A.N okay this is my first slash fic to put it lightly um yeah this kind of popped into my head

after I finished writing the poem so yeah anyway thank you every one who has reviewed

me stories thank you ever so much thanks to you I have been able to go on thank you!!!!

*-* !!!(happy star eyes) tell me if you guessed who was talking before the end of the fic

okay? And I know the characters or a bit out of character.

Title: Is this Love?

Write now I'm sitting in the common room thinking to myself. My thoughts are so

confused. I don't know how I feel, but I know I have to tell you soon. Or I think I'll break.

It's in the middle of class now I look at your stern face as you work, and I know, I know the

truth. I know I must talk to you today if possible. Then you give me the opportunity. You

walk up to me and say. " What is this supposed to be? It's completely wrong! -10 points!"

this is my chance! "Professor that is unfair how do you expect me to be able to do this right

if I cant even read your handwriting?" I know I have angered you. " What was that young

man?!" your dark eyes flash at me with anger. " Just what I said Professor, who on earth

could possibly be able to read that? it's completely illegible!" I see your anger grow and

you take 30 more points off, but who cares? You've given me the one thing I wanted to be

able to be with you alone. I act angered, but if someone would take the time they would

see that my eyes show happiness, not anger. I see Malfloy staring at me of all people I think

it ironic that he knew what I was thinking, oh well. over the years I've realized he'd

rather keep things to him self. odd don't you think I'm complementing a Malfloy.

almost laughable really. Oh well, no matter. I have what I wanted. it's 8:00 p.m. the time

you told me to be at your classroom. As I walk in I see him working on a paper he looks up

for a second and observes me and asks " Well? what have you got to say in your defense

before I make you work till dawn?" I look up to meet his eye and I say, " Yes, Professor I do

please be patient and let me finish." And I start reading the paper that I had been working

on for so long. you look completely shocked.

Promise me you'll never change

Now and forever

I love you cause your true

No matter what happens

You'll be there for me

Like an angel watching over me

You're an angel fallen form heaven

If they're really is such a place

I love you

And that's true

Though your world is made up of lies

There's always said

To be a truth in every lie

An I lying I don't really know

But I never said that I was smart

Just a little different

That's to be expected I'm not perfect

But who really is

People said my dad was perfect

But it isn't true

I found he was a jerk

Even though people led me to believe other wise

I saw first hand what he did and I'm sorry

I didn't know

How could I have no one told me what he was really like

I know your not supposed to insult the dead

But it's true

Mommy what did you see in daddy

Was he really nice or did you fall under the spell that he wove?

I don't know any of the answers

But its okay I don't want to know them

Some questions are better left unanswered

But I think I do love you

It doesn't matter what people say

So what if you're much older

So what if it isn't done

Who cares is you're a teacher and I'm your student

I love you and that's all that matters

I'm sorry if I get you in trouble

I'll say I used an unforgivable curse on you

I doesn't matter what people think

I still love you fallen angel

You always look so sad

And I wish I could make all your frowns disappear

I wish I could hear your laugh

It must bet quiet and deep like a calm ocean

I love you and I'm sorry

I know I'm hurting you

With every word I say

But I feel that I will burst

If I do not say it now and forever

I'll write it in my blood

I love you

Severus Snape

His face shows complete shock I don't blame him. I hope he isn't having some sort of

attack. you turns to stare at me searching for the truth, I guess. Suddenly his face shows

pain and he cloches his arm. he's being summoned he doesn't seem sure what to do. I

turn then and start to leave and say, "Professor I'm sorry if I've been a

disturbance I guess your being summoned." my voice is quiet barely a whisper. He walks

up behind me places a hand on my shoulder and says in a gentle almost kind voice, "Don't

waste your time on me. your still young you might not even be love." he then turns and

starts to walk away and says over his shoulder, " Oh and I'm not sure if I'll be coming

back. so please tell Dumbledor not to worry his sorry old head over it. good bye and

good luck." and he's gone I turn and run down the corridors. I don't know for how long

I've been running but it matters not I've reached an odd looking room I walk in and there

on the wall is a mirror and a knife is on a stool right next to it. I guess I will be able to

write your name in blood.

I LOVE YOU SEVERUS SNAPE

HARRY JAMES POTTER

I think I do love you Snape I hope you come back even if you cant be mine and maybe your

right like you normally are. I stop then and remember something, I am one with Voldemort I

turn to look back to the mirror and my name isn't the only one on the mirror.

I LOVER YOU SEVERUS SNAPE

TOM RIDDLE AND HARRY JAMES POTTER

YOU WILL BE OURS

Professor it appears that I'm not the only one who loves you but I think you love no one but

maybe some one else entirely for today he will be Tom's some other day he will be mine.

A.N. okay what did you think remember this is my first gay fic so be nice I really never

meat some one like that how I new was.. Yeah any way this is probably a completely naive

approach at it but I tried (sweat drop) I know that the characters are a bit out of character

but hey!!! Give me a break!!!