So I'm back to Naruto fandom with a fem!kakashi story (where nearly everyone thinks she's a boy). God, I'm obsessed with this kind of fics.
Anyway, hope u enjoy it and just so u know, I'm screwing with the timeline: Kakashi was 9 when he (she?) was promoted to a jounin, joined Anbu after Rin's death at 10 and lost Minato at 11.
I really have no idea where I'm going with this, so ur ideas would be appreciated. (even though I can't promise to take all of them into account)
And just one more thing: I's been ages since I read the manga, so if anyone is interested and has a lot of information about Kakashi and naruto's world, it'd be great if they pm me.
Warning: this story is crap and my grammar sucks.
(Oh, and there will most probably be mentions of rape and torture.)
Hope u enjoy and plz, leave a review and tell me what u think. it's really important to me.
(I'm also changing somethings, but they're not really important.)
Believe it or not, Naruto isn't mine (and nor is the cover. I just think it's really pretty so I used it.)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~NARUTO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Kakashi stared straight ahead, locked eyes with the finally mask-less man, and came to a conclusion:
He was dead.
He wasn't sure how it had happened. One minute he'd been fighting the war, and the next, he'd been starring at the damaged face of his long-lost friend and wondering just how had a rasengan directed at another mask-wearing ninja killed him – maybe the man had tricked them and put a connection between their masks, or maybe he had finally run out of chakera and it didn't have anything to do with the enemy- because for some reason, he was dead, and more than probably not, experiencing the afterlife.
Which was short –long? – for hell.
Or some mess named a battlefield.
He'd always thought hell would be a dark hole of flaming black fire and hot white pain- some place worthy of a few nightmares in a row and not much else- and had been somehow unimpressed by it –after all, what were a few burns compered to what he'd already seen? - but now seeing the land of eternal punishment before his very eyes, he couldn't help but think that it was a very fitting name.
He didn't have much care for the scenery itself- So what if the ground was now more falling boulders than an actual hard surface beneath his feet, or what if the moon was bleeding scarlet, shinning in an all too familiar shade of red and drowning everything in blood –Obito's blood, because it's his shade of red- ? He could deal with the shattered ground and the flying rocks, and he had long since gotten used to seeing everything behind a layer of blood.
No, it was something else he couldn't take.
Or rather, someone.
Kakashi was a ninja, he wasn't innocence, in fact, he was far from it. He was a murderer, a cold-blooded killer and at a darker time, nothing more than a killing machine. It'd only make sense that he'd end up in hell.
But why Obito of all of people, a hero that had died sacrificing himself for his friends, would be there, he didn't know.
'He can't be here,' He thought, 'So… If I'm not in hell, where am I?'
Certainly not in heaven, a voice in his head sneered.
But that would mean…
"Calm down Kakashi," Obito said, looking the copy-nin dead in the eyes, "It's only a dream,"
A dream?
"A very, very bad dream,"
But it didn't feel like a dream. It felt real, too real.
"Are you telling me you've never dreamed of me before? I'm hurt Kakashi. I thought you'd remember me better than this," He scoffed, a cruel look entering his mismatched eyes. "Especially since I was kind enough to leave you a gift,"
Kakashi felt cold hands gripping at his chest, shredding and cutting the flesh and the clothes alike. Yes. He knew this. He remembered this. the face, the purple eye, the words- those were new.
but the cold in his voice?
"Or is it because I'm not the thirteen years old you once knew, crushed and left alone in a cave to bleed out to death?"
The sharp tone?
"Is it that? I certainly hope so. I've always liked to think that I have a special place in your nightmares- just as you do in mine."
The hatred?
"Would you remember If I asked you to watch out for Rin-"
This was Obito-
"Or went to grab your eye?"
just one thing was different.
"You don't need it anymore- It's not like you kept an eye on her,"
He already knew of his sins.
*****Naruto*****
Obito knew he was being cruel.
But then again, Kakashi had broken his promise, betrayed his trust and Failed Rin.
_No, not just failed, the bastard had killed Rin._
And no matter how much the Jounin tried to scrub it clean, Obito had the most powerful eyes a shinobi could hope for.
It wasn't hard for him to see the still darkening stains of blood covering the copy-nin's hands.
