Sailor Moon
"Peace"
By: symbolica desire
Disclaimer: I do not own Sailor Moon, so please don't sue me!
I feel how my fingers, my mind, my body is being frustrated. I need something to do, but what? I stare out of the window and wonder, if things would be different, had I not wrote that letter to her. But it's not like I can do anything right now. I have still four days ahead of me. Four days of confusion, frustration and not knowing. Three days have already passed me by. Oh fuck; this is driving me out of my mind!
"Here, take this. I know that this is not the best time for this, but I just have to let you know. This letter tells you everything, please read it and treasure it."
FUCK! Why did I have to give her that letter? Why?
"Hi,
I know that this is weird, but hey! What the heck, I could as well do this since we won't be seeing each other for a long time.
So, here I go:
I love you.
Please think about this and let me know on the day that you are leaving if I just made a fool out of myself by not telling you earlier or by telling you at all.
Do not pity me, when you're giving me your answer, I want you to be honest, please respect me at least that much."
It's already six days from that specific day and tomorrow would be it. Tomorrow I'd get her answer. Tomorrow is also the last time that I'll ever see her.
The night went by fast and now I'm standing on the roof where I'm saying my goodbyes to everyone. I smile when I see her, suddenly my mind is clear and I'm feeling nothing like frustration anymore. I'm at peace.
She stands right in front of me, and smiles.
"Thank you for the letter, I'll treasure it."
I understand her. She doesn't have to say it; I can see it in her eyes.
When I said my goodbyes to her and her friends I disappeared.
My last memory of this place called earth was her wish on this shooting star.
"May I love you too?"