HEY I'M BACK! I know it's been a looooonnngggg time, but after a lot of thought I decided to re-write the story instead of deleting it. Yes it's true I was thinking of deleting it, but I didn't want to disappoint all my readers. I love you all so much. So I'm back for good now! Seriously I am! This time it's legit. It's so true that i'm punishing myself if I dont post on record time. Or you all can! Anyway, I have 2 problems which i'll need your help with so PLEASE READ THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE! Thanks! Now on with the new version of DARK CRIMSON! xD
I DON'T OWN GAKUEN ALICE (sadly) OR ANY OF THE SONGS!
My name is Mikan Yukihira Sakura, but i just go by the name Mikan Sakura. The name Yukihira is sort of a taboo name to me. Why? You might ask. Well that's none of your damn business!My mom died when i was 12 years old. Now my friends and I, Emiko, Kazuma, and Hotaru are in our third year of high school at Alice Academy of Arts (AAA). Kazuma, Emiko, and I are in a band. We all sing, but i'm the main singer. Kazuma plays the guitar and Emiko is the drummer and my best friend Hotaru is our manager.
" Oi baka wake up!" Hotaru said. I can tell that she has been trying to wake me up for a while now.
" Ugh...Hotaru 5 more minutes." I said. trying to fall back asleep.
" Wake up now or i'll hit you with the baka gun! It's updated too." Hotaru said stoic.
" Fine I'm coming." I said getting out of bed. I swear if it wasn't for Hotaru i would probably be late for school everyday.
Yea that's right. It's the first day of school, but the thing is...this school is a dormitory type of school. So we all live at the school and honestly I don't care. Anyway I got up and pretty much did my normal routine. I took a shower, put some make-up on, but a small amount because I hate wearing too much make-up, and some cloths. I wore a pair of black shorts, a red tank top, a black jean jacket, and black combat boots.
" Ohayou Hotaru!" I said as I went to the kitchen.
Hotaru and I have different dorms, but she has the keys to my place and tends to come and go as she pleases.
" Forget the greetings we are going to be late because of you." Hotaru said stoic.
" Well then, let's go." I said heading for the door.
The walk to class took about 10 minutes and luckily for me we made it on time. Hotaru tends to scold me if we are late. As we walked into class every turned and looked at us.
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2...
1...
"OHAYOU MIKAN-SAMA, HOTARU-SAMA!"
* BAKA BAKA BAKA*
" Will you shut up!" Hotaru said stoic.
Yea well if you haven't guessed it my band mates, including Hotaru, and I have a fan club. An annoying one too. Right now we are the most popular band at school. In my opinion i could care less. They think they know us, but they don't.
" Ohayou." I said quite bordely as i made my way to my seat, in the back next to the window.
" Ohayou Mikan-chan."
" Ohayou Anna, Ohayou Nonoko." I said.
" Wheres Kazu?" I asked as I grabbed some things out of my bag.
" Right here." Came a voice.
I looked up and saw Kazuma.
" Missed me." Kazuma said smirking.
" Yea a lot." I said sarcastically while rolling my eyes. As a result Kazuma just laughed.
" Hey guys guess who i saw!" Permy said running into the room, but before she could continue Narumi came prancing in. Yea that's right prancing with a pink tutu on.
" Helloo~ my lovely students!" Narumi sang.
" Ohayou." Some of us said.
" Okay class! I want you all to welcome back some students of ours. I'm sure you all remember them. They've been gone a tour for quite a while so please make them feel comfortable!" Narumi said.
'Snitz! Snitz! Snitz! Snitz! SNITZ! This can not be happening! They can't be back! I thought.
" Please welcome back Crimson Dynamite!" Narumi said.
The stupid class went wild as Natsume, Koko, Kitsuneme, Ruka, and Yuu walked in. Yea that's right I know them, but who wouldn't when there are a bunch of crazy fangirls screaming your name. Gag please.
" Permy is this what you were going to tell us." I said to her.
" Yea." She said.
"Hn" i said.
" Class settle down. We need to arrange seats now." Narumi said.
" Ok Ruka you will sit next to Imai-san, Koko with Permy, Kitsu with Nonoko, Yuu with Anna and Natsume with..."
'He better not say my **** name' I thought.
" and Natsume with Mikan-chan...Free period." Narumi said running out the room.
