Do you ever wonder how your life ended up getting so messed? I do. All the time. You see, first there was Danny. And I loved him but when we were together we just made each other unhappy. But when we split up, after I caught him kissing some slutty girl, it made me even more unhappy. And then je started going out with a pretentious, Performance Art student called Paulina and my unhappiness levels shot right off the scale (well that's Goths for you).
I didn't think I'd ever want to get kiss-shaped with another boy, but then I met Luke. He's Paulina's older brother (A/N: Decided to make Paulina have a bro... :D) but I don't hold that against him. We hated each other to start with, but all that passionate sniping somehow turned into passionate kissing!
Luke's a hard boy to pin down. Sometimes I fancy him like mad, other times I hate his guts. And Danny's always there in the background. When he and Paulina went through a bad patch, I just wanted to get him back. Of course, it didn't work out. He got back with Paulina who told me in no uncertain terms that she'd have me run out of town if I ever tried it on with Danny again. And Luke was also left with some trust issues. Mainly he doesn't trust me anymore. But he still wants to sleep with me. Typical boy. I like him but I don't know if I'm ready to get pelvic with anyone. And as for Danny? Don't even go there…
When I'm not having boy problems, I work in a café and angst about my test results. And I play guitar in an all-girl band with my friends Valerie, Star and Atsuko. And try not to trash the house while my 'rents enjoy a second honeymoon on the Florida Keys. But all I really want to do is get through the summer without any major traumas. Which isn't what happened, not even close…