Joe's Unreturned Feelings
He's so close, but yet I can't touch him
He's in reach, but he has someone else
Why can't he be mine
How come Kevin can have him but I can't
Do you even know I'm alive Nick
Do you know what I feel for you
I hear the moans you make at night when you think everyone is asleep
I lay wishing that it was my name that you were screaming instead of Kevin's
It's not worth living knowing you'll never be mine
So tonight as I cry
The salty tears pour down my cheeks
As I look through old photo albums of
You and Me
The tears stain the pictures lying on the pages
I hold the knife to my wrist
Hoping to stop the pain
The pain of you not loving me
As the blood falls from the cut on my wrist
I whisper the last words that I would ever say
"I will always love you Nick"