' Naru that freakin coward! no no no no no. There is NO WAY IN HELL AM I SITTING NEXT TO NATSUME!' I thought, but to my dismay he started walking my way. The worst part is that he had that stupid smirk on his face.
" Hey long time no see polka." Natsume said smirking.
I couldn't even say anything a whole swarm of fangirls came. Have i mentioned how much I hate fangirls. I really really hate them. Right now they were getting on my nerves. It was bad enough i have to sit with him now i have to be dragged into his swarm of barbie dolls, NO WAY! I looked over at Hotaru and Kazu and i could tell they knew i was going to explode.
" Mou Natsume~ why don't we get out of here and go somewhere alone." Came a screeching voice. I looked over and saw none other than Luna. With the screeching of her voice i lost it. It seemed that Kazu noticed because he came over.
" Mikan are you ok?" He asked. I could tell he was worried. At that point everyone was looking at us, even Natsume and his stupid fangirls.
" Yea." I said getting up.
" Where are you going then?" He asked following me.
" Somewhere far away from these damn barby dolls." I said glaring.
For some odd reason i felt someone watching me as I left, but i just ignored it.
" Hey let's go to your favorite place." Kazuma said from behind me.
" Whatever." I said.
*TIME SKIIP*
" That was quite a show." Kazu said chuckling.
We were under the Sakura tree in the back of the school. It was one of my favorite places in the school.
" It wasn't intentional." I said stoic.
" Yea, but you have to admit it was kind of funny! Did you see the look on Luna's face when u said damn barbie doll? It was hilarious." Kazu said laughing.
" Kazu!"
"Yea"
" Sometimes i think you're crazy." I said trying to suppress a smile.
" Yea and sometimes i think you're mad!" Kazu said smiling.
" So you're the crazy rabbit and i'm the mad hatter." I said smirking.
" Yup, and Emiko is Alice." Kazu said smirking.
" So who's Hotaru then?" I asked.
" Hotaru is a mix between the Red Queen and the White Queen." Kazu said thoughtfully.
"hm...I can kind of see that." I said.
" So Mikan...Do you really hate Natsume and his band?" Kazu asked suddenly.
" Don't you and Hotaru tell me hate is a strong word." I said.
" Yea but..."
"But nothing. Just forget it ok." I said.
" Uh Mikan.."
" What the hell Kazuma I said forget it!" I practically yelled.
" Since when do you curse polka?"
Oh great the one person i really didn't want to see.
" Hell isn't really a curse word nimrod. It's a i thought you were supposed to be smart" I said mumbling the last sentence.
" Listen Hyugga! It was great catching up with you and all but I have to go." I said getting up.
" Hyugga? Huh i don't remember you ever calling me that." Natsume said.
I didn't answer and I didn't look back.
*TIME SKIP again*
I was in my room with my guitar in hand trying to think of lyrics to write before i went to bed. Hotaru wanted me to write a song by Friday for the schools annual "Beginning of School Event" on Saturday. It's an all day event and is usually for the freshmen to see what this school is all about, but it's also for those of us who are older to show each other that we've still got what it takes to go to this school. That's during the concert at 7:30 pm. So here I am thinking of possible lyrics, but coming up with nothing. Nothing at all.
"The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But i can't control it"
"Hello." I said answering my phone.
" Hey Mikan!" Emiko's voice rang from the phone.
" Hey Emi what's up?" I asked stoic
" Not much! Hotaru wanted me to tell you that we are having rehearsals tomorro morning before school starts." Emiko said.
" Ugh okay thanks." I said.
" You're welcome! Goodnight Mi-chan!" Emiko said.
"Goodnight." I said hanging up.
" This week is gonna be tiring." I said as I went to bed.
*NEXT DAY*
" Morning Hotaru." I said as i went to the kitchen.
" It's about time you get up baka." Hotaru said stoic.
" Hotaru it's 6:30 in the morning. I don't know why we have to have rehearsals so early." I said grabbing the cup of coffee Hotaru made for me.
" Let's go." Hotaru said heading for the door.
" *sigh* Sometimes you act like a robot Hotaru." I said smirking at the end.
" At least I don't have problems waking up." Hotaru said stoic.
" I guess that's true." I said as we walked to the schools studio.
" Have you written a song yet?" Hotaru asked.
" No not yet." I said.
" You do realize tomorrow is Friday." Hotaru said.
" Yes i realized that." I said a little irritated.