"Are you telling me you've never had dreamed of me before? I'm hurt Kakashi. I thought you'd remember me better than this," he taunted. "Especially since I was kind enough to leave you a gift,"
CRACK
"Or is it because I'm not the thirteen years old you once knew, crushed and left alone in a cave to bleed out to death?"
CRACK
"Is it that? I certainly hope so. I've always liked to think that I have a special place in your nightmares- just as you do in mine."
CRACK
"Would you remember If I asked you to watch out for Rin-"
CRACK
"Or went to grab your eye?"
CRACK
"You don't need it anymore- It's not like you kept an eye on Rin,"
Yes, he was being cruel, but silver-head ninja had done much worse.
So he stood there, and watched as Just with the help of a few words, the great Kakashi of the Sharingan shattered down.
****Naruto****
Looking at the swirling battlefield around him, Kakashi decided something:
It'd be nice if the world stopped spinning
-ght thing. its mine after a…
-what did you do to hi…
-ashi snap out of it,
-kashi-nii, you're stronger this!
It'd also be nice If all of those people shut up.
Or If Gai let go of his hands and let him claw out his eye.
He did have to get it back to its rightful owner after all.
"-y rival! You have to snap out of it!"
He violently shook his head, and tried again to throw off the green wearing ninja.
"Kakashi-sensei!" Naruto shouted, "Calm down!"
"No!" He struggled harder, "I have to give it back it back! It's the only way he would go away!"
"What?" The blond gave him a confused look. "What are you talking about, Kaka-Sensei? Give what back? Who is this man?"
'Oh, no one,' Kakashi thought bitterly, 'It's just my supposed-to-be-dead teammate'
Suddenly losing all of his fight, he went slack against Gai's chest. They didn't understand.
Just like Obito had said, he did dream of the dead Uchiha boy. Actually, he dreamed of him every night _ and If he was busy, there was always a long line of people Kakashi had done wrong waiting to torment him in his nightmares. _ and every once in a while, in the middle of his screaming and rage, Obito remembered that his eye was still in the possession of the bastard killing Rin and demanded it to be removed.
He usually liked to do the removing himself though.
"It's okay." He shrugged, giving the two worried ninja a tired eye smile. "this's only a dream after all."
"What, No!" Naruto shook his head furiously, "It's not a dream Kaka-sensei. It's all real! "
"It doesn't have to be," A cold voice cut through the boy's exclamation. "It can just as well be another nightmare on the long list of the ones you've already have."
He took a moment to look at him, letting his single sharingan lock with its other pair.
"And then, it can be the last nightmare you'll ever have."
**** NARUTO****
Obito wasn't sure if Kakshi's head was truly in the game or not, but he didn't have time for this. He'd waited long enough for the silver-head ninja to make up his mind and Kakashi clearly had chosen his side long before this war even started.
The bastard was on the Jinchuuriki's side.
Still… maybe he could spare a few more minutes to work on the Copy-nin, he had already broken the idiot after all.
"I'm going to build a new world, a better one."
'You better be grateful I'm spending so much time on you'
"One without war-"
'Specially after all you did,'
"Or Blood,"
'But having you on my team will be a serious blow to this stupid Army,'
"Or Tears."
'And you're going to be in that world after all,'
"One where your father would be alive,"
'So I think I might give you a second chance,'
"And Rin wouldn't have to die."
'After all…'
"One where you wouldn't have to wear a mask," He looked at him- no, at her, and let his gaze soften just a little, "And hide the truth behind layers of clothes.
'It'd be our world,'
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~NARUTO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yep! That was the first chap! (And I already warned you that it's gonna be awful so u can't really complain.)
Oh, and before u guys tell me that the characters were OOC, yes I know. I planned for them to be OOC.
Why? Because Obito wasn't that in love with Rin. And even though he can't imagine living in a world where Kakashi killed her, he is kinda struggling with himself too, cuz he feels like what he's doing is wrong, but doesn't want to believe it. (and he's been kinda following – cough, stalking, couch- Kakashi around too, so he's kinda more… I don't know, emotionally invested. anyway, he's not the hollow shell he was in the manga or anime, and he's angry and betrayed and bitter, so yeah.
And kakshi is more emotional. )
Plz, review and tell me what you think? It's really important to me.
The next chapters will be set before Kakashi went to Academy. Around the time he was 3.