Ohayo! .! hehe, finally I wrote it :3 sooooo, I felt kinda guilty, that even though marco x jean my favourite OTP ever is, I hadn't written anything for them yet, and since 3 days ago I downloaded Dramatical murder, i just decided to write this :3

Hope u enjoy, and please leave reviews ; (ill answer ne? It makes me really happy if u do :3)

Jean had some...things, which he would prefer to keep secret. Well not exactly secret, he wouldn't really lie if anyone came out and actually asked him (except with some things), but they where not things that he would scream oput for the world to know. Especially because he still hadn't really accepted them himself.

First, he liked Yaoi. I mean to that extend that he would actually jerk off nearly every evening, thinking of two (animated though) guys...having sex with each other? Urgh, just thinking about it made him feel absoulutly hopeless. He was a guy! Ah, but just mayby he was gay...but he still liked girls more, ok?! … … Unfortunatly that was one of the things he hadn't accepted yet, and would actually lie about.

The second 'truth' if you could call it like that, was that he was also writing Yaoi. After halve a year he had faced his problems like a real man and had accepted that... he wouldn't even lie about it, just mayby not exactly tell everything...ah, and he still acted 100% normal and innocent in front of his parents if he saw them (he had mooved out when he had finnished school). Although he was 21 already, he didnt know how his parents would react if they knew that their son was writing gay porn... urgh, and he really didnt like it being called like that... Yaoi...not g-gay porn...!

Ok, never mind the other things, Jean was just too happy at the moment to bother with those...:

HE HAD FINNALY GOT 'IT'!

Hehe, it all started with one fucking examen... jean was studieng jernalism and had been extremely nervous bevore he had entered the huge room, with single tables and teachers looking at you with their 'I hope you fail everything' glare. He had been sooo nervous that his lovely best friend Sir Marco Bodt (he used to call him sir, because somehow he reminded him of one of those 100% angle like, super duper nice nobles in his games, the kind where you had to go to get new lives or seek for help), had told him to shut the fuck up, relax and quit running around in circles. Since that didnt really helped he had spoken his word:

"ne, jean, your obsessed with games, right? Didn't you say you wanted a new one? How about if you get at least 75% and keep calm now you can download it. Like that youd have a goal, right?"

The moment this was suggested, Jean calmed down to the extend that he could have been the second buddha. And because the world mayby didnt hate him that much afterall, and there clearly wasn't a god, 'cause if there was this wouldn't have happened, jean got exactly 75% on his examen.

And there he was. Siiting in front of his PC in L stile, feeling like the empiror of the world and was watching as the prowentage of the game slowly got higher and higher. In between he played a bit on his new squper high technologie Tablet (Livta* from *ldi). Hehe, he had finally got enough of those cool green diamond thingies to buy santa! well santa had just been eaten by this annoying monkey thingy wich was chasinfg him the whole fukcing time until he died, when the game he was waiting for was finally finished.

"Yippy! WUUUUUUUHUUUUUUUU! hehehehehehehe, I HAVE THE POWER! urgh . ". So that was jean, being happy, but also something else at the same time. The feeling is really difficult to explain, it was a kind of self hate, but not really caring at the same time, and excitement, but also the thought how absoulutly ruined your live was. But in the end happines took over The tug like boy/man/whatever/not horse face tough, as he looked at the screen:

Dramatical murder!

YAAAAAAAAAY! hehe, even the music was awesome! Ok ok, p-play... IT WORKS! quickly call Marco!

'jean? How can I help you?"

"MAAARCOOOOOOOO! I managed, tis loading! IM PLAYING THE GAME!"

"ow...Haha, ok, good for you Jean! What game? ^^"

"... …. eto...sono...ah, need to go . byebye marco ^^)

How would he explain to marco, the most innocent angel friend, that he was getting hyper because of a Yaoi game? Urgh . Maaaaa, jean didnt really care yet. Hehe, Nya, theres Aoba . W-Woa! hehe, cool city :3 NYAAAAA! SOOOOO AWESOME!

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ok, Im terribly sorry for the spelling, I know I suck at it T_T Well, this chapter is completely based on things that happened to me (e-eto, u decide to which extend though . not telling .) so it might seem kinda weird XD

hope u enjoyed it :)

next chapter comes when I have some reviews XD (Yohohohohohohohhoho, Im sooooooo evil! :p)