" Hn." Hotaru said as we walked into the studio
Surprisingly, when Hotaru and I got there Kazuma and Emiko were already there. Usually Hotaru and I are first, but i guess not today.
" Morning." I said as i yawned.
" Still tired Mikan!" Kazuma said smirking.
" Shut up Kazu! How about you try writing the song for a change." I said glaring at him.
" Enough already!" Hotaru said stoic.
After that Hotaru talked to us about getting ready for Saturday and when we were going to perform. Apparently Natsume and his band is going to open the show and we are going to close the show. That's just great...not! By the time she was done it was about 7am and time for us to practice.
" Mikan what song are we going to practice?" Kazuma asked.
" Yea Polka what song?" Came an arrogant voice from the door.
'I really don't need this so early in the morning' i thought.
" What do you want Hyugga?" I asked annoyed.
" We have to practice Polka." Natsume said.
It was then that i noticed the rest of Crimson Dynamite was behind him.
" Hhmm last time i checked we were here first! I mean when was the last time you were even here practicing! Oh yea i remember. It was over a year ago." I said
" That wasn't very nice or fair Polka." Natsume said a little irritated.
" Hm there was someone who used to tell me life isn't fair...oh yea it was you." I said irritated.
" Funny Polka, but maybe you should let the professionals practice!" Natsume said smirking.
" Natsume I don't think you should have said that." Ruka said as he came up from behind.
" Listen to bunny boy Hyugga!" I said beyond mad now.
" Hn and i thought only Hotaru called him that." Natsume said smirking.
" Mikan maybe we should just go." Kazuma said.
" Hell no! I'm not gonna be pushed around any more!" I said glaring at natsume.
" Since when have you ever been pushed around Polka?" Natsume said chuckling.
" That's none of you're damn business." I said
" Now you either get out or i'll kick you out. Trust me I will kick you. Isn't that right Kazu" I said smirking.
" Yea." Kazuma said.
" I'd like to see you try polka." Natsume said smirking.
" Sweet!" I said smirking.
" Mikan!" Kazuma said warningly.
" Oh come on Kazu. He said i could kick him.
I went a few feet from Natsume. I could see it in his eyes. He doesn't think i can kick him, but then again, he doesn't know me anymore.
" Come on Polka I know you're not gonna kick me." Natsume said smirking
With that send I did a front kick and kicked him in the chest, hard. He went back a few feet, knocking him and his friends down. I closed and locked the door in the process. Thank goodness the place is soundproof.
" Mikan i think you kicked a little too hard!" Kazuma said sighing.
" I didn't break his ribs so I didn't kick that hard." I said.
" Wow Mikan that was amazing. You kicked Natsume when he least expected it." Emiko said excitedly.
" Oi baka you owe me extra practice." Hotaru said stoic.
" But Hota-"
" No buts or it gets worse." Hotaru said.
" Fine" I said.
" We have 10 minutes until we have to go." Kazuma said.
" Great." I said sarcastically.
" Let's just go. There is no point now" I said.
" Fine." Hotaru said as she headed for the door.
*Time skip: in classroom*
When we got to the classroom i just wanted to rip my eyes out. All the barbie dolls were surrounding Natsume. You could probably hear them from a mile away.
" Natsume~kun are you alright."
" Natsume~ want me to make you feel better."
*Gag*
As i walked to my desk none of them were moving.
" Excuse me." I said irritated.
Still not even a glance. So I took Hotaru's baka gun and shot randomly at one of the barbie dolls. They all glared at me, but at least i got their attention.
" What do you want." Luna screeched.
" Isn't it obvious. I want to sit in my seat." I said stoic.
" You don't deserve to sit next to our Natsume." Luna said smirking.
" Tch. Who would want to sit next to a guy who can't even block a kick from a girl who's shorter than him." I said low enough so that the entire class didn't hear.
" What?" Luna said confused.
" If you're too dumb to figure it out then why should I waste my breath." I said stoic.
With that said Narumi came in and class began. Before I knew it, it was already Friday afternoon.
" Hey Mikan-chan!" Anna and Nonoko said in unison.
I was walking in the hall thinking of the song that I still needed to finish writing and didn't notice Anna or Nonoko until now.
" Oh hey sorry!" I said.
" It's ok." Anna said smiling.
" You were working on the rest of your song weren't you?" Nonoko said.
" Yup. I only have about half of it done. " I said.
