Ok, this songfic has been in my mind for like a month. It's a oneshot unless some one wants me to continue with a story after, which I doubt will happen, cause my style of writing sucks when I write it. Hey, wait, I can change my style! Maybe that'll work! Ok I'm gonna write now. Oh, and if anyone was wondering, this is to Sara's parents, and sort of in her POV. I need to vent, cause my parents are having and all adult Cinco de Mayo party, and I'm only allowed to go downstairs when I need something. One of my best friends, Kat, just left, I'm bored, my sister's at my Aunt and Uncle's house, and I'm drinking a virgin margarita. Kay, done venting.
Spoilers- Nesting Dolls (you kind of have to have either watched it, read about it, or was told about it, to get this. Also, when it says To Both, you have to think about it once for her mom, and once for her dad, because they most of the time mean different things for different people. YOU MUST THINK ABOUT IT TO REALLY UNDERSTAND IT!)
Disclaimer- I don't own it. All the lunch money in the world can't change it. sob
To Both
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
To Mom
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
To Both
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
To Mom
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
To Dad
Because of you
I am afraid
To Both
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
To Dad
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
To Both
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
To Mom
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
To Dad
Because of you
I am afraid
To Dad
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
To Mom
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
To Both
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
To Mom
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
To Both
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you