Chapter one

"Edward" I whispered as I slide the blade across my skin Edward I love you as the blade drew blood I knew he would come but the thing is. The one I wanted to come didn't but it was Jacob " Bella what are you doing stop that" but when he said that I drew it across again and then again but not hard a enough to kill myself but just bleed " Jake leave please he is coming I know he will come he still loves me" please let it be true " bells let me fix your arm then I will leave and I will not tell Charlie ok" when he said that I dropped the knife and then ran into his arms. " Ok Jake but please don't tell anyone" he just nodded his head and then pulled me into the bathroom to clean the cuts.

The sun came out but that did not last long the sun was soon covered in clouds "Another depressing day"

I heard a sound behind me I spun around to see Edward looking at me. Fury clouded his eyes. "Bella Jacob told me what you did why Bella why" How could he ever understand the way I felt he was my world and then I see him making out with Jessica . I looked down and saw the knife still there so I slowly bent down and picked it up. " Bella don't you even thi-" I cut him off by driving the knife into my leg I know now he would listen. " Bella!" screamed as he leaped to catch me. My eyes would not stay open to see his face "Edward I'm sor-" he cut me off by kissing me long and hard but this just suited me just fine if I were not dieing but still I was the one who did the stabbing. " Bella hold on I have to change you now if you still want me to". Like he had to ask. " yes I still want I still want you I still love you." The teeth came next.

Yeah Yeah I know cliffy but it will get better trust me but I need at least 2 reviews for the next chapter sorry☺☻♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ you love me anyways