" Well we were wondering if you wanted to go to karaoke?" Anna and Nonoko said in unison.
" We already asked Kazuma-kun, Hotaru, and said ok." Nonoko said.
" I guess it won't hurt. Plus it could be like practice." I said.
" Great! We gave Hotaru the details so we'll see you at 7pm." Anna said cheerfully.
" Ok see you two then. Bye." I said as they walked away.
That night I wore a black tank top that said ' I hate your smile' in white, with black shorts and black and white converse.
" Hey." I said as i met Hotaru, Kazu, and Emi outside the school gates.
" Hey Mikan."
" Hey Mi-chan!"
" Let's go."
The karaoke place was about 15 minutes if you walked, which is what we were doing.
Fifteen minutes later we got to this nice place with neon lights everywhere. The place was set up with private rooms so you can go to one room with friends and not disturb anyone else. Our room was the 3rd room on the 3rd floor. ( I like the number 3) When I walked in the first thing I saw was crimson eyes.
" Hey Polka-Dots." Natsume said smirking.
" Mikan-chan!" Nonoko said as she got up and came over to me.
" Sorry Mikan-chan! I know you don't really like Natsume and his band and Permy thought it would be a great idea and-"
" It's fine, I'll stay." I said to her.
" Realy! Great!" Nonoko said as she went to sit down.
I sat down in between Hotaru and Kazuma. Everyone was here. Crimson Dynamite, My band including Hotaru, Permy, Nonoko, and Anna. So in total there was 12 of us.
" So who wants to sing first?" Anna asked.
" Why don't we eat first." I said. I wasn't really hungry, but I didn't want to sing.
" You're always hungry Polka." Natsume said.
" At least I know how to block a kick." I said smirking while Natsume just glared at me.
" Uh.. That's a great idea Mikan-chan." Ruka said which earned him a glare from me. None of us are buddy buddy at least not anymore.
Everyone put their order on this tablet that i guess sends the order to the kitchen in this building. Within 10 minutes our food was here.
" Wow! This food looks so good." Emiko said smiling.
" Food always looks good to you." I said rolling my eyes.
" That's not true." Emiko said pouting.
" Whatever you saw." I said.
" Ne Mikan-chan how was your summer?" Anna asked.
" Hhhmmm. Lots and lots of early morning and late night rehearsals." I said as I ate my turkey and cheese sandwich.
" Really! Wow that seems hard." Nonoko said.
" Hm." I said shrugging my shoulders.
" How about you Nonoko, Anna?" I asked.
It went like that for about half an hour. Mainly just the girls talking.
" Oi is anyone going to sing?" Natsume asked bordely.
" Oh right we almost forgot!" Anna said.
" So who wants to go first?" Nonoko asked.
" How about Polka. Unless you're scared." Natsume said smirking.
" I'll go." Kazuma said suddenly, saving me from Natsume's taunting eyes.
" Thanks Kazu." I whispered.
" No problem Mikan." Kazuma whispered.
" What song are you going to sing?" Emiko asked.
" Hmm Mikan what's that song I really like. The one you showed to us over the summer." Kazuma said smiling.
" Yea hold on let me see if i have it." I said as I pulled out my phone. All the songs i finish I keep the instrumental versions on my phone. It took me awhile but i finally found it. Going over to the machine ( Sorry but i've never been to a karaoke place so I don't know what it's called exactly) I plugged the phone into the wire.
" Ready when you are." I said.
" Hit it." Kazuma said chuckling.
I pressed play and sat back down next to Hotaru. Everyones eyes were on Kazuma, even Natsume.
"Monster"
The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can't control it
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up
And break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark
It's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me
It wants my soul,
It wants my heart
No one can hear me scream
Maybe it's just a dream
Or maybe it's inside of me
Stop this monster!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I'm gonna lose control
Here's something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster [4x]
The song ended and for a while the room was silent, but then erupted as everyone clapped, except for Hotaru, Natsume, and I. I just sat there and smirked.
" Wow Kazuma-kun that was amazing!" Anna and Nonoko said as Kazuma sat next to me, handing me my phone.
"Thanks!" Kazuma said smiling.
" Mikan-chan did you really write that song?" Permy asked.
" Yea." I said bordly.
" Where did you get the idea for it?" Anna asked.
I flinched. No one ever asks me where I get my songs from. Most of the time I black out, sort of, and the next thing I know I have a song. My songs are usually about my past and let's just say that's a subject I don't want to talk about.
