you were a catastrophe waiting to happen,
just sitting on your porch waiting for
everyone to come back. But then one
day you decide you can fight, too. what
an asinine little girl.
your violet eyes filled with exhilaration
when he told you - he can find him. the
one you had been waiting for. you went
with him, without so much as thinking to ask
his name.
he took you far away, from your beautiful paradise
into a dark, bitter world, that, like him, wasn't suppose
to exist in the first place. you shiver when he touches you,
but he promised that he'd take you to him - so long as
you do what he tells you to. You, who believes that there
is good in everyone, nod with excitement.
you have no idea what pain is coming, because
he is good, you know it, all you have to do is do
everything and anything he says. then you'll be
with your true love again. but in his room he asks
you to fill him with pleasure - you obey, but halfway
you're screaming and he's laughing. then you're pleading,
begging for him to stop - but his laughter drowns you
out. reality has taken it's first bite into your naïve little
paradise.
he left you in the alley - in the dark, cold world to die; he
didn't care what happen to you. you had served you purpose;
despite this, you kept hoping he'd come back and take you to
your blue-eyed savior. but he wasn't coming, it was getting dark,
and then the beast came. alluring but dangerous yellow eyes
gazed at you - and you gawked back at them, frozen in fear.
they were black, and in the pit of your stomach you knew-
they were malicious.
they were going to be the end of you, or so you thought
- but with a swipe of an oddly shaped blade, they were gone
and you were saved. you sat wide eyed as he approached you,
he was like your hero - yet so much different. with his blonde hair,
instead of brunette, but those eyes - his sapphire eyes were the same.
he even had those same keyblades - only he had two.
"are you okay?" he whispered, his eyes avoiding you. you wonder why, and
wondered why he saved you in the first place - and why did he look so familiar?
you had so much questions, yet non escaped your lips, you just sat waiting for
him to say something more - something comforting to stop your tears.
"you should get out of here, you're nothing but trouble - airhead." you blinked
at his harsh words, still trembling in fear, remembering when you were little.
your best friend with the silver hair would joke - one day your airhead would
get you killed. you always thought he didn't mean it, but thinking about it now -
you weren't stupid, you just weren't realistic. in all your thinking your savior
had left you to die, he wasn't a very a very good savior - leaving you to die like that.
you stood up, obdurate in chasing after him, but you didn't get very far - chakrams flew
into your chest and into your heart. stabbing at what was already broken, your eyes
widened - fear, pain, shock. emotions that he couldn't feel, but they shape the last seconds
of your being. "he's mine, got it memorized?" you flinch; his words hurt, because if you had
just walked away - you wouldn't be in the spot of almost death.
"you promised." you whispered, with the last of your strength - he smirked as he pulled the chakrams
out of you. you fell to your knees, the blood trickling out - the alluring creatures with yellow eyes coming
for you. "i'm a liar, princess." you heard him walk away, then it all went black.
---fin for lamie's contest. please review - mucho thanks to suki for beta-ing.
