I couldn't help but sit in science class stuck in the misery of my own thoughts thinking of how terrible the world was. Everyone around me was laughing with there friends, flirting with guys, gossiping about the poorly dressed hoes at school, ect; and yet here I am sitting at my table alone with my head phones on being a loner. I don't usually mind being a loner, except for the fact that I wish I could be as happy and sexy as all the other boys and girls around me.
"Hey Evalyn, hows the project comin?" Asked my teacher
"Uh.. Fine." I replied in a annoyed manner.
"Are you sure you don't need any help? I don't see you working with any partners or friends? I feel bad seeing you work here all alone."
"Ya that's because im a lot smarter than half the class plus I really don't have the fucking patience to work with any of these preppy, stuck up bitches so stop treating me like im a damn cry baby I like to be alone. So can you please fuck off." I screeched.
The whole class turned to stare at the teacher and me. I didn't mean to be such a bitch, but I cant control my mood swings. I swear to god im bipolar or something. Im a bitch to everyone, including the few people I love. I never used to be like this until life turned sour years ago. Im not the goody-toshu I used to be. Sometimes, to much shit that go's on in your life changes you. Usually the people who have it hardest in life are supposed to be the strongest, happiest and smartest people in the end but I find that hard to believe. Then before I knew it, my self pity thoughts were interrupted and I was sent to the principles office to. Of course I didn't go. I just ended up walking off campus and going home. Of course, that would end up getting me in more in trouble later on, but none of that mattered anymore to me. Life was about to change.