"-kan! Mikan!"
" What!" I said looking up.
" You suddenly spaced out." Nonoko said.
" Oh sorry." I said.
" It's ok. I was just wondering where you get the inspiration for your songs." Anna said.
" I'm not really sure. One minute i'll have a blank page in front of me and the next thing I know I have a song done." I said looking at the table.
" Well why don't you sing then Polka." Natsume said smirking.
He's getting annoying. Why the hell does he want me to sing.
" Hm..No! One of my bandmates sang so now someone from your side sings."
" Oi baka we have to go." Hotaru said suddenly.
" What? Why?" I asked confused.
" It's almost 10 at night and we have to get up early tomorrow." Hotaru said making her way for the door.
" Hm. We get the studio this time Polka." Natsume said.
" If you can block the kick, then maybe we'll talk." I said smirking as we left.
Tomorrow was definitely going to be an interesting day.
Surprisingly the next morning I got up before Hotaru could yell at me. I did my normal routine. I wore my favorite Sleeping with Sirens shirt, a pair of black skinny jeans with a chain going around the one side, my converse and some wristbands. My hair was down, but curled neared the ends. As for make-up. All I had on was eyeshadow and a little bit of eyeliner! Like i said I hate wearing too much make up.
" Hey Mi-chan you look pretty." Emiko said when i got to the studio.
" Thanks! So do you." I said. Emiko was wearing denim shorts with a black sharkbite fringe tank top, converse, and a necklace.
" Ohayou." Hotaru said from the door as she walked in with Kazu.
" Hey." Kazuma said.
" Hey." Emiko and I said.
" So what's the plan for today again." I asked.
" We practice and then we go around welcoming the freshmen to our school. Half an hour before the concert starts you go back stage." Hotaru said stoic.
" That's it?" I asked.
" Yes." Hotaru said.
" Cool!" I said.
" Oh and Mikan if anyone talks to you about signing record deals tell them to see me and no one else." Hotaru said.
" Got it." I said.
We ended up rehearsing all day with a few breaks to eat. Now it was 5pmish.
" I'm tired. Ne Mi-chan can we stop." Emiko said.
" Yea I guess we can." I said out of breath.
" What do you say Kazu." I said.
" I'm hungry so let's eat." Kazu said smiling.
When we left the studio the whole school was swarming with people. There were people everywhere you looked. It might be exciting for most people, but for me it was annoying.
" Come on let's find somewhere to eat." I said irritated.
We went to the little town inside the school grounds. The shops were filled with people. We decided to go to this cafe that we heard was really good. When we got in the lady greeted us and took us to our seats. We ate our food when it came and even ordered dessert.
" That tasted good." I said as we left the cafe.
" Yea, and there smoothies are delicious." Emiko said.
" What time is it?" I asked.
" It's 6pm now." Kazuma said.
" Hm that gives us about an hour to do whatever." I said.
" Sweet. Why don't we head to the fountain." Kazuma said.
" Ok." Emiko and i said at the same time.
As we were walking to the fountain I could hear the screams before i got there. Girls screaming bloody murder only means one thing. Crimson Dynamite.
" Ugh why does this have to happen to me." I said annoyed.
" Come on. We can go somewhere else if you want." Kazuma said.
" Yea Mi-chan." Emiko said.
" No! I'm not gonna go away just cuz' they are here. In fact i have an idea." I said smirking.
" Oh no! I know that face." Kazuma said.
" Come on Kazu it will be fun." I said giving him the best puppy dog eyes I could. It was rare for me to do this but worth the try.
" *sigh* fine." Kazu said.
" Yes!" I said giving them my rare smile.
Ten minutes later we were on the opposite side of Natsume and his band. I was standing on the edge of the big water fountain. My phone was plugged in and i was ready to go.
" Excuse me everyone!" I said into the mic we borrowed from some kid.
Everyone's head turned towards us.
" Hi guys! My name is Mikan Sakura and these are my bandmates. Kazuma and Emiko! We are Dark Crimson and we are so excited that you guys are all here! The concert doesn't start for another hour or so, but i thought i would give you all something to look forward to!" I said. I could feel the stares from Natsume, his band and his barbie doll fangirls.
