Hiya everyone! This is my very first fanfic! Hope you enjoy c: if you need anything, you can contact me by pm or else, I'm not a titan c;

Also, don't read if you are sensitive soul, this is going to be dark and sad.

So, I have to write now! Enjoy c:

Ah! I forgot to say that I don't own snk characters but I own Mia (the main character) and all the characters that aren't in snk c: SOOOOOOO TIME TO WRITE x3

Chapter 1 : Amnesia

"It's time for us to return home! Finally! Such a long trip.." Nagisa complained. Nagisa is my best friend but she's really something.

We were in the plane going back at our home town. We are working for the government by using a company from the underworld. To explain this simply, we use hackers and killers to protect the population from horrible people. I am one of them. Well to tell truth, Nagisa and I are just baits when we are in mission. Because we are beautiful and sexy and so we use this to trap our target and our colleagues kill them.

Our colleagues are well-known and it's the same for Nagisa and me. Our company's name is People's Freedom Wings … What a stupid name.

But the mission we just finished was really horrible. It is traumatic for some of us. Torture, blood, raped children and women, slaves… Things we don't want to see nor even to know about. We saved them all. But they made a collective suicide. In front of us. That was a nightmare. A nightmare that will haunt every one of us.

Even Levi who seems to sleep well right now is traumatise by what we saw. I'm sure of it. But he is so exhausted that he is lying on my laps, doing is better to not disturb me. My dear Levi, my dear lover… Sleep as well as you can, darling…

It's been so much time since we date… I would say about 3 years now. 3 years of common life. And we still love each other as if it was the first day.

Suddenly, I heard him moan slightly and began to move. So cute! And he finally sat up. He faced me. But his look wasn't the one I know. It was the one I hadn't seen for 3 years. The look when we first met. And known each other as friends at that moment. What is that?

"Sorry, Mia, I think I fell asleep," he simply said.

"No problem," I answered back, doing my very best to ignore that look.

"Where are we?" he asked while yawning.

"We're on the plane going back home."

"So where were we in that case?"

"In a mission, Le…"

"Le? And what mission I don't remember"

I didn't answer. I think he just forgot the mission and I don't want him to remember something like that. He suffered enough.

"So? What is this with the stupid nickname? And what was that fucking mission brat?"

"Calm down. The mission was a trauma for everyone. If you forgot, the best it is for you. Don't try to remember. Really."

He seemed to be not satisfied since he tsk me. He turned his face to the window to see the cotton sea and the sun in the horizon, going down to let the moon take its place. It was so beautiful. Breathtaking.

"You called me Le," he began. "Why?"

"Because it's your nickname."

"I don't have nickname."

"You have."

"No I don't. I would allow only my wife or children to give me nicknames. Not even my friends."

BADUMP. My heart jumped a bump and my breath began to be harder to take and my chest felt so heavy.. What did he just say? That he would forget the mission is one thing but to forget our 3 YEARS LOVE! No… It must be a nightmare.. No… From everything, this is just impossible for me to take… No, please no…

"You… don't remember…?" I asked painfully while my throat tighten and tears began to form and my stomach is aching…

He faced me suddenly. His eyes widened slightly and he simply answered:

"What should I remember?"

This was enough. I stood up and ran to the bathroom of the plane. I locked the door up and just cried as silently as I could. He doesn't remember 3 YEARS! 3 YEARS!

3 years forgotten. Just like that. As if it was just wind. Everything was to dust. At that moment, I just wanted to die.

The first chapter is finished! Hope you enjoyed c: I know it's really short but there will be another chapter soon c: