Beginning Note: I got this idea a while back. Readers who have known me since I started this, may remember me mentioning an SVU and Glee Crossover in Uncensored Monitors. It's gonna have Kurt be the main victim...so be warned. Well...here it is, Fearless Love. This is a slight AU, as it is a different take on the episode Bash but I figured since this episode, and the whole last half of Season 5 in general, takes place in New York, that is was a cool idea...least in my opinion. Anyway, Hope you like this! Enjoy!
Kurt cleaned down the countertops at the Spotlight Diner. He smiled as he watched his fiance chatting it up with their friends Sam and Mercedes, about their quickly blossoming relationship since they have recently been feeling a tight sexual tension between the both of them. Sam excused himself to the Men's Room and Kurt's grin brightened, as he heard the gossip all the way behind the counter.
"Oh my god Blaine! He never leaves me be! I mean...I think I like him, but it could always be left over feelings from High School. He ended on an extremely sour note...I don't know if we could rekindle that if we're so...awkward around each other." Kurt saw the younger man nod to let Mercedes continue, "I mean, do you think he'd wanna be with me? I mean-"
Just then, Sam walked up to Kurt, taking his full attention away from Blaine and Mercedes chatting away about the intense more-than-platonic feelings Mercedes is having for Sam.
"Hey dude, what do you think about Mercedes?" The blonde questioned.
"What do you mean by..."What do you think about Mercedes"?" The older male responded, a puzzled look taking over his face.
"Look dude...I can't stop thinking about her. She's so...hot, sweet, feisty...I'm afraid to ask her out. I'm scared she's gonna reject me for some...more mature guy."
"By more mature, do you mean someone that doesn't read Star Wars Fan Fiction with MY Fiance?" Kurt raised an eyebrow as a rare blush spread across Sam's cheeks.
"Look, Kurt...I need advice here. You're like...the ultimate Romance-Guru. I need your help!" Sam exclaimed an almost panic looked taking up his face.
Kurt sighed, he couldn't wait till this conversation was over so he could meet Rachel at the "New York Breadstix", as she dubbed it. "Look, Sam...Just, be yourself. Well...and more mature, Yourself."
Sam nodded, "Mature Sam Mode, Activated." Sam spoke in an Arnold Schwarzenegger Terminator impression. Kurt just rolled his eyes at his friend walked away. Kurt finally finished cleaning up and went to change.
Rachel said this meeting was "Very Urgent". He hoped it hadn't been that she met some guy and got over her dead ex-boyfriend yet. He really hoped she wasn't over Finn...
As Kurt left, he saw his fiance walked up to him.
"Awe, you're leaving without a goodbye kiss..." Groaned his future husband.
"Oh, I almost forgot..." Kurt placed a gentle kiss on his lover's lips and headed out.
Blaine shouted out: "I'm coming over when you get home!"
Kurt turned his head to the shorter male and snickered, "You got it hot-shot!" I shouted back. He turned his head back to the direction he was walking and looked for the place Rachel said was a "Must" in New York, as she and her Funny Girlfriends went there all the time after rehearsals...or at least she claimed.
Kurt waited for almost an hour and was about to leave until he saw Rachel stroll in the restaurant. He had gotten a text from Blaine about a half-hour earlier about a rumor that Rachel dropped out of NYADA.
"Hi! Thank you." Rachel spoke to someone who pulled a seat out for her, "Sorry that I'm late." She spoke again to Kurt.
"I know what you did." Kurt looked directly at Rachel, in a very serious and unusual stern tone. "You're crazy!" Kurt exclaimed. This wasn't the Rachel he knew. The Rachel he knew wouldn't back out of school like this, without putting up a fight. The Rachel he knew was run by ambition and would do anything she thought she deserved and would travel from hell and back to get it back. The Rachel he knew wasn't a quitter. At least, that's what he thought.
"Oh my god!" Rachel nearly shouted, "Are you serious? You really already heard about that?" Rachel questioned, shocked how the word of her departure could travel so fast on the NYADA blogs.