(Mikan, Kazuma)
"Tell Me Something I Don't Know"
Everybody tells me that it's so hard to make it
It's so hard to break yeah
There's no way to fake it
Everybody tells me that it's wrong what I'm feeling
I shouldn't believe in
The dreams that I'm dreaming
I hear it everyday
I hear it all the time
I'm never gonna amount too much but they're never gonna change my mind
Oh
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know, something I don't know, something I don't know [2x]
How many inches in a mile
What it takes to make you smile
Get you not to treat me like a child baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know, something I don't know, something I don't know
Tell me, tell me something I don't know [2x]
Everybody tells me I don't know what I'm doing
This life I'm pursuing
The odds I'd be losing
Everybody tells me that it's one in a million
Like one in billion
One in a zillion
I hear it every day
I hear it all the time
I'm never gonna amount too much but they're never gonna change my mind
Oh
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know, something I don't know, something I don't know [2x]
How many inches in a mile
What it takes to make you smile
Get you not to treat me like a child baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know, something I don't know, something I don't know
So here's the track
Like Catrina makes a
Wish Medina
Make 'em say, "I'm ready."
Are you ready for it
Ya I'm ready for it
Really ready for it
Ya I'm ready for it
Let's get ready for it
I'm on my way
I know I'm gonna get there someday
It doesn't help when you say
It won't be easy
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know, something I don't know, something I don't know [2x]
How many inches in a mile
What it takes to make you smile
Get you not to treat me like a child baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know, something I don't know, something I don't know [3x]
How many inches in a mile
What it takes to make you smile
Get you not to treat me like a child baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know, something I don't know, something I don't know.
" So how did you guys like that?" I said out of breath.
Everyone around us cheered. About half of Natsume's fans came to my side during the song and they were all cheering for me.
" Thanks so much everyone! We are Dark Crimson and we hope to see you soon!" I said smiling.
" Nice Mikan! You had everyone jumping and cheering." Kazuma said.
" Yea it was really exciting to see you smile." Emiko said smiling.
" Thanks Emi." I said.
" Mikan-chan!" came a voice from behind me.
I turned around and saw Ruka.
" Ruka?" I said confused.
" Hey that was really great Mikan!" Ruka said smiling.
" Yea great improvements Polka." Natsume said coming up behind Ruka, smirking.
" Last time you sang like that was-" Natsume said stopping. I flinched.
He must have realized it too. The last time I sang in front of him like that was at my mother's funeral. It's been five years since then.
" What's wrong Natsume. It's not like you to stop mid-sentence." I said sarcastically.
" Mikan." Kazuma said warningly.
" Shut it." I said.
" Emiko why don't you go find Hotaru and tell her we are on our way." Kazuma said.
" But-"
" Just go." Kazuma said.
" Mikan I-"
" Just say it already." I said.
Why can't he just say it. Can't he just admit that my mother is dead.
" Mikan just leave it alone." Kazuma said.
" Shut UP!" I screamed.
" Mikan listen I didn't mean to bring it up." Natsume said softly.
" Things happen whether you mean for them to happen or not. Apparently you haven't accepted the fact that she is dead. Unlike you I have. I already accepted the fact years ago. She's not coming back ever again." I said looking at the floor.
" Mikan-" Natsume started before i interrupted him again.
" I guess we'll see you guys at the concert. Be ready to eat my dust Crimson Dynamite." I said smirking.
I left Natsume and Ruka shocked because of my sudden change of mood.
" Well that was close." I said as Kazu and I headed for the auditorium.
" Your an Idiot." He said shaking his head.
" I thought i was the mad one?" I said smiling.
" Yea you're the mad idiot." Kazuma said chuckling.
That's it for my re-written chapter 1 of DC! Sooooooo what do you think? Bad, good, terrible, amazing, etc? I tried to make it longer, like really long, but it's hard to really say! Anyway the 2 things I need your help with...yes i'm talking to you...is:
1. I need some songs. Songs for DC and CD (lol i was working on chapter two and noticed that) to sing. For Mikan i would say songs about having a bad past or an abusive father. Plus maybe the death of a loved one (her mom did die). As for Natsume I don't really want him to sing a song about love yet, but anything for him would be good i guess. :)
2. Did you want me to make my chapters really long like this or longer. Which will take me 2 weeks possibly or did you want it shorter and take no more than a week to post. So pretty much the longer it is the longer it takes to post.( the longest i will post is every 2 weeks)?
Please review or PM me and tell me wat you think! xD