noticed me but I can´t fault him for that because I am a person that is easily ignored. All through high school I admired him from afar and after high school I hoped not to be recruited for military service. You see I am a small and malnourished guy, always have been and will probably always be. But they took me in and I ended up being the guy´s punching bag. Can you guess who helped me? It actually was him. My secret crush managed to safe me when one night when I was about to be raped. He still did not recognize me though and I got out of the military at the first opportunity that was offered. You can probably guess what I did next, or can you? I do not know seeing that I am pretty messed-up. Maybe it would be better if you did not know? Whatever. I intensified my following of him, the perfect man and one day I eventually managed to achieve my dream. I got his pin code right and entered his home. It was awesome! His house is very pretty and tidy and his bed, ugh guys, it smelled so good! Like real good. I lay down and dreamed of him, what he could do to me, and then I heard a sound. Shocked I went to investigate. I had seen him leave the house and I knew that he had no family or flatmate that could be there, so who was in the house with me?! I followed the sound into a closet and there was a trapdoor with a lock on it. I cannot say if it was good that it was unlocked and I could investigate, in my opinion it was but I do not think that others would think like I do. I went down some stairs and it was very dark. I traipsed through the room. It was some kind of basement with many tools laying around. The sound I had heard upstairs was louder here and I went towards it only to come across a woman. Lying there on the floor, in a basement, naked, with shackles and a cloth in her mouth. She did not look happy. I think I was in shock. I had not thought that I would see a woman in the house of my love. I did not want her to be there and neither did she. I reached towards her. I wanted to know what she thought she was doing but everything went black.