Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Titans!!! There you happy now!.
Things Never Really Change.
I watched him throughout all the changes and admired him each time, from high-pitched freak to his calls for attention. I have sat through girly gossip sessions and group discussions blocking their comments and spiteful lies as my heart swelled with bliss. I've done unspeakable things, I've told lies and learn all the stuff I shouldn't know. I've whispered my secrets into the ears of those friends who criticized him to receive recognition that they know I'm still alive. All these were necessary.
Nothing hurt me more than pretending to ignore him or watching him with that blonde traitor who we took in who betrayed our trust. Nothing hurt me more than watching his heartbreak and not being able to tell him it will all be okay. Nothing hurt more than knowing he will be gone and that makes what little of my heart I have burst. He does not know it but I love him…. No, I loved him.
I have sat on the sidelines watching his crushed and listening to the high squeals produced from fan girls who do not really know him. I have seen all his sides and I loved all of them. I have listening to the bitching and the sighing as he passes by and I kept quiet.
It has been two years since I first loved him and I spent those nights dreaming of him. Two years of hard work trying not to show him how I feel. Two years may not seem that long, but in those years, I became more than just a girl, I became a woman, something special to those around me and they became invisible to me all I could see was him. He became my best friend but nothing more, so I closed myself off again.
He is leaving us, leaving me. He is moving away. I have wasted two years and my darkest secrets I have revealed knowing that he will never be able to use them against me.
Nevertheless, I never told him…
"I love you"
Author Note: This is my writing style and i will not be mentioning names all the way through the story but i'm sure you get the idea. By the way, I really like reviews and your flames will be really helpful.