this was my first ever kagome sesshomaru fanfiction well it started off as a 1shot... but im writing more chappys so if you wont to know what will happen after this chappy please Message me :D
::Sesshomaru's POV::
I watch as the cold rain falls down crashing to the ground which showed it no mercy. I scoff 'kind of like my heart.'
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
It's been a year since I've seen her, the miko that travels with my brother….. Kagome.
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Why was I so cruel I had torn her heart the same as my brother before me, yes the miko Kagome had feelings for me but pretended to be repulsed by it.
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
No I was repulsed by myself not her, I didn't wont to turn out just like my father. So I pushed her away broke her and let the wind carry away the pieces.
To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I had acted just like Inuyasha, and for that reason after Rin found out she left to find Kagome.
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I slowly walk towards Inuyasha's home. Even my ever faithful Jaken left me. He was right to, I have no honour to uphold any more, even if human it is a crime to hurt any female at my status.
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I spot Kagome my heart pangs with grief as I see the scared look on her face as she sees me.
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
No longer does she smile at me this is my punishment for my crime.
Her eyes widen I can read the fear and pain in them.
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Slowly I kneel down till my crescent moon touches the ground and say the words that I had been wishing to for the last year.
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
"Please Forgive Me"
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hope u like this I might make more song fics if u like them .
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