"Seriously? The gossip chain at NYADA is the most efficient part of the school." Kurt spoke in a shocked tone. He thought she already knew that she would hear about this herself in some way, the way NYADA's rumor mill keeps on turning whenever something "gossip worthy" occurs.
"Okay, look, don't judge me." Rachel insisted It was the right thing to do." Rachel didn't see it as "chickening out". She saw it as a bold move that would even make her idol, Barbra Streisand proud.
"How can you say that? Two years ago you would've done anything humanly possible to force your way into that school, and now you're just gonna quit? " Kurt was still shocked by her actions. Why would Rachel, Rachel Barbra Berry, The girl that would fight head and foot to get into that school two years ago, would just throw it all away for some role.
"Oh, my God, that was before Fanny, okay?, Everything changed from that moment on." Kurt nodded. He understood that but yelling at Carmen when Rachel knows she has NO Tolerance for bad attitude, baffles Kurt in ways he can't describe.
"I understand that. But an education from NYADA will give you options in the future. Broadway is a fickle business. What if this is the last role you ever get? Last role?" Rachel scoffed. She was utterly shocked by Kurt's words. How could her best friend say these things?
"You are worse than Carmen. Is that honestly what you think of me?"
"Of course not. I'm just saying you need to be smart about this" Kurt tried to explain to her.
"Okay, look, Kurt, I'm just not interested in spending huge sums of money on a school whose classes I can barely even attend and a dean who doesn't like me or support me." Kurt rolled his eyes deeply, he knew Rachel wasn't telling the truth and exaggerated and fabricated the story to get sympathy from others around her.
"Yeah, that's not what it is. She's just-" Kurt tried to insist to her that Carmen didn't hate her, but Rachel just interrupted him.
"We can play the "what if" game all day long. But I have the opportunity of a lifetime staring me in the face right now and I can't let anything, whether it's school or Carmen or...the Diner or, you know, even my friends, stop me from accomplishing my dreams."
Kurt tried not to let his eyes wander and roll back again as he just couldn't handle the Rachel was being and how she was talking right now because she was making it truly hard for him to stand to be in the same room with her.
"For the last time, Rachel, I am begging you. Please don't do this." He was so close to going onto his knees and begging her to reconsider...because he knew that, NYADA wouldn't be the same with Rachel.
"You know, I am so hurt right now that you are standing in the corner with a failure like Carmen Tibideaux and not your best friend."
"I'm not on Carmen's side. I'm on your side." Kurt insisted.
"No, you're afraid, okay? You're afraid to venture out. You need a place like NYADA where it's just one big safe group and no one takes any risks. That way you guys can just avoid the fact of actually having to grow up and be an adult." Kurt felt numb. How could she say this about him?
"Screw you, Rachel." He spat out, not letting his vulnerability and sadness be shown.
"Wow. Okay." Rachel just stormed out. No words able to describe what they were both feeling. Kurt threw his napkin on the table and just sat there for a while.
When Kurt decided to leave, he texted Blaine that he'd be home soon. He smiled when he received a kissy face emoji back from his fiance. All this kind of made him forget Rachel's outburst for while.
But then, he felt a breathing on his neck. He stopped. He slowly turned around only for his neck to be grabbed and for him to be slammed against a brick wall. Kurt cried out in pain, only to have a monstrous hand cover his entire mouth.
"Help! Help, help! - Help! Help!" Kurt screamed against the rough skin, hot tears spilling down his face, as he tried to pull the other person's - a man he presumed - hand off his face. This struggle only got him a punch to the gut. Kurt fell on his side on the hard and rocky pavement of the alley he was forced into. He was kicked and shoved. He tried to fight back, but with 2 new people joining in on the bashing just held him down. Soon, Kurt was unconscious and little did he know...he was degraded further by the men forcing themselves inside him. Once they were all finished the carved a horrible, humiliating word on his arm. They all pulled their pants up and strolled out of the alleyway as if nothing happened.
Kurt lied there. Helpless. No one bothered to help him. And he just lied there.
Ending Note: The introduction of the SVU crew will come next chapter, I promise. I hope you enjoyed this because even though it was very hard to write, I enjoyed writing more complex words and sentences. Next chapter will come out soon. Thanks for Reading!