The decisions I have made in my past aren't the things I am proud of. If I could have anything in this world, it would be the woman I have loved since I first set eyes on her. If I hadn't refused her offer of dinner, where would we be now? If I had acted on her reaction to my beauty comment, where would we be now? Pointless thinking I guess, she left months ago with him. Which begs the question, why am I bothered? Why do I care? I turned her down so many times I can't possibly be interested in her, but the thing is; I always have. I fell in love with her at a seminar I delivered years ago, but back then she was young & still had her life set out for her. I was a man of thirty-five who lived only for his mother & career. It's strange the things you remember when you die, but Sara will always be one of them.