We look at each other, but don't say a thing. We feel how our hearts beat, but don't let it scream.

I'm staring at the clock, but the time doesn't pass.

I'm inhaling and exhaling, but my breaths don't last.

I'm so terribly in love with you; but you never gave me a chance.

The world's in shambles. She who changed the geography has hair like you, we find out later. Scarlet.

"Gray Sama? I'll go see if there is anybody from the guild." Blue haired and determined, Juvia starts walking away.

I look at her retreating back and go blank.

Your weight on my shoulder is scintillating; you've always been so mesmerising.

I would ignore it -the speeding up of my heartbeat and the shallowness of my breathing and the urge to kneel down and hold you in my arms -I swear I would, but I can feel how your breasts are against my shoulder blades and your legs are around my waist and your long, scarlet hair tickle my skin. Your lips come close to my ears, and you breathe out ever so slightly.

You and I are so close it's fucking breath taking but what presses on my mind instead is that you've never been so weak and I don't want to see you vulnerable ever again.

Yes, like the chill I carry in my nerves a whirlwind comes around us, and I hope against hope your warmth doesn't extinguish. At least not the way your feelings for me did. If nothing else, at least not the way my feelings were forced to die.

After years took away our ages and we grew past our demons, the nightmares that chained us earlier finally let us go -and here we are now, fighting again, not even sure if we'll live to see the sun tomorrow.

But it's Fairy Tail we are fighting for and in the end, love has its own spectrum -and some love is darker than the others.

Sudddenly, you speak the way I believe footsteps crush dried fall leaves -and my feelings for you, like the tiny parts of that leaf on the pavement, fly away... "Jellal..."

I do not cry and it surprises me, but something clogs my throat and the exhaustion and frustration make my wounds hurt.

Clearing my throat, I say, "I'm sure he's fine, Erza."

He's got you to love him, after all.

"Gray Sama!" By the time Juvia returns you've closed your eyes back, and I keep this moment hidden in my heart, lest it be the last memory the two of us get to make.

I look at Juvia and smile. She would never call me Jellal because to her, I am the most important -even after all the pain I have sent her way. Her blue hair is all down and some of the strands stick out.

These blue-heads, dammit... why do they make it hard to not to love them?

And so I don't hold a grudge against you for choosing him over me. He's your heaven; your sky. He always had a right on you before I did.

And she... she's my ocean.

I try to forget that your breath on my skin makes me shiver inside.

It's time we learned to walk away from our land -we are meant for different worlds, anyway.

A/N: OK, I know it's nothing, alright? I just wanted to check out the app, that's it. On a second note, I don't remember ever writing anything good about Juvia in the past.

Also, I think I'm forgetting how things work around in this fandom, but if you could, please review.

Also, I don't own them or their magic and I know the disclaimer is supposed to be on the top but I'm lazy af and can't do shit 'bout it.

That said, thank you.